the golden experience !

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during that time i remained mad of sadhanas. I was willing to achieve

everything. a passion and madness was immersing in my mind to do something , to

be something. the days were passing with sadhanas. I did left the job to do

sadhanas ao i was having enough time and was enjoying doing it so much but I was

not aware that the forthcoming few days are going to be an experence for me

which is going to be minister of my mind for several years

 

doing so sadhanasa , I felt that I should carryout a process of alchemy. but was

seems like hard. i brought a molter and mercury but was'nt able to find a herbs.

after so long search in hard heat continuous for four days I found it and I was

all set to carry out the process.

 

I talked to gurudev in this regards. he told me to kharal articles for 20 hours

a day and then I can have a rest of 4 hours mean I can have a rest of 4 hours in

24 hours.

 

when I started trituration in molter , i felt to leave it and not to do this

stuff but I thought that it has been just an assumption of my mind and I started

kharal.

 

now it was a 2am and almost my 20 hours was over. i was too tired and set the

alarm for four hours and slept.

 

when I wake up early in the morning I was not able to watch properly. I search

for the water bottle near me and washed my eyes but nothing happened. I

understood. I made a mistake. now I was not able to watch anything more than

half of foot.

 

somehow I reach to a shop near my house. he was known person . he sent his son

with me who by holding my hand took me to a doctor.

 

after checking report doctor asked me " have you been involved in iron welding

task? " I said no! he said some metal has fallen into your eyes. do not worry you

will be all right in a month but if you dont then the operation will take place.

he given me drop which were giving my eyes ,feeling cool which i was suppose to

complete in 7 days but the pain was so much so that i used it in 3 hourse and

finished whole bottle

 

 

now it was a time for lalit to come. he was my friend who was helping me in

doing this task. he came with a fruit and said

 

hey. I brought fruits for you banana , and sweet melon. have it and let me do

this you havent eat anything from yesterday but why you have stopped

trituration?

 

I said I am not able to watch and I told him evrything

 

he took kharal and said that he is going to throw this out

 

I stopped him somehow.but now I was not willing to stop. I started kharal

perhaps I was not able to watch. I prayed gurudev and in 7 days my eye sight

came back and was able to watch properly. and I was happy that my powder also

came complete in 7 days.

 

 

now it was a time to carry it out on practical. we went to a dense forest were

fire was created. i started melting a copper powder which was brought before.

when it melt, I sprinkled a pinch of that powder

 

a green and blue fumes started to light. blow of the air came and sudden liquid

copper converted into gold powder! blow air took all the powder with it and

nothing was there. I laughed loudly and I seen something which was beyond

description. but I did not gt that the rest powder in the vessel turned into

black carbon! so it was clear that gurudev do not want us to have a gold.....!!!

 

but some powder took place in my hand and it was shining amazingly and I did not

wash my that hand till the evening... but after all what I came to know was

 

*Authenticity of this science

*everyone should wear a glasses , should be well enough to cover the eyes (

while i was doing the process , the iron which was there in mercury fallen

into my eyes and this was reason of my blindness of seven days)

*suddhikaran (purification) of the materials brought into use

* at end a guidance of component scholar or guru it self

 

 

many people say that I paid a lot for this experience but what i think that i

paid nothing. at that time i understood the requisition of the guru in alchemy .

I remembered one incident from " navnath charitra "

 

after returning from bhiksha, when gorakhnath given a food to machhendranath (

guru of gorakhnath) he had a vadas(nuggets). he liked that and asked gorakhanath

to bring those nuggets back from where ever he got.

 

gorakhanath came back to village and went to the home where he got nuggets. he

asked there to give some more nuggets. the house holder asked gorakh to give his

eye for nuggets. he took out his eyes to exchange it for nuggets because his

guru liked nuggets and was willing to have it

 

 

jai gurudev

 

raghunath