Thanks a ton Rohiniji-You know me so well!!

[Guest guest]

Thanks so much for taking out your time and answering me analytically

and trying to help spiritually. I do not deny whatever you have said. I

have a had good time (did not know if it was supposed to be the top!! I

thought I am yet to see that...) I am materialistic and I am just

amazed on your such a true reading that its not about how much I earn

but I hate sitting idle and not earning to myself. And this is so true

that my independence and self-worth for which I have been able to fight

out all the while with my parents and peers to have an identity of own.

All that is marred and I do not see any light at the end of this

unemployement tunnel. I never wanted to get married for this reason

only. I hate it when I am not me.

 

YOU ARE SO RIGHT TO ANALYSE MY ATTITUDE FOR INDEPENDENCE, SELF-WORTH

WHICH RATE THROUGH THE WORK I DO.

My elders/ astrologers have had advised to do Hanuman puja whenver

stuck or to overcome obstacles. I never had stopped or failed in my

life ever with that. But this point in time I feel all the Gods are

also left in my own country and I was doing so much Hanumanji puja but

he also did not help me getting my work permit!!

 

Please pardon me as I am a tough insane...but the last piece of your

mail is trying to show 'Hoping against Hope'Learning and training...I

don't want to do that.I mean I would do something of my interest for

sure, but I WANT TO EARN!! If I don't get employement here, I

definitely want to fly back to India...for employment and self-worth.

Whats the point in crying here daily and make my spouse feel miserable

and family back home also. Was I supposed to be unemployed being in

India also...Don't tell me that...how come everyone says I should be in

a job at this time!!

 

And as per you there is probabaly nothing before october 2008 and that

too goes in question of testing. Could you see my face right now...its

no good than dead!!! OK simply put life back into me by telling me

candidly:

1. Is my future no bright now as my so-called best phase is over?

 

2. Do I have any career or I will end up being a house-wife now!!!(I ll

die)

 

3.WHEN WILL I BE IN A JOB AGAIN??? PLEASE HELP...DONT KEEP ME VAGUE HERE

 

4. People said that post 26th January this year job phase start again.

I have decided if I don't get anything here by March end this year I

will certainly go back.

 

(Surprisingly no one told me of this vacuum period I am having...it is

going to be 1 year in March of unemlpoyment. I was living in the hope

of work permit to come by this January 2006)

 

My DOB: Oct 3 1970

TOB: 5:40 am

POB: Jaipur- Rajasthan

 

Please accept my apologies. I do regret my behaviour of insanity out of

frustration!

 

Warmest Regards,

Raushnee

[Guest guest]

I can only tell you what I see. I do not think I ever said that your

best time was in the past, I also did not say sit down quietly and

do nothing or wait for things to happen. you would not have been

born with the signature I gave (3rd house etc) so your fighting back

is good. However, while you do all that what you must, keep

learning, formally and informally.

 

Nothing is absolutely predestined and all destinies can change. The

gift is in your lap. As i stated ...

 

Good luck and much success!

 

, "raushnee333"

<raushnee333 wrote:

>

> Thanks so much for taking out your time and answering me

analytically

> and trying to help spiritually. I do not deny whatever you have

said. I

> have a had good time (did not know if it was supposed to be the

top!! I

> thought I am yet to see that...) I am materialistic and I am just

> amazed on your such a true reading that its not about how much I

earn

> but I hate sitting idle and not earning to myself. And this is so

true

> that my independence and self-worth for which I have been able to

fight

> out all the while with my parents and peers to have an identity of

own.

> All that is marred and I do not see any light at the end of this

> unemployement tunnel. I never wanted to get married for this

reason

> only. I hate it when I am not me.

>

> YOU ARE SO RIGHT TO ANALYSE MY ATTITUDE FOR INDEPENDENCE, SELF-

WORTH

> WHICH RATE THROUGH THE WORK I DO.

> My elders/ astrologers have had advised to do Hanuman puja whenver

> stuck or to overcome obstacles. I never had stopped or failed in

my

> life ever with that. But this point in time I feel all the Gods

are

> also left in my own country and I was doing so much Hanumanji puja

but

> he also did not help me getting my work permit!!

>

> Please pardon me as I am a tough insane...but the last piece of

your

> mail is trying to show 'Hoping against Hope'Learning and

training...I

> don't want to do that.I mean I would do something of my interest

for

> sure, but I WANT TO EARN!! If I don't get employement here, I

> definitely want to fly back to India...for employment and self-

worth.

> Whats the point in crying here daily and make my spouse feel

miserable

> and family back home also. Was I supposed to be unemployed being

in

> India also...Don't tell me that...how come everyone says I should

be in

> a job at this time!!

>

> And as per you there is probabaly nothing before october 2008 and

that

> too goes in question of testing. Could you see my face right

now...its

> no good than dead!!! OK simply put life back into me by telling me

> candidly:

> 1. Is my future no bright now as my so-called best phase is over?

>

> 2. Do I have any career or I will end up being a house-wife now!!!

(I ll

> die)

>

> 3.WHEN WILL I BE IN A JOB AGAIN??? PLEASE HELP...DONT KEEP ME

VAGUE HERE

>

> 4. People said that post 26th January this year job phase start

again.

> I have decided if I don't get anything here by March end this year

I

> will certainly go back.

>

> (Surprisingly no one told me of this vacuum period I am

having...it is

> going to be 1 year in March of unemlpoyment. I was living in the

hope

> of work permit to come by this January 2006)

>

> My DOB: Oct 3 1970

> TOB: 5:40 am

> POB: Jaipur- Rajasthan

>

> Please accept my apologies. I do regret my behaviour of insanity

out of

> frustration!

>

> Warmest Regards,

> Raushnee

>