Volume 7, Chapter 9

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Diary of a Traveling Preacher

 

Volume 7, Chapter 9

 

July 18 - July 22, 2006

 

By Indradyumna Swami

 

 

"For the Benefit of Everyone"

 

 

Amritananda dasa and I were on our way to set up a festival when we stopped

at a car lot in Trzebiatow to look at a truck. We were greeted by the owner

of the lot, a man in his 70s.

 

"You have not been here for a long time," he said. "For years you held your

festival every summer here. Then you stopped, and you started doing them

nearby, in Mrzezyno."

 

"More people," I said quickly. I was anxious to see the truck and get to the

festival.

 

"Do you know how much the people of Trzebiatow miss your festivals?" he

said. "We're a small country town, and nothing ever happens here. Your

festivals were the highlight of the year for us."

 

Suddenly the truck wasn't important any more. "How could I be so callous?" I

thought. "How could I not reciprocate with this man's interest in Krsna

consciousness?"

 

We spoke for a while, and after a brief look at the truck, the three of us

walked back to the van. "I'll be at the festival in Mrzezyno tonight with my

granddaughter," the man said. "She's ten and has been going to your festival

since she was five."

 

As we drove away, I thought about how a devotee should never be so busy that

he can't address someone's interest in devotional service to the Lord.

Sharing Krsna consciousness is the very essence of a devotee's life.

 

"After all," I thought, "it wasn't so long ago that I was also in

forgetfulness of the Lord. Had Visnujana Maharaja not taken the time to

preach to me, where would I be now?"

 

I thought of a passage from Sri Caitanya Caritamrta:

 

"Although Vasudeva Vipra was a leper and had suffered greatly, still Sri

Caitanya Mahaprabhu cured him. The only return the Lord wanted was that

Vasudeva preach the instructions of Krsna and liberate all human beings.

That is the process of the International Society for Krsna Consciousness.

Each and every member of this Society was rescued from a very abominable

condition, but now they are engaged in preaching the cult of Krsna

consciousness."

 

[sri Caitanya-caritamrta Madhya 7, 148 purport]

 

When we arrived at the festival site in Mrzezyno I was surprised to see that

the stage crew and tent crew had not yet begun setting up. Then I saw

Nandini dasi talking nearby to some frowning men.

 

"What's happening?" I asked a devotee.

 

"The shop owners in the area don't want us to set up the festival here," he

said. "They say it detracts from their sales. They've blocked our

semi-trailer from entering the area."

 

Although it was getting late, I decided not to intervene. I would let

Nandini handle the situation. Negotiating under pressure is her forte.

 

After an anxious half hour she came over to speak to me.

 

"Guru Maharaja," she said, "they are adamant about not letting us use the

same spot we had last year. It blocks the view of their stores. Although we

legally have permission to set up where we want and could force the issue, I

don't think it would be wise. These people will be here every year and

become more and more antagonistic. I suggest we compromise."

 

My initial reaction was one of anger and a desire to assert our rights, but

when I heard Nandini's cool-headed suggestion, I calmed down and agreed. Our

willingness to cooperate softened the hearts of the store owners, and they

suggested a spot nearby. Coincidentally, it faced their stores, making them

appear to be part of our festival. Later that evening, I visited one of the

stores to buy some fruit.

 

"How's business?" I asked the owner.

 

He smiled. "Better than ever," he said.

 

By the Lord's arrangement, the new location proved to be better for us than

the other one, and the preaching too was better than ever in Mrzezyno.

 

During the festival, I complimented Nandini on her diplomatic handling of

the affair, as even a devotee must sometimes use diplomacy:

 

"A diplomat in the material world knows how to deal with people, especially

in political affairs. In many instances we have seen the diplomacy of Rupa

Gosvami, Raghunatha dasa Gosvami and Ramananda Raya employed in the service

of the Lord. When Raghunatha dasa Gosvami's father and uncle were to be

arrested by government officials, Raghunatha dasa Gosvami hid them and

personally met the government officers and settled the affair

diplomatically. The conclusion is that diplomacy used for the service of the

Lord is a form of devotional service."

