Possessed by a spirit!

[Livarnia]

Hello everyone.

To begin, I’m new here (as should be obvious) and someone might have probably had the same doubts as me and, if so, than my first post is a nothing more than a filler (or something like that). Anyway if someone as already had the same doubts as me, than just pm me, give-me the link to the right tread and topic, and feel free to delete this one.

Going on with the subject…

Since I’m a kid, and probably since my father passed away, I began to “feel” stuff, to hear and see things nobody else could. So, I decided it was nothing more than just my wild imagination. I thought that for years and even “played” along, pretending that these “things” were my imaginary friends.

Years went by and I eventually discovered that this “things” were nothing more than sprits (or a spirit, as I have no evidence of how many). So I decided to speak about it with a few people. My mother suggested that it could be the spirit of my father and he would sometimes visit her and when that happened, she would pray so his spirit could rest. Other people told me to be careful, no to show to this spirit fear, to remain calm when he was nearby and to try and speak with him. This was the opposite idea of my mother, who wanted me to pray so this spirit could rest. Truth be told, I don’t know any prayers and I just too curious about the identity of the spirit.

Eventually I got possessed by him, but before I get there, allow me to explain the whole prossess.

I started hearing someone calling for my name when I was in my sofa and the voice came from my room. I would go there and find nothing and immediately after stepping in the room, the same voice would scream my name again but this time form the room I was before and so on. A few days later, this spirit started to do things such as moving objects. I remember once seeing a cd case being “thrown” against a wall. Then the spirit started appearing at my room, but only if was alone and I started to talk with him. He never answered back, and I never actually saw him, the only thing I could distinguish was some kind of shadow walking across the room.

There was something that happened too and I almost forgot about it. One winter, it was very cold, and I was only half covered in bed. I was “semi-awakened” but despite the cold, I just wasn’t aware enough as to completely cover myself. Then, I heard someone walking, the indistinguishable sound of boots, and the sound stopped by the edge of my bed. The next I know, I’m completely covered, someone's hand touched my head, and the sound of boots is moving away from me, so in a split second, I turned around and looked at where the sound was coming from… but there was nothing to be seen.

Anyway, one night I was anger at something and spirit was there again and I was so pissed of, that I told him he wasn’t real and that all I wanted was to be left alone. The spirit moved toward the door and vanished completely for a few minutes. Then I felt his presence again, only this time it was behind the door and couldn’t come in. I realized he needed my persion so I said out loud: “– Alright, If you want to enter, than com in”. The next second I had lost control of my body and the only thing I could do was watch my body doing stuff on his own. Truth be told, I never left the bed that night, at least that I remember but I couldn’t control my body, as if I was a prisoner in it. Later I realized I had given him permission to him to possess me. Still, in that night, while I was still possessed, my mother must have sensed something was wrong, as she never comes into my room. She just barged in, without knocking on the door and asked if I was ok. I took me almost five seconds to something so simple as to move my lips, and I don’t know why, but I told her “everything’s fine”. Then, she just left the room; I remained awake all night without being able to move my body. About six in the morning, the spirit released me and from that point on, he rarely ever shows anymore.

Despite the “dangerous” adventure, I don’t think this spirit is a bad one, so I was wondering how I could contact him, speak with him, see him, and as well, hear him.

Now you’re probably asking “why did this guy go to the trouble of writing all of this crap?”. Answer’s simple, I simply felt like it and I don want any one being possessed just because you were dumb enough to give a spirit permission to enter someplace, without mentioning witch place that is. You’ve been warned (a small “lol” over here, hehe).

Now to finish things, If anyone can help know more about spirits, gods, magic, rituals, worshiping, and whatever more might be useful, I would appreciate in advance.

For those patient enough to read this post, a very big thank you, as you are definitely one of the most patient man/woman in the world, and patience is a virtue. Most welcome.

[ronin]

What is your age now? When did your father pass ? When did the spirit possess you ? How much time has passed since then?

What was your father's profession ? How did he die?

reach me at " artcorner at gmail dot com "

[sant]

keep an amla fruit with you.

he wont trouble.

[Sonic Yogi]

get yourself some gongs and bells and ring them loudly when you feel the ghost and the vibrations will drive the ghost out of the ether with the pure vibrations.

Ghost live in the ether and bells and gongs will purify the ether.

