Guest guest Posted August 10, 2006 Report Share Posted August 10, 2006 Hey Tom! You are obviously angry, frustrated and disappointed in humanity, and although you may have a "genius level intellect", it has obviously become a severe obstacle on your spiritual path, for it is keeping you from letting go of all the old, moldering ideas and projections upon which your world is built. You have built your own prison, and your attachment to blame, resentment and judgment keep you firmly locked in hell. Still, you hold the key in your hand, and it flashes before you. She is your key. You love Her deeply. How many lifetimes have you spent pursuing Her? How about letting the rest go...all of it, and planning your desperate escape from that punishing mind. Freedom and truth reside within your Heart, and it has been calling you for so long. Your Divine Lover is sitting upon Her Lotus, sweetly calling your name. She wants only to make divine love with you, into eternity. How long will you make Her wait? How long will the raging mind keep you imprisoned by distracting you from the REAL THING? Take the plunge into those Sweet Waters, Tom! Leap from that insanity and take the greatest swan dive of you life, into the ocean of bliss within your heart. Swim to your Beloved and Make Love into Eternity, forsaking all thought. Don't stop to cling to the rotting logs of thought. Let that old, stinking ego dissolve into Her Light and Bliss, and BE FREE! Go Ahead Tom!! I Triple Dog Dare You!!!! I'd even suggest skinny dipping...it's much more fun, and leaves you nothing to hide behind!! With All My Love, Sanatani Tom <tomgull (AT) hotmail (DOT) com> wrote: I only speak, read, and write English, so I don't know how else to explain this, as I'm sure this has come up in much earlier discussions. Karma. Yes, what you explain is Logical, just as someone saying, "I don't understand how people are starving in the world, I mean, when I'm hungry, I just eat something! And if there's no food in the house, I go to the store!" It's why I had said earlier that I regretted not taking Jyotish seriously in the early days. Looking back, much is true. For example, many planets in my house of career. One astrologer had a hard time "guessing" what the best career would be for me, finally settling on "consultant". It also can signify many changes of jobs. That along with changing jobs frequently has wasted much money, energy and time, like treading water. It's folks with much Good Karma that don't understand that while Effort must be there, IT DOES NOT DETERMINE THE OUTCOME, karma does. http://www.siddhashram.org/s20010475.shtml http://www.siddhashram.org/s20000267.shtml (Saturn Dasha explained) Another is that I'm going through Saturn Dasha, explained in detail here. I'd say that I've experienced 95% of what's written there. But please, be a typical Metaphysical New Age person and claim that astrology is just mental tendencies, or not as accurate as originally thought. As stated much earlier, the current satsangs are fine for those who fly out to wherever Amma is. Who cares about those who only go once and never return because it's sooooo bad? No one can be made to do the right thing, and Free Will definitely alter's Amma's Will about the satsangs and one's life in general. Please stop assuming that Dayamrita is beyond making mistakes (ie., unless Amma verbally corrects him) and that the satsangs are Automatically correct due to the official seal. You are only shutting out the commoners and upholding the upper-class by doing so. I was born with a genius or near-genius Intellect and high virtue, into a family that is backwards, ignorant and selffish. At 34, I compete with highschoolers for jobs, and can't make enough money to move back out of my folks house. Without a degree, skills mean nothing. My record is full of low-skilled jobs, having worked with the Dogs of Humanity, who are easily threatened by the presence of smart people. Try it sometime, and you'll see what I mean. tom Ammachi, "Who can say--some call me Suryakant...some Surya...Baba...Scott...Daddy...some much worse things" <mahamuni wrote: > > If this is truly what you believe, then why don't you concentrate on > working, buy a house, and then host a satsang? > > This is not personal, just logical. > > I can only speak from my example. When I decided I wanted to start > hosting satsang, I just informed the local "head" of our Satsang at > that time (it changes regularly as we all vote to determine who > fills certain positions--we have many "Satsang heads" here), and > asked to be put on the list, since the Satsang travels around San > Diego. Now we keep the format at each house/location pretty much > the same. > > Anyway, I had barely gone to satsang at that point. One person > said, why don't you go to satsang for a while and then try to host. > I said no, I'll just host and those that want to come and feel drawn > to come will come. Well that is what happen and its always been a > full house here. > > I don't own my house by the way. I rent. Waste of money but better > location and house than I could afford to buy. > > Surya > > PS I am sending this as a web post since I noticed, just as Prajna > pointed out recently, that I had either the choice to highlight > everything or nothing via my email. Bummer! So Keval, sorry if in > the future some of us don't snip the posts. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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