 

[sri Caitanya-caritamrta, Madhya 12.45, purport]

 

I have often seen devotional service soften a person's heart, as the hearts

of the storeowners were softened, and such transformations deepen my faith

in Krsna consciousness. In fact, I live for such moments because for me they

are manifestations of Gaura-sakti, the internal spiritual potency of Lord

Caitanya Mahaprabhu. They are the reward for whatever austerities a preacher

goes through in spreading the teachings of the Lord.

 

Another case came later in that evening.

 

As always, thousands of people came to the event. At the end, when we were

having the final kirtan, I noticed Nandini sitting and talking with a

gentleman. Even the roar of the kirtan and the fact that 100 children were

dancing with us, causing a cloud of dust to rise above the festival, didn't

disturb their conversation. Only when we had finished and most people had

left the festival grounds, did Nandini and the man finish and say goodbye.

 

I asked Nandini about the man. I could see that she had been touched by Lord

Caitanya's mercy upon a fallen soul of Kali-yuga.

 

"He's in charge of cultural affairs in Trzebiatow, nearby," Nandini said.

"He helped us get permission and organize our festivals there for years. He

was sad that we don't hold them there any longer."

 

I thought of the elderly man at the car lot. "Yes," I said, "I know someone

else in Trzebiatow who feels the same way."

 

"Well," said Nandini, "This gentleman said he remembers how we shared many

things about Krsna consciousness with him over the years. 'I was always

listening to you,' he told me, 'but nothing really made sense to me at the

time.'

 

"Then several months ago, his mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer. He

was devastated. He had no one to turn to for solace. Watching his mother

die, he said, was the most agonizing time of his life.

 

"Then suddenly, he began remembering little bits and pieces of the knowledge

we had given him in personal discussions and at the festivals. 'I remembered

about karma,' he said, 'and reincarnation and the temporary nature of this

world and the reality of the spiritual world.' It all worked like a balm to

sooth his suffering soul, he said.

 

"As the days went by and the situation became tense, he said he found

himself becoming calmer and reflecting on the wisdom we had shared with him.

When his mother finally died, it was painful for him, but he was able to

tolerate it. He told me, 'I came here today to thank you for the spiritual

knowledge you gave me.'

 

"I told him that we were happy to share with him what had also saved us. I

wanted to reciprocate with him for all he had done for our festivals in

Trzebiatow, so I took him to the gift shop to give him some presents.

 

"When he realized what I was doing, he said, 'The real gift you can give me

is not in here.'

 

"Then he took me outside the gift shop and to the book table. He picked up a

Bhagavad-gita and said, 'This is the best gift anyone can receive.'

 

"Then, to my amazement, he picked up a set of japa beads from the table.

'This too,' he said.

 

" 'I have to reciprocate with your kindness in a spiritual way,' he said.

'The little I have learned has helped me so much. I can only imagine how

much there is to be gained by going deeper.'

 

"With that he left a donation and walked back to his car. I am amazed, Guru

Maharaja, how this festival program is changing the hearts of so many fallen

souls."

 

"I am too," I replied, shaking my head. "There must be many similar stories

among the thousands of people who come to our festivals. Let us pray for the

privilege to be engaged in this way for many years to come. Such festivals

are the desire of the Lord and His pure representatives, who long ago

chalked out a plan to flood the world with the ocean of love of God."

 

That evening, before I went to bed, I came upon a passage in Prema Vilasa,

by Sri Nityananda dasa:

 

"One morning Jiva Goswami summoned Srinivasa Acarya and Narottam das Thakur.

 

"'Both of you take permission from your spiritual masters before departing

for Bengal with the books,' he said.

 

"The two prabhus first went to Lokanatha Goswami.

 

"Lokanatha Goswami said, 'What you are about to do is the perfection of

everything I have taught you. Remember to practice renunciation; do not use

perfumed oil or other luxurious items. Eat simply - and only once a day.

 

" 'Serve the Vaisnavas with the same love and devotion you serve Krsna.

Remain always vigilant and avoid offenses while rendering devotional

service.

 

" 'And most important, perform sankirtan and hold grand festivals for the

benefit of everyone. That is my order.' "

 

[Prema Vilasa, Sri Nityananda das, Twelfth Vilasa]

 

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