Like a knife through the chest

[Guest guest]

Hello,

 

I am new to the KY listserve. I have been practicing some Tai Chi over

the past year and have experienced some interesting results. I beleive

I have experienced a sensation of my aura through the practivce. KYoga

and Tai Chi might have some relations? I also have been reading more

and more about the kundalini serpent and the chakras so I signed up to

this site to get some feedback on some questions. Many years ago.

Before even practicing Tai Chi I wanted to feel what others around me

where feeling, just to see if I could, I wanted superpowers. Somehow I

feel like I "synched" in with the strangers on the subway train just

by focusing on them. The last person I focused on taught me how

dangerous this was. She looked straight at me and I felt this feeling

of dread and sadness and the sensation of a cold knife going right

through my heart. Does anyone have nything to say about this

experience. I am not as intune with my energy now for several reasons

but I am thinking about which road to follow to develop these

feelings, abilities. Is there any chance she hurt me in some way I

don't realize? I have an arythmia of the heart, it skips a beat, and

I've wondered if this was caused by that experience though I don't

have the benefit of a doctor who can tell me if I have it before or

not. Any comments on my experience, on the benefits of Yoga vs. Tai

Chi or snything...

[Guest guest]

Kundaliniyoga, "what people call me" <stephanjustin.>

wrote:

>

> Hello,

>

I wanted to feel what others around me

> where feeling, just to see if I could, I wanted superpowers. Somehow I

> feel like I "synched" in with the strangers on the subway train just

> by focusing on them. The last person I focused on taught me how

> dangerous this was. She looked straight at me and I felt this feeling

> of dread and sadness and the sensation of a cold knife going right

> through my heart. Does anyone have nything to say about this

> experience.

 

hello!

what comes to my mind reading this. You wanted a superpower and a might to read

peoples mind/feelings. and believing you had it you were in the same time afraid others

might have it too - and hurt you. and then you felt wounded by a girl that might have just

thought"why is he/she staring at me all the time?" and looked at you with a look "that

could kill". Thinking you could make that "invasive" look inside her has somehow made

you vulnerable. maybe because you knew you shouldnt do this? you played with fire and

now

you feel burnt. I don't think the girl hit you that hard. I understand her, too, she said "NO"

to your intruding look. If you are afraid of a superpower that takes controle of your heart

remind yourself that you don't have it. and the girl did'n thave it either.

thats what I think about it. I understand you because there have been times in my life

when I reached out for more than was good for me in similair ways.

but don't worry! it was a lesson. just learn it

and go on.