random thoughts

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Namaste to all

 

i loved the article on Importance of brahamcharya

and similarly i loved these topics in book AGHORA

 

but i have one serious question

 

there too much strenghth is given on Guru

but somebody please tell me what one should do

if he doesn;t have a Guru

 

Ok i may not have done some good work in my past life

that i should a guru quickly

bcoz untill i don't become pure no Guru would accept me

and untill i get a guru, i ll never become pure

so.its a vicious circle

 

and when i hear be patient you ll find your Guru when time will

come i wonder if chang dev maharaj had to wait for so many

years to get his guru and though he was a capable person

who could live for so many years evading death(i think 1400 years)

what if i forget about spirituality in the next

10-15 years(or something wierd happens to my thinking style),

leave about forgetting it in next births

 

and i m not an advanced Jyotishi and

i have no confidence on my calculations

and i cant find out my ishta devata

 

so in the end its too confusing

(may be that MOTHER wants me too struggle at present)

 

but yes i liked th line written by narsimha ji

" " If there is one good thing to use free will for, spiritual

progress is definitely *the* thing. One should push one's free will

to the extreme when it comes to spiritual progress. It is worth it! " "

 

So, bearing with my confusions please ignore it

if you find it disturbing

 

regards

jitender