PLEASE HELP ME!!! PLS GO THROUGH MY MAIL ( ITS IMP)

[Guest guest]

Dear Dattuji, U dont know me so let me introduce myself to

u, I am Chaitanya i am a member of group. I live in

mahabubnagar(dist) of andra pradesh.i am studying b.tech biotech in

sathyabama university chennai.Presently i am going through a very

difficult phase. I want to explain my problem detailly, if u think i

am not cosuming ur time please go through my mail. Basically, i am

a good student and always used to get good marks but these days i am not

at all studying well.I feel all my concentration and memory is gone i

dont feel confident about anything even when doing small things like

talking or dealing with a situtation i compare my self with others amd

finally conclude that they are better than me in all ways.I dont have

confidence at all, its totally nil and i am considering my self useless

iam suffering from severe inferiority complex and my character has

become so vunerable that sometimes even the words of a small child may

affect me badly. i dont know why but all the time my mind is busy with

some thought or imagination(24hrs) which makes my life hell and i am

loosing touch with reality since i am always inside me i am not able to

enjoy a single moment in my life there's absolutely no joy no happiness

in my life and i feel like what is this life? psychologically i am

very depressed,my ideas are never stable mentally i am ill or mentally i

am not feeling well, I have developd psychological problems like

obsession i'll be thinking about a single thing again and again for

example even though i have read an answer once i feel that the answer

has not registered in my mind and i keep on reading a single answer for

long time and this is happening even during a conversation when i am

listening to somebody i feel i' v e not listened to them properly so i

try to hear it again by asking them what did u say? and of course others

are not like me so thay are getting irriitated. Just imagine how

horrible this is?how horrible my life has become and this mental flaw is

interfering a lot in my education. i am not able to study well sometimes

i repeat a single thougt for much time ,even luck is against me even the

right things i do with good intentions turn wrong.I dont know why this

is happening but if this continues i 'll end up being a failure in my

life and i dont want this to happen. my failures in everthing and my

mental condition deteriorated after the end of my inter second year

which is equivalent to +2. I made a big mistake.the mistake of loving a

girl.i'll just briefly narrate.that girl for sure liked me and i asked

her out to talk about my love matter even she came out to meet me twice

that made me feel very positive about her and i was totally sunk in her

love that i was totally mad in her love but finally that idiotic girl

started an affair with my friend i dont know whay she did this .i guess

this happened becoz my rival had good relations with other girls in the

class.and they helped him in telling all lies about me that i was a bad

guy. Eventually i lost that girl to him but i was like on fire

whenever i used to see her with him. Had she told me earlier itself that

she dosent like me i would have forgot her.but by then i was deeply in

her love and one of my idiotic friend who was seeing all this told me

to try some technique.he told me that some plant juice generally

called(pasaru) in telugu if u rub that on her head then she wil be yours

and i who already lost all my senses did it madly without thinking.that

day was the worst day in my life.she immediatly reported this to her

father and he came to my home for a quarrel. My father some how managed

to calm his father down but that was the most insulting and embarassing

moment in my life till now. Every body at college and even my own people

looked at me as if i was a real fool .but that girl belongs to a

religion called janagamolu in telugu i dont know if u know it or not but

they are next to brahmins in order and people from this caste are

