Enzombied souls

[Guest guest]

At 01:24 AM 12/20/99 +0100, COM: Madhusudani Radha (dd) JPS (Mill Valley -

USA) wrote:

 

>>>Many think exactly as you do, prabhu. But the great souls pray that they may

>*give up* their puny independence to simply become the "dog of the spiritual

>master.">>

>

>Since you are so expert in instructing others,

 

As far as I know I haven't presumed to instruct anyone as of later.

Obviously there *is* a difference between engaging in a philosphical

discourse with a person and directly instructing that person. I think I have

been participating in the former. But if I have inadvertently and

inappopriately instructed anyone in these forums, then I must surely seek

their pardon for that.

 

>Do you feel like your current constant criticism of other devotees is

really >compatible with being "the dog" of Hridayananda Maharaja?

 

What constant criticism of what devotees? Disagreements yes, but who exactly

do you say I have criticized, and how so? But if in the course of a

philosophical ("sporting") debate I did in fact launch some criticism(s),

then I will certainly seek forgiveness from the offended devotee(s).

 

>I have never seen this mood in your Guru Maharaja, for whom I have utmost

>respect, so it's hard to see how your constant fault-finding would be

pleasing >to him.

 

In the balance of my wretched life, I don't forsee even the slightest

possibility that I will be able to bring transcendental pleasure to my

spiritual masters. Such is my pitiful plight, Mataji. If you would be

merciful unto me, then please kindly offer a prayer to Krsna for my ultimate

spiritual rehabilitation.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Thank you, Mataji.

Hare Krsna.

 

this most unfortunate, insignificant beggar and so-called servant of the

servants of ISKCON,

guru-krsna das ("janiya suniya visa khainu")

 

*dharmo raksati raksatah*