Ghosts love silence especially.

Loud bells and gongs will push them out of the range of the sounds.

[melvin]

 

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To begin, I’m new here (as should be obvious) and someone might have probably had the same doubts as me and, if so, than my first post is a nothing more than a filler (or something like that). Anyway if someone as already had the same doubts as me, than just pm me, give-me the link to the right tread and topic, and feel free to delete this one.

Going on with the subject…

Since I’m a kid, and probably since my father passed away, I began to “feel” stuff, to hear and see things nobody else could. So, I decided it was nothing more than just my wild imagination. I thought that for years and even “played” along, pretending that these “things” were my imaginary friends.

Years went by and I eventually discovered that this “things” were nothing more than sprits (or a spirit, as I have no evidence of how many). So I decided to speak about it with a few people. My mother suggested that it could be the spirit of my father and he would sometimes visit her and when that happened, she would pray so his spirit could rest. Other people told me to be careful, no to show to this spirit fear, to remain calm when he was nearby and to try and speak with him. This was the opposite idea of my mother, who wanted me to pray so this spirit could rest. Truth be told, I don’t know any prayers and I just too curious about the identity of the spirit.

Eventually I got possessed by him, but before I get there, allow me to explain the whole prossess.

I started hearing someone calling for my name when I was in my sofa and the voice came from my room. I would go there and find nothing and immediately after stepping in the room, the same voice would scream my name again but this time form the room I was before and so on. A few days later, this spirit started to do things such as moving objects. I remember once seeing a cd case being “thrown” against a wall. Then the spirit started appearing at my room, but only if was alone and I started to talk with him. He never answered back, and I never actually saw him, the only thing I could distinguish was some kind of shadow walking across the room.

There was something that happened too and I almost forgot about it. One winter, it was very cold, and I was only half covered in bed. I was “semi-awakened” but despite the cold, I just wasn’t aware enough as to completely cover myself. Then, I heard someone walking, the indistinguishable sound of boots, and the sound stopped by the edge of my bed. The next I know, I’m completely covered, someone's hand touched my head, and the sound of boots is moving away from me, so in a split second, I turned around and looked at where the sound was coming from… but there was nothing to be seen.

Anyway, one night I was anger at something and spirit was there again and I was so pissed of, that I told him he wasn’t real and that all I wanted was to be left alone. The spirit moved toward the door and vanished completely for a few minutes. Then I felt his presence again, only this time it was behind the door and couldn’t come in. I realized he needed my persion so I said out loud: “– Alright, If you want to enter, than com in”. The next second I had lost control of my body and the only thing I could do was watch my body doing stuff on his own. Truth be told, I never left the bed that night, at least that I remember but I couldn’t control my body, as if I was a prisoner in it. Later I realized I had given him permission to him to possess me. Still, in that night, while I was still possessed, my mother must have sensed something was wrong, as she never comes into my room. She just barged in, without knocking on the door and asked if I was ok. I took me almost five seconds to something so simple as to move my lips, and I don’t know why, but I told her “everything’s fine”. Then, she just left the room; I remained awake all night without being able to move my body. About six in the morning, the spirit released me and from that point on, he rarely ever shows anymore.

Despite the “dangerous” adventure, I don’t think this spirit is a bad one, so I was wondering how I could contact him, speak with him, see him, and as well, hear him.

Now you’re probably asking “why did this guy go to the trouble of writing all of this crap?”. Answer’s simple, I simply felt like it and I don want any one being possessed just because you were dumb enough to give a spirit permission to enter someplace, without mentioning witch place that is. You’ve been warned (a small “lol” over here, hehe).

Now to finish things, If anyone can help know more about spirits, gods, magic, rituals, worshiping, and whatever more might be useful, I would appreciate in advance.

For those patient enough to read this post, a very big thank you, as you are definitely one of the most patient man/woman in the world, and patience is a virtue. Most welcome.

 

 

No one can possess you if you chant the Hare Krsnah mantra:

" Hare Krsnah Hare Krsnah Krsnah Krsnah Hare Hare."

[Livarnia]

 

What is your age now? When did your father pass ? When did the spirit possess you ? How much time has passed since then?