supposed to have good mantric and tantric knowledge.i fear his father is

responsible for my degrading position may be he has done some tantric

prayog or maran technique on me or may be its because i lost my love so

may be i lost all my confidence or may be its due to the effect of bad

planetary positions since i dont want to blame her father unnecessarily

but i am getting doubts even about the knowledge i gained earlier which

is making me unsure of everything for example i am getting strange

doubts like in english grammer is it every body has or every body have

how can this be possible? how can any body forget the language they have

learnt this is what is making me suspicious of some negative force what

ever is the case i want to be normal i want to study extaordinarily well

and make my parents happy.be cause of all these problems my relations

with people are also getting affected and i am not able to mingle with

people properly i do admit that i have done a mistake but that dosent me

mean i am cursed to suffer for ever???all i want is i want to get normal

ofcourse i want to be a genius in my field and make my parents happy.but

this is not being too greedy dattuji i have not asked u to give me

mantras for controlling a deity nor did i ask u for mahavidya

sadhana.all i am asking is very simple and a normal thing. From u r

mails i got that u have done many samshan sadhanas and also have vision

of Goddess Abhirami.so u must be having atleast a few siddhies if not

many so if u can help me in any way i will be grateful to u all my

life.i am sending this mail to u since i feel u are the only one who can

help me i"m putting all my faith in u so please dont disaapoint me if u

really want to help me i am sure u can.Dont feel that this is just one

more problem of one more idiot so dont just reply me by sending some

xyz mantra and ask me chant it like many people do conventinally.if u

could help me on a more personal level i'll be much happier.and please

if it possible tell me some other way which is quick acting and fast and

which dosent require sadhana because first of all i am not

psychologically well so even if i start doing a sadhana i may no be

successful If there is some way by which i can turn luck to my side.if

something can make me knowledgeable and super inteligent with great

powers of concentration and memory like people say Ekasantagrahi(who can

grasp anything in the first instance itself) if i can become one of them

if i could be a genius, only if i could be confident and develop

postitive thinking and positive attitude towards life then it'll be

great And finally please please dont think that

this idiot has told me his whole life history even without knowing me or

seeing me.. yes! i know that i am telling all my pesonal matters to some

absolute stranger but this is all due to my help less state i cant do

anthing better that this except begging for help from exalted sadhaks

like u i am telling u all this becoz only of my faith in u that u can

help me so

please reply to me as soon as possible provide me with a a solution do

what ever u can but please please make me well this is a very sincere

and humle request.hoping and expecting a positive reply from u as soon

as possible and by the way its pongal so I end my mail wishing u and ur

family a happy pongal. Thanks and Regards chaitanya.

[Guest guest]

You problem is a "very simple" problem, u need not worry at all.

 

There are many sadhnas (like maa sarawati's) but U said ur looking

for a method that doesnt include Sadhna or Diksha, then hypnotherapy

is the best alternative (<<< i said alternative).

 

Let me give u a correct estimate, it will take u 3to 5 session at a

hypnotherapist to get ur problem solved totally (really u have just

one problem, all other problems which look like problems are fruits

of the primary one).

 

Take my word on this, im a proffesional in this thing. But im not

saying come to me... im just showing u a path which "u" asked for.

 

 

, "mesmer_tanya" <mesmer_tanya

wrote:

