Need to understand my spiritual trajectory

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I have been taking a keen interest in spirituality since

childhood,though I will have to admit that my progress has not been

far.But my obsession with spiritual issues and a desire to mould

myself in a way conducive to spiritual growth,much more than an

average person,convinces me,that I had taken a serious interest in

spirituality even in my past life.My manner of thinking impacts,the

way I think and behave in life.For instance,I could give away all

the money that I have,if I feel the cause is worthy,and the only

reason,I personally have some interest in saving the money,that I

earn(and I must add that never I have been convinced that the money

I legitimately earn ,or the things provided to be my parents,is

really mine),is to keep myself financially independant.I get angry

with people,but I am always capable of forgiving them completely no

matter how grave the offense might be.I dont spend hours

praying,only a few minutes may be(this is mainly because of inherent

laziness-in fact I feel that the purpose of my birth is to eliminate

that laziness,after which I feel my spiritual progress will become

faster).But even for the small time devoted to prayers,I have seen a

rise in the energy field in my body.In fact,I can feel the energy

most of the times,just like I feel air,but when I pray,it rises.

But My progress has never been beyond this.

 

So on an strological point of vie I would like answer to the

following questions of mine

 

1.How am I heading on spiritual efforts in this life ,as compared to

the previous life.Is there even a small progress indicated.what are

the obstacles,and what are my faults(that which can easily be got

rid off) that prevent me from growing higher on the spiritual plane

(everyone I guess needs to grow higher on the spiritual front).

2.Will my dream,of passing my atleast my spiritual interest, to my

descendants be sucessfull.How will my would be life partner(I am not

yet married),be helpfull to me,on the spiritual front,will she agree

to my notions of living a simpler and a less unidealistic way of

life?