Guest guest Posted December 6, 2006 Report Share Posted December 6, 2006 Notes on various matters. Diti and Preston ------------------ Preston, excellent. Bravo. You bring out things opposite what I said, and yet, both are right. Why? Because the opposite is always present. This world is in balance, so there is always both sides to everything present. For example, take ³fame². It makes everyone know you, and yet, it puts you into walls away from everyone because you cannot possibly go amongst them, or their desire for survival, which they see in you, will shred you, as you are only human. So the hardest people to get close to, are ³famous² people.. God is a really good example. Being incredibly famous and wealthy, he has to hide completely. Still, people revert to ³prayer² to reach him. They just want to reach him somehow or another, to get a piece of that strong 10th house he hasn given himself. God¹s hint to his fans: Do like me, and give it to yourself. You do it. ---------------------- Thanks for not numbing --------------------------- My life has been shifting much lately. For the past 3 to 4 years I have been engulfed in the world of total depression. I have had many medications (going back to 94 when really I started to lose my taste for the currently manifest situation in the world of Gaudiya Vaisnavism (Hare Krishna, Orthodox/Fundamentalist Vaisnava Hinduism) and as well my marriage which was rooted in it. All that I have done with Jyotish, all of it, was done SINCE that time, within the period of depression, except very recently. Lately, I have been successful in giving up all meds, prescribed by doctors, as well as by myself. I have very developed opinions now about marijuana and alchohol, along with depression and it¹s modern medications and the many tricks and tips bandied about to cure this problematic disease. I am thinking of writing an overview, a more complete exposé, about this all. ----------------------- Extra awareness, hold the lust -- Along with meds and drugs, I¹ve also given lust it¹s pink slip, as this was the real cause of MY depression, along with my childhood and all the confusion that came from having no parenting while young (in my summary and generalized opinion, mom and dad, in the beyond). I have come to see how our society makes it very easy for youths, especially males, to think a certain way about woman, which is totally wrong. I have finally come to understand woman enough to realize that advertising, models, strippers, whores, bikinis, photography of womans bodies for lusting and advertising, all these things, are VERY wrong if you want peace of mind as a male, and fairness, goodness, and EVERYTHING if you are a woman. Male lust for the female body is a deeply rooted mistake that goes back to primordial time, like alchohol is too. It¹s just a huge mistake that is deeply embedded in our society. What¹s this mean in Jyotish? If my chart and life are in your study, then I offer this at this time as regards my changes of late: See that Saturn afflicts my Moon. Yet as lord of 10th and 11th is it not the giver of my desires and my success and rise? Yes, it does rule over those parts. Duality is always working hard for us. So my Saturn Dasha has ended recently, and given way to Mercury. This is VERY different for me. Why? Well, notice that I have been in 2 Dashas since VERY young, both of which are in the 9th house. Jupiter and Saturn are in the 9th, and they have consecutive dashas in Jyotish. So these two have ruled my life, from the house of religion, father, travel, higher education, God, etc. for a total of 35 years. When Jupiter started, I immediately lost my father to mental disease. My life since 11 years old, has in a sense, been simply dealing with this event, and all that it lead to. Never having a father, even before that, is demonstrated in my chart by Saturn seated in the 9th. It¹s aspect on the Moon, and ownership of the Moon, in both Rashi and Navamsa, spells the case for depression. Notice that the Moon for Aries is MORE representing the mother than any other Lagna as it lords the 4th house along with being the normal karaka for mother. So this tells us that the event at 11 yrs old also afflicts my mother. Of course, when she hospitalized him, she was agreeing to raise 11 kids alone. We suffered, she suffered, but it was inevitable. You cannot raise a schizophrenic 6 ft tall German-American military officer with PTSD AND 11 kids alone. So she chose just raising the kids. Her life is one of hard choices. She deserves a book, a memorial, Sainthood. Hi mom. Now that I have been released from my 9th house dashas, I can breathe better, being more away from that whole situation, separated by years, not distance. Mercury rules, for Aries ascendant, the 3rd and 6th houses. These are ³bad houses² so to