>

> Dear Dattuji, U dont know me so let me introduce

myself to

> u, I am Chaitanya i am a member of group. I live in

> mahabubnagar(dist) of andra pradesh.i am studying b.tech biotech in

> sathyabama university chennai.Presently i am going through a very

> difficult phase. I want to explain my problem detailly, if u

think i

> am not cosuming ur time please go through my mail. Basically,

i am

> a good student and always used to get good marks but these days i

am not

> at all studying well.I feel all my concentration and memory is gone

i

> dont feel confident about anything even when doing small things like

> talking or dealing with a situtation i compare my self with others

amd

> finally conclude that they are better than me in all ways.I dont

have

> confidence at all, its totally nil and i am considering my self

useless

> iam suffering from severe inferiority complex and my character has

> become so vunerable that sometimes even the words of a small child

may

> affect me badly. i dont know why but all the time my mind is busy

with

> some thought or imagination(24hrs) which makes my life hell and i am

> loosing touch with reality since i am always inside me i am not

able to

> enjoy a single moment in my life there's absolutely no joy no

happiness

> in my life and i feel like what is this life? psychologically i

am

> very depressed,my ideas are never stable mentally i am ill or

mentally i

> am not feeling well, I have developd psychological problems like

> obsession i'll be thinking about a single thing again and again for

> example even though i have read an answer once i feel that the

answer

> has not registered in my mind and i keep on reading a single

answer for

> long time and this is happening even during a conversation when i

am

> listening to somebody i feel i' v e not listened to them properly

so i

> try to hear it again by asking them what did u say? and of course

others

> are not like me so thay are getting irriitated. Just imagine how

> horrible this is?how horrible my life has become and this mental

flaw is

> interfering a lot in my education. i am not able to study well

sometimes

> i repeat a single thougt for much time ,even luck is against me

even the

> right things i do with good intentions turn wrong.I dont know why

this

> is happening but if this continues i 'll end up being a failure in

my

> life and i dont want this to happen. my failures in everthing and

my

> mental condition deteriorated after the end of my inter second year

> which is equivalent to +2. I made a big mistake.the mistake of

loving a

> girl.i'll just briefly narrate.that girl for sure liked me and i

asked

> her out to talk about my love matter even she came out to meet me

twice

> that made me feel very positive about her and i was totally sunk in

her

> love that i was totally mad in her love but finally that idiotic

girl

> started an affair with my friend i dont know whay she did this .i

guess

> this happened becoz my rival had good relations with other girls in

the

> class.and they helped him in telling all lies about me that i was a

bad

> guy. Eventually i lost that girl to him but i was like on fire

> whenever i used to see her with him. Had she told me earlier itself

that

> she dosent like me i would have forgot her.but by then i was deeply

in

> her love and one of my idiotic friend who was seeing all this told

me

> to try some technique.he told me that some plant juice generally

> called(pasaru) in telugu if u rub that on her head then she wil be

yours

> and i who already lost all my senses did it madly without

thinking.that

> day was the worst day in my life.she immediatly reported this to her

> father and he came to my home for a quarrel. My father some how

managed

> to calm his father down but that was the most insulting and

embarassing

> moment in my life till now. Every body at college and even my own

people

> looked at me as if i was a real fool .but that girl belongs to a

> religion called janagamolu in telugu i dont know if u know it or

not but

> they are next to brahmins in order and people from this caste are

> supposed to have good mantric and tantric knowledge.i fear his

father is

> responsible for my degrading position may be he has done some

tantric

> prayog or maran technique on me or may be its because i lost my

love so

> may be i lost all my confidence or may be its due to the effect of

bad

