being in small ritual of smashana

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" my uncle is good tanktrik. he many time comes here in smashan to perform

rituals and to do some prayogas for helping others. " sanjay many time told me

this.

 

sanjay was my friend . we became friends as he was working in a sweet

preparation unit near to my room when i was in my college days. He said that his

father can talk with devi ma (godess) and can see ghosts too. his grandfather

remained in kamakhya for sometimes and was a great tantrik. I asked him that

sometime I would like to meet your father as well as uncle.

 

one day while I was going through with some scripture of tantra in evening,a

call came. I received and I identified the voice, it was sanjay. he told that

today in the night my uncle is coming to do some prayog and my father is also

joining would you like to come ? i said yes.

 

I watched his father first time .his long white hairs were blowing in a cold

wind of winter. he asked me where I was from and chatted formally for while.

smashana came but uncle of sanjay did nt came so we settledown to a bench near

to smashana in mid night and more.

 

his father was mentioning me the importance of smashana

" this is the place where everyone has to be at the end. from this place

evrything is changed " I was willing to now more about kamakhya as that time I

was planning to go kamakhya. he told his father did mohini sadhana* there and he

was mentoning it again and again. he lighted a bidi and smoke for a while. he

was telling me how mohini helped their family and others.

 

soon after some time sanjay's uncle came with one person. he was holding 2 bags

made of cloths. I thought there would be some samagri for ritual. we went inside

but the person who came with sanjays uncle did not came as he was scared. we

went inside smashana were before sometime a dead was burn. when i entered i felt

a little headache. he asked me to sit and i settle down on the ash which was

bloomed.

 

suddenly he asked sanjay who i was he simply said he is my friend and want to

see ghost. he laughed to scare me and i did not gave any expression. i was

observing him while he was taking out samagri. vermilion , guggal , wine, meat ,

glass jewelery and many thing was coming out. he was fat and a little dark with

much of gold around the neck. he took out a kind of doll and dumped it in middle

of smashana. and up to that he place too many things and fired them. as soon as

fire started a kind of something started roaming across us footsteps were

sounding so hard but everything was invisible. sanjay took a piece of paper in

his hand. I stood up and when a little behind and started searching for

something to come which i can see but i felt it was crossing through my body but

was invisible. i smiled to sanjay. he took a piece of wood spoke something and

throw in some direction. and it went. now we were looking for fire to cool down.

he said me that I am brave but I should not try this he was more trying me to

scare through smashana but he was not aware that i had been used to it. all of a

sudden he placed coconut in fire and a blast happened. he and sanjay's father

became happy after watching blast. the ritual was for to make a ghost out of

someone.

 

now we were relaxed because the work was almost done. i took out my cigarette

and asked him to light . he and sanjay's father both took one. i lighted. he too

lighted. then he told me that he was dikshit by some smashana nivashi aughad

baba. and he did many rituals in smashana. he told that when he first time went

to him for diksha he asked him to sleep on the hot body which was burning and he

did the same but nithing happened to him and he took the diksha. he was

explaining how he did helped people . he was owning too much ego i thoght. e

used to charge heavy amount from people to do ritual for their work.

 

now I was bored so I told sanjay that I wanna leave .he said we must because his

father and uncle want to do some rituals in private. it was nearly 3'o clock me

and sanjay came out and had tea outside on our way. he told me that he know I

dont liked his uncle. he said even I do not like him. I said nothing but was a

little disappointed that how much he tried to take diksha from aughad but

gurudev give us diksha like in a second . but how we have used it.? what we did

for him?

 

 

 

 

(*mohini sadhana is a kind of saundarya sadhana. mohini is belived as yakshini

as well some believe her as a indrakshi. it is 9 days sadhana nearly similar to

apsara and yakshini sadhana, I dont have more information about the process)