speak. Disease and loss of Mother for example. My mercury is combust, totally, burnt to ashes, by the Sun. This means my fifth lord, the Sun, the greatest purifier, is cleaning these things up in me, and being as they are in the second, means I will speak about this; the process of ending disease and emotional pain. Yes, I will. Is this confusing? Ok, I can simplify. When a kid is constantly faced with grim reality far too early, he may learn to find peace and happiness in the sense, in drugs, in escapism, in alchohol, etc. This was all true for me. The dashas that show parental affliction are over. A dasha of purification of diet, speaking, teeth, etc., is now happening for me. True, my teeth got pretty bad in the last dasha, and now I am slowly fixing them. True, my diet has changed lately for the far better. You know, medications taken orally are also food, just very specific food. So this dasha switch could be described in my case as ³a far better second house² because since they get to now be the speakers, my sun and mercury, well, they now get to stand up for the second house, make it better, improve it, which totally changes my life. I could write so much about all this, and I will most likely. This is a start. Any questions, post. It¹s commonly known that converts are the best proponents. I am converted lately to being inimical to lust and pot, two things which were always my best friends, so to speak, or my travelling companions in life¹s journey. Now I have retired them by careful knowledge and deliberation, then precise action of thought and speech. Please note, that these things, like germs, have their place in life¹s complexity. As organic entities we are subject to the rules of elimination of weak, and survival of fittest. These things, amongst many things, help to sort and eliminate weak elements. I have been very weak. Pot, alchohol, feeling needy, these are actually self destructive things. Many people are engaged in slow suicide, because they feel very bad always, and they are responding to the impulses of self destruction, by numbing themselves away and out of the group that will survive. I am no longer in the group of persons who are numbing and self destructing. Dog Meet -- A German Shepherd/Wolf mix dog recently saved his very old owners from death in snow, by digging a tunnel and dragging them to safety in their home, from the shed where they were trapped in snow, certain to die. The dog thought it all up on his own, and did the work. He dug a hole through the snow, under fallen trees even, and literally dragged them through this more than 20ft long tunnel to safety in their home. They did not ask him to, they did not command him, it never occurred to them, or myself, that a dog would have such brains, such determination, such vision, but apparently, they can. En Gulfed -- This is a live feed from my intuition, which, in my opinion, is somewhat worth listening to. What¹s going on in the Muslim world is growing pains. Behind the scenes, the real power leaders are working with Bush and his men, and like European leaders. On both sides is compassion and understanding for the other, but also, it is known who must go, and I mean go, as in the big go, crossing the rainbow bridge. People in the House of Saud, powerful clerics, and mostly, the real pundits that each side actually listen to, all of these, are actually in more sync, more contact, and more sharing and planning than is being talked about. It will all be revealed in some years in tell all books by key players. The most highly educated Muslims and Westerners are in much more sync than is generally understood. Like I said, it¹s a time of 180¹s. Right now Bush is trying to gracefully reverse course due to the quickly changing situation over there, which is a lot due to the speed of learning going on over there, and here, from the internet. The internet is the wire which is transferring the information faster and better than EVER before in world history. In roman times, there were no phones, no wires, not much of anything we now know. In Europe, a ³road² was simply a horse or carriage trail through the forest. That¹s it. There was NOTHING else for moving information. You had to send a runner, a fast horse and rider, or something. Wherever roads met, there folks would literally post tidbits of information on trees and other posts at the intersection. In Latin, tri is 3 and via is road. TRIVIA means ³3 roads² which happens at every intersection. Trivia actually meant ³news² back then. You cannot even quantify the different in transfer rate between the internet and this old system. Much of the Muslim world has been, even in recent decades, not that much more advanced than Europe 2000 years ago. This is still true in all rural parts of old countries like India, China, Africa