> planetary positions since i dont want to blame her father

unnecessarily

> but i am getting doubts even about the knowledge i gained earlier

which

> is making me unsure of everything for example i am getting strange

> doubts like in english grammer is it every body has or every body

have

> how can this be possible? how can any body forget the language they

have

> learnt this is what is making me suspicious of some negative force

what

> ever is the case i want to be normal i want to study extaordinarily

well

> and make my parents happy.be cause of all these problems my

relations

> with people are also getting affected and i am not able to mingle

with

> people properly i do admit that i have done a mistake but that

dosent me

> mean i am cursed to suffer for ever???all i want is i want to get

normal

> ofcourse i want to be a genius in my field and make my parents

happy.but

> this is not being too greedy dattuji i have not asked u to give me

> mantras for controlling a deity nor did i ask u for mahavidya

> sadhana.all i am asking is very simple and a normal thing. From

u r

> mails i got that u have done many samshan sadhanas and also have

vision

> of Goddess Abhirami.so u must be having atleast a few siddhies if

not

> many so if u can help me in any way i will be grateful to u all my

> life.i am sending this mail to u since i feel u are the only one

who can

> help me i"m putting all my faith in u so please dont disaapoint me

if u

> really want to help me i am sure u can.Dont feel that this is just

one

> more problem of one more idiot so dont just reply me by sending

some

> xyz mantra and ask me chant it like many people do conventinally.if

u

> could help me on a more personal level i'll be much happier.and

please

> if it possible tell me some other way which is quick acting and

fast and

> which dosent require sadhana because first of all i am not

> psychologically well so even if i start doing a sadhana i may no be

> successful If there is some way by which i can turn luck to my

side.if

> something can make me knowledgeable and super inteligent with great

> powers of concentration and memory like people say Ekasantagrahi

(who can

> grasp anything in the first instance itself) if i can become one of

them

> if i could be a genius, only if i could be confident and develop

> postitive thinking and positive attitude towards life then it'll be

> great And finally please please dont think that

> this idiot has told me his whole life history even without knowing

me or

> seeing me.. yes! i know that i am telling all my pesonal matters to

some

> absolute stranger but this is all due to my help less state i cant

do

> anthing better that this except begging for help from exalted

sadhaks

> like u i am telling u all this becoz only of my faith in u that u

can

> help me so

> please reply to me as soon as possible provide me with a a solution

do

> what ever u can but please please make me well this is a very

sincere

> and humle request.hoping and expecting a positive reply from u as

soon

> as possible and by the way its pongal so I end my mail wishing u

and ur

> family a happy pongal. Thanks and Regards chaitanya.

>

[Guest guest]

Nikhileshwaram Nikhileshwaram Nikhileshwaram

 

If by "Dattuji" you mean you are addressing this mail to Gurudev

then we want to tell you that all mails coming to this group email

ID are coming in open discussion forum. These mails do not go to the

Gurudham for specific reply, ofcourse many group members of this

open discussion forum are Gurudev's disciples.

Anaswer to all of your problems is that you should visit any sadhna

shivir held in your neibouring states. Many shivirs are regularly

organsied in Maharashtra,Chhattisgarh & Orissa. There is a shivir

at Bangalore on 20-21 January for two days. Take Guru diksha and

make daily Guru sadhna as part of your daily routine. It is very

easy and will take just half hour out of your 24 hrs. in a day.

First pick up the starting point and stick to it then only the path

ahead will become clear. You can take Guru diksha by sending your

photograph also to Gurudham Jodhpur. First find out the details of

procedure of Guru Diksha by photograph by calling over the telephone

to Jodhpur Gurudham. Telephone Nos. and address of Jodhpur are given

on website www.siddhashram.org

 

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, "mesmer_tanya" <mesmer_tanya

wrote:

