Guest guest Posted July 31, 2006 Report Share Posted July 31, 2006 HI RESPECTED MEMBERS.. IAM VERY VERY SORRY.......FOR HURTING U ALL LIKE THAT...,PLS FORGIVE ME.....USUALLY I WONT BE LIKE THAT.......BUT I DONO....IT HAPPENED LIKE I WAS HEAVILY DEPRESSED THAT DAY...... AND ABT MY FAMILY.... MY FATHER MY MOTHER GRANDMOTHER AND ME THE ONLY SON..... I AM 20 YRS....OLD.....TO BE FRANK WITH U....ALL I HAD SUFFERED AND STILL SUFFERING FROM CHILDHOOD.....1ST PROBLEM IS LONELINESS.....DURING SCHOOL DAYS.....ITSELF I DON HAVE ANY FRIENDS....ALL USED TO MAINTAIN A DISTANCE FROM ME.......THEN I CAME TO COLLEGE....I THOUGHT I WILL GET GOOD FRIENDS ATLEAST THERE.....BUT THERE.....ALSO THEY USED TO MAINTAIN A DISTANCE FROM ME........AND I AM DYING IN LONELINESS FOR 20 YRS.......NO CHILD SHD SUFFER LIKE ME IN THIS WORLD.....IN PAIN OF LONELINESS.....I PRAY TO GOD....AND 2ND THING IS FAMILY WORRIES.....MY FATHER LOST IN SHARE MARKETS LIKE 25 TO 50 LAKHS....IN SEPT 2001....SO DUE TO THIS....THERE WAS LOTS OF FIGHTS....FIGHT MEANS NOT ORDINARY WORD FIGHTS....LIKE A VIOLENCE....HE WILL BEHAVE VERY RASHLY AND SHOUT LIKE ANYTHING,..ONE DAY HE STARTED THROWING GLASS AND ALL,...AND TOOK KEROSENE....AND STARTED BURNING PAPERS OF SHARE WORTH....25 LAKHS.......BUT MOM STOPPED....THEN FROM 2001 TO 2005....LIFE OF OUR FAMILY WAS VERY VERY BAD.........EVERYDAY AND EVERYDAY FIGHTS.....SEEING THIS ALL.....I AM TOTALLY VEXED IN MY LIFE.........NOW ALSO HE IS LOSING VERY MUCH IN SHARE MARKET...THINKING ABT THESE THINGS DAILY IN MIND.......I HAVE CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED A LOT.....AND STILL NOW ALSO....I AM CRYING......THAT MUCH PAIN I HAVE IN HEART........NO BODY TO SHARE MY FEELINGS....AND THAT IS THE MAIN REASON....I AM SEARCHING FOR TRUE LOVE............AND TO BE FRANK AND FRANKLY ASKING ALL THE ASTROLGERS.....MY FIRST HALF OF LIFE........FROM AGE 1 TO AGE 20...........HAS BEEN FULL OF SORROWS.........TELL ME WHEN WILL HAPPINESS.....COME TO ME......................... IN THESE FEELINGS ONLY.......I POSTED LIKE THAT..........I AM VERY SORRY ALL RESPECTED ASTROLOGERS.................PLS FORGIVE ME............. SARVAM KRISHNAARPANAMASTU........... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 31, 2006 Report Share Posted July 31, 2006 My Dear good young boy. Tears of repentance can bring out the heart of gold. See suffering is there to all, some say it, some cannot. Some have someone to tell some have no one to tell. But no one is completely happy. I know of a yong small innocent boy like You but with a difference. His father used to hit his mother daily pulling her hair,kicking her slapping her without fail daily several times. He used to make this young boy work and slog like a dog and hit him too. Also sodomize him. when this boy grew up and got married this bad father also behaved badly with this young boys wife. This young boy had no one to tell, because he had no money, no proper education, and own father doing this. Where would he go ?Rakshak was bhakshak. So dear please help others in Your own sorrow, and