Guest guest Posted January 18, 2007 Report Share Posted January 18, 2007 Nikhileshwarm Nikhileshwaram Nikhileshwaram Regret,regret & regret. That is what goes into the mind of a person who misses the opportunity. Some one should have told me, someone should have grabbed my hand and pushed me to do sadhana. Some one should have motivated me... oh its too late ... what use of understanding the value of something when so much loss is already done... Alas! if only some other sadhak had told me how powerful tantra sadhnas can be. He/she will always keep on thinking if only I was told this, if only I was told that and so on so froth. They mean to say that responsibilty lies on others, not on them. In case of person who in the state of indecisveness about doing sadhna or reluctantly starting sadhna because of push from others, goes through following states of thought process in mind. (By sadhna we here mean doing any actvity suggested by Guru using proper procedure, regularly and atleast the amount of actvity must be equal to minimum recommended by Guru) Why they(sadhkas) should be doing all this? Nothing is coming. The experiences and results I am expecting are not coming... May be I was fooled... May be they also wanted to push me into the same ditch in which they have already fallen.... May be they felt I should also feel the frustration of not getting results through sadhna............................. ......and many similar thoughts keep on overwhelming that person. When the thinking has reached this level then it becomes very difficult for the person who had initially suggested him strongly to do sadhnas. That is the reason most persons will not press others beyond a point for doing sadhnas. Until a person starts on this path on his own, he may not go too far. Unfortunately a person wakes up to the reality only after he/she looses something which was very valuable for him, which was most dear to him. Then only he realises how powerful the sadhnas are and what they can achieve. Even a sadhak/sadhika who had not understood the urgency of circumstances and the importance of valuable time he had in acting upon the words of Guru thinks in somewhat similar manner. with delay in understanding the value of knowledge he could have gained & delay in action to utilise means available with him,a sadhak finds himself in similar situaion. We just want to remind you that these are the experiences, which many have gone through.By reading this do not think that it is negative comment on other people's lives. These are just the feelings expressed by so many persons in real life and they surely must have something for all of us to learn. Not only us but many persons amongst you in this group must have come across people with these kinds of experiences in their lives. No one of us is answerable to one another for our actions,intentions or words. Every person is answerable to God only, even though his/her actions seems to be directed at individuals around him/her. For a disciple God means his Guru and for others it is just a image created by their own imagination. Nikhileshwaram Nikhileshwaram Nikhileshwaram Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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