>

> Dear Dattuji, U dont know me so let me introduce

myself to

> u, I am Chaitanya i am a member of group. I live in

> mahabubnagar(dist) of andra pradesh.i am studying b.tech biotech in

> sathyabama university chennai.Presently i am going through a very

> difficult phase. I want to explain my problem detailly, if u

think i

> am not cosuming ur time please go through my mail. Basically,

i am

> a good student and always used to get good marks but these days i

am not

> at all studying well.I feel all my concentration and memory is

gone i

> dont feel confident about anything even when doing small things

like

> talking or dealing with a situtation i compare my self with others

amd

> finally conclude that they are better than me in all ways.I dont

have

> confidence at all, its totally nil and i am considering my self

useless

> iam suffering from severe inferiority complex and my character has

> become so vunerable that sometimes even the words of a small child

may

> affect me badly. i dont know why but all the time my mind is

busy with

> some thought or imagination(24hrs) which makes my life hell and i

am

> loosing touch with reality since i am always inside me i am not

able to

> enjoy a single moment in my life there's absolutely no joy no

happiness

> in my life and i feel like what is this life? psychologically i

am

> very depressed,my ideas are never stable mentally i am ill or

mentally i

> am not feeling well, I have developd psychological problems like

> obsession i'll be thinking about a single thing again and again for

> example even though i have read an answer once i feel that the

answer

> has not registered in my mind and i keep on reading a single

answer for

> long time and this is happening even during a conversation when

i am

> listening to somebody i feel i' v e not listened to them

properly so i

> try to hear it again by asking them what did u say? and of course

others

> are not like me so thay are getting irriitated. Just imagine how

> horrible this is?how horrible my life has become and this mental

flaw is

> interfering a lot in my education. i am not able to study well

sometimes

> i repeat a single thougt for much time ,even luck is against me

even the

> right things i do with good intentions turn wrong.I dont know why

this

> is happening but if this continues i 'll end up being a failure in

my

> life and i dont want this to happen. my failures in everthing

and my

> mental condition deteriorated after the end of my inter second year

> which is equivalent to +2. I made a big mistake.the mistake of

loving a

> girl.i'll just briefly narrate.that girl for sure liked me and i

asked

> her out to talk about my love matter even she came out to meet me

twice

> that made me feel very positive about her and i was totally sunk

in her

> love that i was totally mad in her love but finally that idiotic

girl

> started an affair with my friend i dont know whay she did this .i

guess

> this happened becoz my rival had good relations with other girls

in the

> class.and they helped him in telling all lies about me that i was

a bad

> guy. Eventually i lost that girl to him but i was like on fire

> whenever i used to see her with him. Had she told me earlier

itself that

> she dosent like me i would have forgot her.but by then i was

deeply in

> her love and one of my idiotic friend who was seeing all this

told me

> to try some technique.he told me that some plant juice generally

> called(pasaru) in telugu if u rub that on her head then she wil be

yours

> and i who already lost all my senses did it madly without

thinking.that

> day was the worst day in my life.she immediatly reported this to

her

> father and he came to my home for a quarrel. My father some how

managed

> to calm his father down but that was the most insulting and

embarassing

> moment in my life till now. Every body at college and even my own

people

> looked at me as if i was a real fool .but that girl belongs to a

> religion called janagamolu in telugu i dont know if u know it or

not but

> they are next to brahmins in order and people from this caste are

> supposed to have good mantric and tantric knowledge.i fear his

father is

> responsible for my degrading position may be he has done some

tantric

> prayog or maran technique on me or may be its because i lost my

love so

> may be i lost all my confidence or may be its due to the effect of

bad

> planetary positions since i dont want to blame her father

unnecessarily

> but i am getting doubts even about the knowledge i gained earlier

which

> is making me unsure of everything for example i am getting strange

> doubts like in english grammer is it every body has or every body

have

> how can this be possible? how can any body forget the language

they have

> learnt this is what is making me suspicious of some negative force

what

> ever is the case i want to be normal i want to study

extaordinarily well

> and make my parents happy.be cause of all these problems my

relations

> with people are also getting affected and i am not able to mingle

with

> people properly i do admit that i have done a mistake but that

dosent me

> mean i am cursed to suffer for ever???all i want is i want to get

normal

> ofcourse i want to be a genius in my field and make my parents

happy.but

> this is not being too greedy dattuji i have not asked u to give me

> mantras for controlling a deity nor did i ask u for mahavidya

> sadhana.all i am asking is very simple and a normal thing. From

u r

> mails i got that u have done many samshan sadhanas and also have

vision

> of Goddess Abhirami.so u must be having atleast a few siddhies if

not

> many so if u can help me in any way i will be grateful to u all my

> life.i am sending this mail to u since i feel u are the only one

who can

> help me i"m putting all my faith in u so please dont disaapoint me

if u

> really want to help me i am sure u can.Dont feel that this is just

one

> more problem of one more idiot so dont just reply me by sending

some

> xyz mantra and ask me chant it like many people do

conventinally.if u

> could help me on a more personal level i'll be much happier.and

please

> if it possible tell me some other way which is quick acting and

fast and

> which dosent require sadhana because first of all i am not

> psychologically well so even if i start doing a sadhana i may no be

> successful If there is some way by which i can turn luck to my

side.if

> something can make me knowledgeable and super inteligent with great

> powers of concentration and memory like people say Ekasantagrahi

(who can

> grasp anything in the first instance itself) if i can become one

of them

> if i could be a genius, only if i could be confident and develop

> postitive thinking and positive attitude towards life then it'll be

> great And finally please please dont think

that

> this idiot has told me his whole life history even without knowing

me or

> seeing me.. yes! i know that i am telling all my pesonal matters

to some

> absolute stranger but this is all due to my help less state i cant

do

> anthing better that this except begging for help from exalted

sadhaks

> like u i am telling u all this becoz only of my faith in u that u

can

> help me

so

> please reply to me as soon as possible provide me with a a

solution do

> what ever u can but please please make me well this is a very

sincere

> and humle request.hoping and expecting a positive reply from u as

soon

> as possible and by the way its pongal so I end my mail wishing u

and ur

> family a happy pongal. Thanks and Regards chaitanya.

>