i badly need help!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hi friends,

i am new to this group.i am in need of help.following r my personal

details.kamlesh is my id alone and not my name.

date of birth:28.09.1980 a sunday

place of birth:tiruppattur

time of birth:14.34 in the afternoon

rashi:vrishaba

nakshatra:krittika

i have been under the influence of 7 and a half period year saturn

and have suffered a lot.i came under its influence in 1999.i dont

know the exact date .i really feel demoralised.even though hard i

study or prepare for an interview i dont get success at all.it has

ben five years since i ahd tasted success.i can see people below my

potentials getting success and at times i keep pondering wat si this

all due to.sometimes i feel like committing suicide or being

desolate.i always feel lonely and i cannot believe in anyone.i am

always bereft of friends.i dont have any one to share my feelings.

but my parents say that in its last 2 and a half period saturn will

do some good taht may take a person to dizzy heights and repay back

for all the havoc it had caused.is this true.............i cannot

understand all this.day by day i get depressed and feel let down.i am

attaching my natal chart with this mail.can any one help me

out.people who r well versed with astrology and houses can u tell me

wen will this situation change.wat was this all due to.will i be able

to go abroad for my higher studies if that happens will i come out

successfully.i will be infinite times grateful to u friends if u

could help me out from my doldrums.i am waiting for ur replies,thankx

in advance.i am attaching my natal chart too.i feel ver lonely

second house:mon

fourth house:rahu and venus

sixth house:saturn ,sun,jupiter,pluto

seventh house:uranus,mercury,mars

eighth house:neptune

tenth house:ketu