your sorrow will melt slowly but steadily. Tum besahara ho toh kisika sahara bano Tumko apne aap hi kinara mil jayega. God bless You. Bhaskar , "prathoshg" <prathoshg wrote: > > HI RESPECTED MEMBERS.. > IAM VERY VERY SORRY.......FOR HURTING U ALL LIKE THAT...,PLS FORGIVE > ME.....USUALLY I WONT BE LIKE THAT.......BUT I DONO....IT HAPPENED > LIKE I WAS HEAVILY DEPRESSED THAT DAY...... > AND ABT MY FAMILY.... > MY FATHER MY MOTHER GRANDMOTHER AND ME THE ONLY SON..... > I AM 20 YRS....OLD.....TO BE FRANK WITH U....ALL I HAD SUFFERED AND > STILL SUFFERING FROM CHILDHOOD.....1ST PROBLEM IS > LONELINESS.....DURING SCHOOL DAYS.....ITSELF I DON HAVE ANY > FRIENDS....ALL USED TO MAINTAIN A DISTANCE FROM ME.......THEN I CAME > TO COLLEGE....I THOUGHT I WILL GET GOOD FRIENDS ATLEAST THERE.....BUT > THERE.....ALSO THEY USED TO MAINTAIN A DISTANCE FROM ME........AND I > AM DYING IN LONELINESS FOR 20 YRS.......NO CHILD SHD SUFFER LIKE ME > IN THIS WORLD.....IN PAIN OF LONELINESS.....I PRAY TO GOD....AND 2ND > THING IS FAMILY WORRIES.....MY FATHER LOST IN SHARE MARKETS LIKE 25 > TO 50 LAKHS....IN SEPT 2001....SO DUE TO THIS....THERE WAS LOTS OF > FIGHTS....FIGHT MEANS NOT ORDINARY WORD FIGHTS....LIKE A > VIOLENCE....HE WILL BEHAVE VERY RASHLY AND SHOUT LIKE ANYTHING,..ONE > DAY HE STARTED THROWING GLASS AND ALL,...AND TOOK KEROSENE....AND > STARTED BURNING PAPERS OF SHARE WORTH....25 LAKHS.......BUT MOM > STOPPED....THEN FROM 2001 TO 2005....LIFE OF OUR FAMILY WAS VERY VERY > BAD.........EVERYDAY AND EVERYDAY FIGHTS.....SEEING THIS ALL.....I AM > TOTALLY VEXED IN MY LIFE.........NOW ALSO HE IS LOSING VERY MUCH IN > SHARE MARKET...THINKING ABT THESE THINGS DAILY IN MIND.......I HAVE > CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED A LOT.....AND STILL NOW ALSO....I AM > CRYING......THAT MUCH PAIN I HAVE IN HEART........NO BODY TO SHARE MY > FEELINGS....AND THAT IS THE MAIN REASON....I AM SEARCHING FOR TRUE > LOVE............AND TO BE FRANK AND FRANKLY ASKING ALL THE > ASTROLGERS.....MY FIRST HALF OF LIFE........FROM AGE 1 TO AGE > 20...........HAS BEEN FULL OF SORROWS.........TELL ME WHEN WILL > HAPPINESS.....COME TO ME......................... > IN THESE FEELINGS ONLY.......I POSTED LIKE THAT..........I AM VERY > SORRY ALL RESPECTED ASTROLOGERS.................PLS FORGIVE > ME............. > SARVAM KRISHNAARPANAMASTU........... > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 31, 2006 Report Share Posted July 31, 2006 Bhaskar ji You are very right. If we are kinder and helpful, lot many things resolves. regards / Prafulla Gang To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead. > > bhaskar_jyotish (AT) (DOT) co.in > Mon, 31 Jul 2006 16:46:26 -0000 > > Re: TO ALL RESPECTED ASTROLOGERS IN THIS GROUP I AM VERY > VERY SORRY PLS READ THIS > > My Dear good young boy. > > Tears of repentance can bring out the heart of gold. > See suffering is there to all, some say it, some cannot. > Some have someone to tell > some have no one to tell. But no one is completely happy. > I know of a yong small innocent boy like