What was your father's profession ? How did he die?

reach me at " artcorner at gmail dot com "

Well, I'm 19 years old now, my father passed away when I was 5, he worked at some processing meat industry or something like that and he died when riding his bike to meet me and my mom at the hospital (I had been operated to something linked with my throat). The spirit possessed me when I was 18 so I’m now 19… so it’s been like one year more or less, I can’t say for sure. Hope that helps you... As for everyone else… I’ll try to stay “out of trouble” and do as you say… so thank you all for the suggestions.

[sant]

If you think it is your father then you should try to uplift the spirit.

a man becomes a ghost due to bad karam,unfulfilled desire.

So think about it.

[Livarnia]

I guess I should try but... how do I do it?

Is there a topic in here where I can see how to do it?

thanks for the help anyway

[sant]

You dont have to.

But if you want you can do.

NO necessity.

But be sure if it is your father.

find that out

[Maude]

Nice post. Great read. Sorry if i can't share anything, really of value. I'm new to all this stuff.

[ronin]

 

he died when riding his bike to meet me and my mom at the hospital (I had been operated to something linked with my throat).

 

That's what i wanted to hear. He wanted to meet you in his last time. He wanted to be sure of your well being because he loved you. Maybe he wanted to hug you, that's what he did when he possessed you. If it was really your father he would not trouble you any more. But if the trouble persists then listen to what sant said

"If you think it is your father then you should try to uplift the spirit.a man becomes a ghost due to bad karam,unfulfilled desire".

 

There is a ritual practiced in Inida to uplift the spirit so that it gets its next birth.

[Livarnia]

But... how do I know it's really my father's spirit? Is there a way to know?

[ronin]

 

But... how do I know it's really my father's spirit? Is there a way to know?

Ask this question in " Mantra Tantra Vijnana " forum.

[mfernandes81]

I have read you post and I totally sympathize with you. remeber one thing if this was your father spirit he will never trouble you. Infact he will appear in your dream and talk to you. Loved ones never harass you. I feel this spirit has been attracted to you.

 

I have been through the same thing what you have gone through. Please visit a pscychic and a person who reads Aura colors and I am sure he will tell yuo that you have a purple/Indigo Aura which is spiritual aura. Even if you read your birth chart I am sure Rahu and Ketu are placed in such houses where you will come into contact with spirits of the otherworlds.

 

Dont encourage it and leave these things alone least you might involve yourself too much and it will be difficult to come out of it. Try and get a elephant hair bracelet and wear it. It will protect you and if these spirits can hear you I am sure God will also answer your prayers through your spiritual aura.

 

ALWAYS REMEBER A GOOD SPIRIT WILL NEVER TROUBLE YOU AND WHEN YOU COME ACROSS IT U WILL FEEL COMFORTABLE AND NICE>

 

You are special and have these powers and please use it for the correct use. Because even I have gone thru this I used to talk to spirits of the forest and once this spirit followed me right until home. And I could not sleep as it used to come near my bed. then I prayed and asked this spirit to go away to his own realm. And please dont sleep in front of mirrors its not good for you. Once when I was sleeping in front of a mirror a couple came out of the wall and started to harass me in my dream. And when I wanted to wake up I could not move at all. Mirrors are portals to the other worlds. It has been used since centuries for magic as well as contacting and seeing things which a naked eye cannot see. Thast why you have tales like snowwhite...mirror mirror on the wall.......It always tell the truth.

[Livarnia]

Sorry ronin, I'll ask there when I have time, as that is something I seem to be lacking quite a bit at the moment... mfernandes81, thanks’ for the tips and I think people who have the capacity to see/hear/talk/feel spirits are indeed special and should not use their power to hurt others. Unfortunately that’s not how everyone feels about this… and then there are those others who don’t even believe. As for the mirrors… indeed you’re not the only one who as told me about them being portals how dangerous that can be. Truth is, I indeed have a mirror in my room, but it’s closed inside a closet so my guess is… it’s the same as not being there? Or it can still be harmful?

[sant]

how long has it been since he last visited.

Ill tell you one thing if it is your father ask your mum if there was anything unfinished left in his life or any sorrow he had.If there is a photo of your dad in the house dont start praying or offering agarbattis to it.It will make him more attached.And what are you?your religion?

