Call Off The Dogs!

[Guest guest]

> Hari Bol! You're back! How did the operation go? Are you a beautiful woman

> now? :-) Can you send pictures to us. Really.

 

I am so far as much a woman as a 12 year old girl. It takes time to

develop into a woman. To be beautiful is not in my genes or karma.

My mother was not beautiful either, and I got my looks from her.

My male years really have not improved on my looks either. Sorry.

 

> God forbid I should get a kingdom. But, actually, I hope you know I would

> try to give you all protection and any support you so desired whether you

> were a man with womens features or the other way around, devotee or

> otherwise.

 

You will get whatever Krsna want you to take care of. Never say

never. Now you know that any improbable wonder might happen.

 

> You have to admit it is interesting discussion material. I'm sure you will

> be facing a lot of it in years to come. I'm just glad you have a little

> faith that most of us on this conference will be there for you if you

> want/need us. I'll be your friend if you'll have me.

 

Thank you.

 

> I really do not understand why you did it and this may not be the place to

> discuss your private feelings. I respect that. I do not think of you as

> horrible at all but I am curious I have to admit.

 

I do it because it simply is the right thing to do for me, and now is the

right time to do it. It appears to be my karma to live half my life

in a male body, and the other half as a woman. Why? I really

don't know, since I have forgotten my past lives and cannot see

the future.

 

> One that I hope might be alright to ask in this conference (if not, I'll

> understand) is: What about your wife? Are there some measures that can be

> taken to protect her (mentally and physically?

 

My ex-wife and I have separated. I guess the lives of these two

spirit souls don't follow the same path anymore. She had to leave

for her own future, which is different from mine.

 

ys Prisni dasi