The War of the Self [Where is Devi]

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, "mahahradanatha"

<mahahradanatha wrote: Now is or was this lack of teachers

true

or is it only lack of faith and endurance of effort? I could clear

this doubt,being located in Germany myself i know what is possible

here and what is not, but i don´t feel like it, everybody can guess.

Bhakti and faith is important, Guru is also important. Without the

one

nobody get the other, one is the method second the result.

 

 

THE SELF says : BUT you see Mahahradanantha. You've already found

your Guru, so its easy for you to say. Bhakti and faith is taking

too long. Ive prayed to DEVI for more than 3 yrs. To me its long

enough. Why have she not respond. Dont tell me I do not have Bhakti

or Faith. I have enough Faith in her. How much more time do I need

to prove to HER that I am very serious about HER. Yeah! recite the

Khadgamala or the Lalitha Sahasranama you all say, they are very

time consuming. I have to go to work, I have other obligations. I do

not have that much time to spend reciting all these? Why cant SHE

come to me as soon as possible. If SHE is the Divine Mother, why

aint she responding to the cries of HER child. Why SHE respond to

others and not to me? Where are HER promises?