and Muslim lands. However, now, with cheap cell phones and internet (which is also on the phones now), you can get news around really really fast. Unfortunately, the inflamatory stuff that marginalized people share with each other leads to terrorism and war. I don¹t blame them, rather, being half REALLY Irish, I totally understand. But the fact is, ignorance doesn¹t win, doesn¹t last. What lasts is knowledge, enlightenment, illumination, and science. Islam, Judaeism, and Christianity, and Hinduism, the old religions, they will undergo upgrades, all of them, and fade, in the future times. They are parts of our past, the religions themselves, being so full of motivations from really old times. This is why my beloved Celts are so reduced from 2000 years ago from being dominant across all of Europe, to the fringe edges of Ireland, Scotland, England, France and Spain, or in other words, the Westernmost edge of Europe, and there, they are fading into modernism slowly. The first to leave ignorance are the intelligent, the educated, which is why various Celtic leaders gave up and moved to Rome 2000 years ago, and which is why Islam will ultimately lose any quest to conquer the world. No religion will be able ever again to convert the world. It just won¹t happen. What¹s coming now is a totally different way of seeing life, which is much more scientific. America is the catalyst for this, as Rome was before. Jesus actually represented Pagan elements, fighting for their lives under Rome. The equivalent today is Pat Robertson, and other grossly misled persons who parade as great leaders of spirit, but are actually nothing but persons caught in that whirlpool known as ³standing up for religion² against modernization. I know this paralell will bother some, but think about it, Rome was for illumination, science, and thus in a sense, for ³truth². But religions are not for truth and honesty, but for their agendas, which are usually aggrandizing the main leaders, and engulfing all others in suppression and servitude. Others become ³great devotees² of the ³great leader² in order to get some of that glory, and nothing more. I mean, would any of us know Pat Robertson if he didn¹t have Jesus to use as his excuse to speak to us from the TV set and his stupid 700 Club show? Religion is not of the future, it¹s of the past. It¹s a pseudo science used to make sense of that we don¹t understand. If you study Bin Ladens life, you see the same thing. His agenda changes in terms of how to take action, because it¹s not WHAT HE DOES that he cares about, but only that he becomes very famous as the guy who takes on all things that HE THINKS are opposed to Islam in HIS UNDERSTANDING of what Islam is. He¹s a Pat Robertson of the middle East. That is why it is true, that if Fascism takes over America, it will be wrapped in the flag and touted as a Christian movement. But that is not going to happen. When America starts to fall apart, it will self destruct from within. It will not rise unified, because it is not unified. We do not have ³one thing² here like Muslim countries have their dear Islam to banner under. No, we are not all Christians here...no way. We are so diverse, that when things fall apart, we¹ll be like Rome when it fell, it will just dissapear and mutate into other new countries, many countries, like Europe. Europe was once one country, long ago, now it is many countries, which used to be large tribal areas. 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Guest guest Posted December 6, 2006 Report Share Posted December 6, 2006 Wow. Geez, Rick, you seldom write much to the list anymore but when you do WHAM! what great stuff! I for one am glad to have you back sharing stuff and explaining it all. I agree on the opposites you mention, such as the intimacy and distance of fame. I've got this kick going right now about the good and bad sides of both Good and Bad, so I'm into that opposites thing. THANK YOU too for the astrology lesson using your life as example. So much of what sometimes gets discussed astrologically on this list is so over my head that I really, really enjoy when something comes along explained such that I understand it. It embibes me with the desire to study astrology more, and with the feeling that there is a plan a sense to all that happens to us or all that we engage ourselves in. I'm so very, very happy for you on your personal growth and your reawakening. That is SO GREAT, for you especially, but also that it inspires others like myself to let go of those numbing, self destructing things we/I still endulge in here and there. Thank you for that. :-) Need a quick answer? Get one in minutes from people who know. Ask your question on www.Answers. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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