Letter

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Your Holiness Jayapataka Swami Maharadja!

Sgueese wisp in my teeth I accept You humble obeisances in the dust of Your

lotus feet. All gloris to Gopal-Krishna Goswami! All gloris to Sri Sri

Gaura-Nitai! I'm writing You, Your humble servant, fallen disciple His

Divine brace Gopal-Krishna Goswami.My name is Jagad-kirti devi dasi. During

this year I'm servising at the department construction of

Krishna-temple.First of all, my service was consisting in helpness of the

kitchen. After 4 month I turned on production of bread, money from

distributuon this bread was provising prasadam for builders of the temple.

Then, Brihat-Mridanga Prabhu seted me accountent of Krishna-kitchen. And 3

month ago Brihat-Mridanga Prabhu and Uttama-Sloka Prabhy recommended me

responsible for production and distribution prasadam.From very beginning my

service at the department of temple-contruction I became a kitchen-manager.

I inconditionaly received authority of Brihat-Mridanga Prabhu. I was

following his instructions without reserve, but suddenly was happened

conflict between head of our department Brihat Mridanga Pr. and president of

our yatra Uttama-Sloka Prabhu.The basis their conflict-it is different

explainting some aspects of phylosophy of Krishna Consciousness. Brihat

Mridanga Pr. is preach ing that practical devotional service-it is basis for

spiritual development in Krishna-Consciousness. But Uttama Sloka is

preaching that knowleage (dyana) and relationships between devotees is more

importent. Brihat Mridanga say, that "sincere devotee is servicing always,

in anyone conditions", but opinion of Uttama Sloka is that "for devotional

service need to create definite conditions". During a time, when they were

living in Chelyabinsk I wasn't deeped into essense their conflict, because

it was their own relationships, which was concerning my service

superficial.When they was going to India, they fixed assistant (one of

their-I'm), everyone of thein began following and in associate be exiled on

"own authority". This fact inevitable leaded to origin of discords, rows,

began vaishnava-aparadha. I know that situation is perfectly contradict true

relationships between devotees and therefore I humble ask You, that You

nurcyfuly explained me: who out authority shall I submit and hou can we to

permit our conflict. It is obvious, that everyone of our authority is right,

but actually following one of their need to ignore another. But it is not

right. Condition of ambivalent disturb not only me, but also another

devotees. We all need inYour advise!

Your servant Jagad-kirti d. d.