Guest guest Posted December 6, 2009 Report Share Posted December 6, 2009 When things go wrong, they go wrong in all directions - simultaneously and exponentially. When medicines loose their effect, well-wishers flee and every hope darkens into hopelessness; people are forced to worsen the situation by making all the wrong moves. It's always easy not to accept responsibility for one's wrong doings and blame others for the consequences, it's always easy to keep repeating the same mistakes; but, it takes a lot of wisdom to understand the real potential of sadhanas and the chosen few who do, can always reclaim their lives. My friend Abhigyan (name changed) did recover, but not before going through his share of mistakes. Abhigyan had a perfect life - a beautiful wife, a high paying job, friends, family and virtually everything money can buy. The envy of those he trusted triggered a chain of events that shattered him bit-by-bit. When he lost his job, he considered it an opportunity to look for new horizons and started investing his savings in ways not much different from gambling. Each loss multiplied his desperation and each success, though insignificant, blurred his vision further. His father's sudden illness consumed his remaining savings and when he thought he could still brave the situation, his wife left him. Now, in a last-ditch effort, he turned to sadhanas. He headed straight for the internet and found a plethora of " most powerful " , " most effective " , " best " and " quickest " solutions for his misery. Real sadhanas do work; but you can not find them on the internet, they don't work in a jiffy and not everyone can master them. One needs to energize each character of a mantra with vibrations from a specific set of chakras of one's Kundalini. Un-energized mantras usually cause more negativity. Unfortunately for Abhigyan, this revelation took a heavy toll on his health. When I learnt about his plight and went to meet him to offer my help, I sensed unusual negativity around him. I knew, there was more than what meets the eye. Without problems that test the limits of your abilities, you can not expand them. Hence, to tackle that difficult situation, I started preparing for something that I had earned by going through many torturous tests, something that had taken more than a decade of my life to be perfected - a dangerous three night adventure that would either restore my friend's claim over a good life or kill both of us. Deceptive looks can sometimes fool even an enlightened soul. At that moment, Abhigyan, whom I had asked to accompany me to boost his morale, was anything but enlightened. As we reached the Durga temple in a nearby village, he didn't feel it's natural ability to intensify positive energies. The aura of the goddess's idol engulfed him, but he was unaware of even the 1008 akhand deepaks lit to ward off evil surrounding him. He found the three havan kunds, in another enclosure a few meters away and energized with various yantras, unnecessary and saw demons in those 36 brahmins who were going to perform havan for him continuously for the next three days. I had drawn three circles with increasing radiuses using my sandharit trident to protect the carefully chosen third place crucial to complete the triangular formation. The first two nights were uneventful. On the third night, after various complex rituals, I began the final session of mantra chanting. The energy of the mantras coupled with the violent storm erupting from my Kundalini was on the verge of freeing my negativity that I had kept tightly bound inside a dark corner of my soul. My goal was to bring order, but every passing moment was luring me to make a mistake and drown everything, everyone into chaos. As I progressed, I heard distant noises approaching me from all directions. Mere murmurs grew to screeching whispers. When sounds eventually took form, I was surrounded by vicious beasts - inches away from the outermost protective circle - several dogs and a few jackals - howling, barking, pushing each other to reach me first and claim a portion of my flesh. They were no ordinary creatures and yet, my Rakshan Kriya was in no danger of being rendered useless. Certainly, they were there to trap me inside my own shield. The very next moment, something pierced the dead of the night and squarely hit my chest so hard that my heart skipped a beat. Before I could breath, three more blows hit me - one of them on the forehead. I knew, if I stopped even for a moment, my sadhana will fail and I'll be eaten alive. All I needed to do was to bear the excruciating pain and complete the sadhana. But a sadhana is always about bringing order to chaos, conquest of mind over matter; not about limping towards a count. And then, before the pain could overwhelm me, a light as bright as the Sun emerged from my Agya chakra and, stimulating each cell in my body into a light as bright as itself, created a massive shockwave. I heard a thunderous crack that sucked everything into a void. With the break of dawn, I completed my sadhana. Abhigyan was a completely new person that day. His confident, fiery eyes outshined the golden sunlight. With the Purnahuti, he began the first day of his renewed life. He regained his health, found a better job and restored his happiness. His father also recovered. He wasn't surprised when his wife returned too and since she had left him when he needed her most, he decided to greet her with a divorce. Mantra sadhanas do work. They are a boon of a better life for the wise. Ashish... http://chronicles-of-a-sadhak.blogspot.com/ ************************** This message is posted to the Tantra Sadhana (). If you are a r, you may receive it as email. 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