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.... After my ego disappeared into nothingness, it became the ego of everyone else.

My dead self now is the world and all other selves ...

"The self disappears, it is no longer distinct from the world and

other selves, the dead self now is, the world and all other

selves."

 

.... aldough my "I" is gone fishing, aldough my "ego" has been

transcended, aldough my self has evaporaded, ... disappeared, ...

died, "it" still is here, "it" is now the world and all other

selves ...

 

 

And what does it mean if my evaporaded self is now the world and

all other selves ?

 

my evaporaded self is now suddenly everyone, every self, every

ego, every "I" and every "it". There is no cure against my ego, to

kill it, means to kill everyone.

 

I have exchanged one "I" against ALL "I".

And what does it mean if my evaporaded self is every "it" and "I"

and ego and self ?

 

aldough my self has evaporaded into nothing and nowhere,

the story of my ego and self is not over just yet,

where did it evaporate into, where did it go ? it

evaporated into all other ego's and selves and "it's" and "I's". And

all the other ego's and selves and "it's" and "I's" who I have

evaporaded into have not evaporaded, they continue to live their

live, they continue to be themselves, they continue to struggle, they

continue to suffer, and search for meaning and answers ...

the story of the never ending "I" continues, not in my dead body and mind,

but in all others, what happened ?

 

 

Terrific, my self has evaporaded into all others, I have evaporated

into all other selves, I have become all other selves

and continue to be deluded in the bodies of all others.

The story of the "I" continues inside all other bodies, How ironic is

that ?

 

Unless I convince the world and all other selves to evaporate

with me, to transcend all distinctions, and go fishing, my "I"

will never be distincted, it will just change the body and continue

it's struggle, I am fighting against sisyphus symptoms but the "I" problem

concerns not just my body, if I free myself, my ego will evaporate into all other

ego's and continue it's delusion there, except of course if I

regard my "ego" as the only "self" in the whole wide world,

then of course, I will have salvation for ever.

But how can I have salvation forever,

for I am that which always is and ever was and always will be, deluded.

That which remains after the body dies, the mirror, the soul.

 

That which is born into every human being before they start imagening who they really are and who they really are not ...

 

 

Pretend yourself sleeping,

a very deep and silent sleep, the deepest and most silent sleep ever,

from where there is no awakenig, ever.

In this sleep,

picture your self black and dark,

pitch sparkling black,

dark, and extremely silent.

Picture yourself black as the universe without a single star,

and silent as the echo of nowhere.

Look into the silent darkness of all surrounding you

and start dreaming, you are dead, your dream is endless !

There is no end to this darkness,

There is no end to this sleep,

there is no awakening to this sleep,

never.

You remain in this silent darkness for all time to come.

it is all peaceful, and your time is never ending. Relax.

And enjoy the complete absence of all.

Now picture somewhere, inside yourself, in the midst of all the silence darkness, an infinitesimal small and lightly glowing, shimmering blue dot.

So small that it disappears in between all the darkness surrounding it, if you wouldn't imagine that it's there, it was almost as if it didn't exist !

Zoom yourself closer to this dot, passing by all the other lightly glowing infinitesimal small, green and red and blue and yellow appearing dots which all are hiding in infinite silence and darkness ...

Focus your attention and imagination on this one singular blue dot in the midst of nowhere and zoom in spirals until !

The blue dot eventually appears in front of your spiritual eye, becoming larger and larger while you bypass all distracting elements, until you eventually see "the blue planet", with thousands of thoughts shooting through your dead mind, thousands of insects crawling around that planet, focus your imagination and attention on that huge tree, enter the mind of that bird, watch out of that birds eyes and fly to the creature you want to become.

Shoot your imagination into that being, and as you are looking out of that birds mind, remind yourself that you are dead, that you come all the way, from nowhere.

That your body is merely one of a thousand dead dream bodies, that your world is merely a figment of your never ending imagination, ...

Close your eyes, look into silent darkness and remember, the world is your only dream.

dream yourself a pair of eyes,

dream yourself a pair of hands,

dream yourself a body,

look out of these dreaming body and picture, imagine and pretend to see your dream self, identical to the one everyone knows.

You are dead. So what ?

You are dreaming while you are dead ! So what ?

The dream isn't happening. So what ?

You have eyes. So what ?

You look out of your dead eyes, and see your dream self!

So what ?

The dreamer has no personality,

everyone is the dreamer and no one is the dreamer.

The one who's looking out of your eyes is the impersonal dreamer

The one who is looking out of my eyes is the impersonal dreamer.

To look out of your eyes, simply pretend to be the impersonal dreamer.

To kill the mind pretend your self to be dead.

Pretend your eyes to be dead.

Pretend your body to be dead.

And pretend your dead mind to be dreaming a dead world.

What happens to the mind if you kill it ?

The self disappears, it is no longer distinct from the world and all other selves, the dead self is the world and all other selves.

 

And after my ego disappeared into nothingness, it became the ego and self of everyone else.

For I am that which always is and ever was and always will be, deluded.

That which remains after the body dies, the mirror, the soul.

 

That which is born into every human being before they start imagening who they really are and who they are really not ...

 

 

 

Lulu

 

 

 

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