To my impersonal group friend

[Guest guest]

Sitting here at home, alone as always, having just finished some videos,

that took up the last few days, on both my software and celtic art, my

paintings, etc.

 

Please have a look, on YouTube, my address below.

 

I just wanna say hi, so that I can feel the presence of humans.

 

Things are good enough in my world. Peaceful. Lots of work, trying to catch

up, still trying, after basically being asleep for years. When I think back

on the pain, I am amazed, at it¹s force. For those who are in total

depression, heavy heavy depression, life is a huge weight, indescribable

pain, heavy heavy pain and awful loathing. Just awful.

 

For me, that period is over, remains over, for months now.

 

I still cry often, but I don¹t feel the same pain, it¹s more out of

awarenss, illumination, even joy, at the drama of the life we are in, the

life we live together here, our human plight.

 

My kids, becoming adults. Myself, growing older. The soft thoughtful music

of the years of awareness plays, ever so softly and sweetly.

 

Awareness increases. You become bigger, so you have to wrinkle to store it

all on your small human face. Wrinkles are waves of awareness.

 

I wish I could capture the beauty of life, and present it in a video on

YouTUbe. It¹s not so easy.

 

Life is huge, it is all of us, all of our experience, and no one person can

represent that force, that awesome completeness.

 

God be with you all, or, the whole be with you all, the divine awareness,

the divine peace, or some peace, some joy, some peace, somehow, I hope, it

is with you, as it is sometimes dancing through my room and my head.

 

The dark of evening has come. There is snow on the ground. My favorite son

repeats. I am tired.

 

Good evening.

 

 

 

 

Richard Edward Wurst

aka Das Goravani

or

Please use email if possible

das (AT) goravani (DOT) com

 

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