Guest guest Posted March 20, 2005 Report Share Posted March 20, 2005 Hare Krishna devotees, Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Srila Prabhupada! Below is the latest update on Srila Bhakti Tirtha Swami`s health condition. Your servant, Narayani devi dasi Dear devotees Please accept my humble obeisances. All glories to Gurudeva and Srila Prabhupada. As you know from the previous update, Gurudeva's cancer had somewhat flared up in the lymph nodes and muscle in the left upper thigh area since the festival. Since the festival he has been continuing his intense treament programme and a restricted diet as a means to slow down the cancer and potentially facilitate one last visit to some yatras. Gurudeva takes a lot of his medications via a catheter which inserts directly into the left side of the heart. About 10 days ago Gurudeva noticed that just above the catheter, he was experiencing some throbbing and tenderness. This then progressed to a swelling over his left collar bone a few days ago. Thinking the cather may be infected, a few of us went to the hospital with Gurudeva yesterday, with a view to having the catheter removed. The doctor who took a look at the swelling wanted a scan to see what the swelling was before he decided whether or not the catheter needed to come out. Whilst waiting for some blood tests prior to the scan, Gurudeva went to support his brief case with his left hand when the next thing he heard was a 'crack' and he suddenly jerked back in pain. Gurudeva was in a lot of pain, the swelling had become bigger and he couldn't move his left arm very well. In light of this, the scan was arranged for more quickly. We were all very worried that Gurudeva may have broken something but no one was prepared for what the scan found. It turned out that the swelling was infact a bone tumour on the left collar bone as a result of the cancer now having spread to the bones. The tumour had eaten away at so much of the collarbone that only a thin layer of normal bone was left and this is what had cracked. So the cancer is now in the lymph nodes, muscle and bones. Gurudeva's left arm is now in a sling and it is unlikely it will heal. He currently has limited movement in the left side of the body due to the fracture of the collarbone and his amputation. He feels that he is going to leave much sooner than we all expected or hoped for. He has cut down on lot of his previous treatments but is continuing with a few simple things to try and slow down the cancer in order to settle a few loose ends.Gurudeva gave a beautiful and powerful class today in DC from his new book Beggar 4 - Die before Dying which will be available in 6 weeks. The class will be available to listen to on monday on www.btswami.com Gurudeva's internal meditation has become very deep and his expressions of humility are heart rendering. His main concern after the news was that he didn't want to be burden or disturbance to anyone. He has so much deep love for everyone but he is concerned that many of us will have a lot of difficulties in our devotional lives during and after this transitition. If we can try and take shelter of eachother and ISKCON as a whole more, shelter of the holy names more deeply and co operate with eachother better this would please him very much. Gurudeva was saying in class today that the best way to keep anyone alive is by following their instructions and exemplifying their teachings not just individually but also as a community. We thank you all for your continuing instense prayers and love - they are much needed at this time Yours in the Service of Guru and Gauranga With Love Your aspiring Servant Citi-Sakti Devi Dasi -- Jaya Radhe! When relished with love in countless ways through service rendered constantly by tongue, the nectar of Sri Krsna`s name delights the heart. Who can describe the unequalled excellence of that nectar of Sri Krsna`s holy name? (Brhad-Bhagavatamrta) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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