question about what i experience and what should i do in future.

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Hello Anodea,

i had an experience last night where i same somthing most probably in

ajna chakra.

I want to know where was i, and what did i see ? and wht to do next

time when i see it again. what is this pearl or moon ???

 

brief background on myself and my experiences with kundalini/ chakras.

i stated doing regular meditation 8 years ago. the method i follow,

is that i would lie down and try focus.

i would close my eyes and just focus, either on heart on mainly on

the AJNA chakra and at times on my 1st chakra.

Yesterday night, i have had till now the most close visual

experience. its most close, coz my state of mind was completely close

to normal everyday life and not like the trance or state.

i close my eyes and keep on still looking, even with closed eyes we

can see. some small lights here and there, spirals of light and

darkness, like a normal sine wave, where sometimes it becomes very

much light and than very much dark. i can see this for last 17

years...

than there is a kind of transportation of vision, it is like that my

vision is getting into something,going towards a door or something or

to say that i am going into something. invariably this is going

towards the base of both the eyes, and to the point where the eyes

meet the nose(ajna chakra), and i would know tht i am going into it

and would smetimes see light there and than i would stop, and than

the door closes on its own and i am left out. when the door/ window

closes than there is very visible change in the light(it always get

very dim).. i have in past tried to keep that open somehow but was

never able to do it.. i donot knw how to keep it open, i just get

transported there, i can see for some moments(light or sme views sme

pictures etc )and than it closes......

This transportation started happing 2 years ago. few days before this

started, i have had a experience. it was as if there were volcano's

exploding inside my head. it was such enormous energy. i am not sure

wheather ths was the result of opening of 6th chakra. i have never

been able to see any of my chakras.

yesterday night, something happend and it was the most aware state

experience i have had. and also the most intense and simple and

clear. ystrday night, it was only the right eye in which this

transportation thing happend. it was the same as earlier ones, i

would feel that as if my vision is being transported through a path

(tunnel) in the base of the eyes, but it was only the right eye this

time... and, i saw something there.. it was like very very very

bright, not like sun but like moon, and i was able to see only one

part, but i did see it clearly and again slowly the window

closed........ it was like a peral but with enormously more light

(white light mixed with very very light blue)...

nothing changed, except that i became very happy that i have finally

seen something.. i donot knw what it meant, i dont even know what it

was, except tht despite all the treatment, explanations by doctors

etc etc etc, i do at some level been able to advance towards wherei

thought i wanted to go.

but i donot know what to do now. i would certainly try to do it again

today and with both eyes, and yu knw wht. i do feel scared, i donot

know really what it is. and what to do if i reach there and if i am

able to stop the window from closing and continiously look at that

light. or moon or pearl...

so, what do i do now. what is this pearl and where it is. it is

smehting which is surely not possible to be seen by normal vision, i

have tried it lot ot times, its not possible. its in a different

plane, in a plane where for me is possible to go only after i close

my eyes......

i wasnt trying to do it frm my side, from the begnng it has been that

once the transportation start, i try to keep my focus and try to see

what all things are there, and invariably the window closes all the

time.

i have had a lot of other experience also. one time i was able to

change my heartbeat and it bcme very very fast, and felt a pull

UPWARDS and than i was in light light light. its not describable, it

was like a 100 sun shining together. but later after tht i was never

able to reach that point again.

i have had out of body experices also. and sixth sense things are

common now for me. for example - one day i was thinking wheather

there is a realtion between chakra's and senses and i made a list of

them. and next day while browsing the internet i came across the same

topic and another list which was the same which ihave thought.

thank you.

saurabh