[Livarnia]

I really can´t say if it’s the same spirit or not but I believe he just visited me the other night… You see… for some reason since my father passed away, about one year or something after that, I started to have some problems sleeping so I there are times when I sleep only an insane 3 hours a night! But… two nights ago some spirit visited me. I tried to talk with him… but I soon fell asleep and I slept straight trough the night… Anyway, this is to say, that whenever this sprit is around, I sleep like a stone. To tell the truth, there is no photo of him in the entire house, at least not at plain sight. You asked me what I am… but I’m unsure myself… you see… I’m not a Christian, still I believe in God (as being Jehovah) and in Jesus Christ , but, I believe that there are many other gods such as Shiva and many others. So… there is no real answer to your question, sorry.

[sant]

there is nothing to be sorry bout.You ask your mom what i told you.

Have you tried the ways told above.Is there any haunted place near your house.Or you know any other instances of things happening earlier.

[Livarnia]

Well you see... there is a graveyard near hear it’s about… a hundred meters from my home. It’s really close as I can see it clearly form my window… Where I live people don’t believe in the “supernatural” but I don’t see anything else happening in the neighbor. As for asking that to my mother… She never told me anything about things left undone or any sorrow… If there is anything still holding him here… must be because he never had a chance to say good bye… But thinking about this reminded me of something… His visits became more frequent when my mother got a new boyfriend (to whom I refuse to call “stepfather” or anything like that, as I don’t like him one bit)... I’m sure if I asked my mother she just wouldn’t tell me anything as she never tells (maybe she’s trying to protect something or someone, or there just isn’t anything to say about it). Anyway, hope that helps. Oh I almost forgot, I still didn't have the chance to try anything (as I’m waiting to be alone and then try it) but my mother once tried to purify the house (it supposedly makes spirits go away) and no spirit appeared for… a week I guess… but than everything returned to “normal”…

[Livarnia]

Well sant... it seems I can´t PM you so I will have to answer here... My father isn't buried in the graveyard near my house… and I know my mother hides many things from me; there is no need for apologies on that. But I have another theory in which case this spirit is not my father… but for that to be true… life after death and “rebirth” had to be real… and I know not many people believe in that. And it pains me to not know anyone or anyway to contact with this spirit

[sant]

I think more than 90% people on this forum beleive that so you talk more freely about it.if you go through other posts youll find more information on it.It is a very important concept.Any body on this board i guess will agree on it.

[sant]

reincarnation and rebirth is not just a topic dealing with ghosts which i guess foreigners think.

[Livarnia]

Yeah well it-s not like it-s a problem speaking about it here. It’s just something I have never told anyone about it. You see… “normal” people don’t actually remember they’re paste lives like I do because I remember clearly, as if happened yesterday. Don’t’ even try to tell me thst’s normal cause it isn’t… and that seems to be an actual curse… as knowing what I was and what I did, and the things happening now, it seems like I’m being punished for my past actions. And there is nothing I can do about it. And what do you mean by… “reincarnation and rebirth is not just a topic dealing with ghosts which i guess foreigners think”?

[sant]

youre right even i dont remeber.Its not easy.And its not a curse.Its more of a learning experience to learn from mistakes.

 

 

And what do you mean by… “reincarnation and rebirth is not just a topic dealing with ghosts which i guess foreigners think”?

 

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I said on what you said that people there dont talk or believein it.

I have seen just foreigners people on tv programes talk about reincarnation and consider it spooky topic.

I dont know many christians beleiving in rebirth.It is the most universal thing in the universe.

[Livarnia]

Oh yeah I totally agree with you on the reincarnation part. As for the part as remembering my past life being a good thing and serve as experience… Since what I remember took place long ago, when laws and stuff was very different… it is no longer a good thing to remember… you see I was kind of an… you could call both savior and assassin… and I had a group of people that I called “family” (there was no blood relation with anyone of them). So there was a guy that I called brother and we were very close. The reason I think that this spirit may not be my father’s is because I think it may be that of my “family” mainly by brother. The reason I think this might be a curse is although I saved many people during the many years of my existence… killing is still wrong… and because my “family” died because of me and I still blame for that. Perhaps that spirit may “belong” to one of my past life friends and is trying to tell me that they forgive me for what happened or that it simply wasn’t my fault. Whoever this spirit may be, I know it’s someone I know because I can recognize it’s “aura”… but I still can’t tell who it may be. Does any of this make sense?