You but with a difference. > His father used to hit his mother daily pulling her hair,kicking her > slapping her without fail daily several times. He used to make > this young boy work and slog like a dog and hit him too. Also > sodomize him. when this boy grew up and got married this bad father > also behaved badly with this young boys wife. This young boy had no > one to tell, because he had no money, no proper education, and > own father doing this. Where would he go ?Rakshak was bhakshak. > So dear please help others in Your own sorrow, and > your sorrow will melt slowly but steadily. > > Tum besahara ho toh kisika sahara bano > Tumko apne aap hi kinara mil jayega. > > God bless You. > Bhaskar > > > > , "prathoshg" <prathoshg > wrote: >> >> HI RESPECTED MEMBERS.. >> IAM VERY VERY SORRY.......FOR HURTING U ALL LIKE THAT...,PLS > FORGIVE >> ME.....USUALLY I WONT BE LIKE THAT.......BUT I DONO....IT HAPPENED >> LIKE I WAS HEAVILY DEPRESSED THAT DAY...... >> AND ABT MY FAMILY.... >> MY FATHER MY MOTHER GRANDMOTHER AND ME THE ONLY SON..... >> I AM 20 YRS....OLD.....TO BE FRANK WITH U....ALL I HAD SUFFERED AND >> STILL SUFFERING FROM CHILDHOOD.....1ST PROBLEM IS >> LONELINESS.....DURING SCHOOL DAYS.....ITSELF I DON HAVE ANY >> FRIENDS....ALL USED TO MAINTAIN A DISTANCE FROM ME.......THEN I > CAME >> TO COLLEGE....I THOUGHT I WILL GET GOOD FRIENDS ATLEAST > THERE.....BUT >> THERE.....ALSO THEY USED TO MAINTAIN A DISTANCE FROM ME........AND > I >> AM DYING IN LONELINESS FOR 20 YRS.......NO CHILD SHD SUFFER LIKE ME >> IN THIS WORLD.....IN PAIN OF LONELINESS.....I PRAY TO GOD....AND > 2ND >> THING IS FAMILY WORRIES.....MY FATHER LOST IN SHARE MARKETS LIKE 25 >> TO 50 LAKHS....IN SEPT 2001....SO DUE TO THIS....THERE WAS LOTS OF >> FIGHTS....FIGHT MEANS NOT ORDINARY WORD FIGHTS....LIKE A >> VIOLENCE....HE WILL BEHAVE VERY RASHLY AND SHOUT LIKE > ANYTHING,..ONE >> DAY HE STARTED THROWING GLASS AND ALL,...AND TOOK KEROSENE....AND >> STARTED BURNING PAPERS OF SHARE WORTH....25 LAKHS.......BUT MOM >> STOPPED....THEN FROM 2001 TO 2005....LIFE OF OUR FAMILY WAS VERY > VERY >> BAD.........EVERYDAY AND EVERYDAY FIGHTS.....SEEING THIS ALL.....I > AM >> TOTALLY VEXED IN MY LIFE.........NOW ALSO HE IS LOSING VERY MUCH IN >> SHARE MARKET...THINKING ABT THESE THINGS DAILY IN MIND.......I HAVE >> CRIED AND CRIED AND CRIED A LOT.....AND STILL NOW ALSO....I AM >> CRYING......THAT MUCH PAIN I HAVE IN HEART........NO BODY TO SHARE > MY >> FEELINGS....AND THAT IS THE MAIN REASON....I AM SEARCHING FOR TRUE >> LOVE............AND TO BE FRANK AND FRANKLY ASKING ALL THE >> ASTROLGERS.....MY FIRST HALF OF LIFE........FROM AGE 1 TO AGE >> 20...........HAS BEEN FULL OF SORROWS.........TELL ME WHEN WILL >> HAPPINESS.....COME TO ME......................... >> IN THESE FEELINGS ONLY.......I POSTED LIKE THAT..........I AM VERY >> SORRY ALL RESPECTED ASTROLOGERS.................PLS FORGIVE >> ME............. >> SARVAM KRISHNAARPANAMASTU........... >> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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