12/12/06 MotherGod Speaks

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12/12/06 MotherGod Speaks

 

 

 

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So many things I want to ask HER. How do I know when I am in a good state to

SEE and hear HER voice, Her mind and Presence? As I sit and completely

relax, letting go all earthly thoughts, considerations, worries and fears, a

deep relaxation comes over me, and as I gaze at the tilma of Our Lady of

Guadalupe (my chosen form of God, it can be any image of the Feminine

Divine, Saint or Avatar) my physical sight also relaxes and the room turns

to soft, sort of foggy light, and all things seem to tingle with auras of

light, like I see light instead of the things themselves, and then, I notice

that my breathing has involuntarily become quite deep just as when one

sleeps. My conscious mind is partially asleep and now I can hear the 'still

small voice', the Atman, my MotherGod. This does not take long IF I HAVE

REFRAINED FROM TELEVISON, CHATTING AND MORTAL CONCERNS, it is only 2-3

minutes when in proper preparation.

 

 

 

Rasa: MotherGod, whenever I put out my messages from you, I get assaulted

by letters of disagreement. Yesterday it was people saying that it is not

normal to be without friends, that Jesus had friends. Of course, on a

certain level, I agree. What do you say to this?

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: EVERYONE, ALL SAINTS AND AVATARS, AND YOU ALSO, WILL CONTINUE

HAVING FRIENDS ON CERTAIN LEVELS, BUT THE LEVEL OF WHICH I SPEAK IS AN

ABSOLUTE LEVEL, THE LEVEL OF PRIORITIES AND DETACHMENT, WHICH ALSO JESUS,

ALL SAINTS AND AVATARS MAINTAINED. THEY HAD 'FRIENDS' WHO THOUGHT THEY WERE

'FRIENDS' AND CALLED THEMSELVES 'FRIENDS,' BUT AT THE TIME THAT JESUS LIVED,

NONE OF THEM WERE ABSOLUTE FRIENDS EXCEPT HOLY MARY, SOME OF THE WOMEN, AND

MAYBE JOHN.

 

CONSIDER WHEN JESUS WAS IN TROUBLE AND SWEATING BLOOD AND ASKED HIS 'FRIENDS'

TO STAY AWAKE WITH HIM AND THEY ALL WENT TO SLEEP, COULD NOT MAINTAIN THE

HORROR OF WHAT THEY ALL SENSED WAS COMING, A TERRIBLE DREAD CAME OVER JESUS

AND IT EXHAUSTED THE WEAK DISCIPLES. THEY COULD NOT SUSTAIN OR SUPPORT

JESUS.

 

WITHOUT A DOUBT, HOLY MARY IN HER ORATORY WAS SUSTAINING AND SUPPORTING

JESUS, AND SHE WAS HIS CLOSEST FRIEND, AND MARY MAGDALENE AND OTHER WOMEN

SUPPORTED HIM IN THEIR PRIVACY, AND DID NOT LET HIM DOWN AT ALL.

 

NOW YOU, RASA, YOU CANNOT GET YOUR 'FRIENDS' TO DO MUCH FOR YOU RIGHT NOW,

WHEN EVERYTHING IS EASY, EFFORTLESS AND THERE ARE NO ARRESTS, NO GREAT

SCANDAL, NO TERROR OR DREAD. IMAGINE IF SOMETHING AWFUL HAPPENED, LIKE YOU

GOT ARRESTED AND YOUR DISCIPLES WERE IN DANGER. PROBABLY OTHERS WOULD COME

OUT OF THE WOODWORK TO HELP, JUST AS THEY DID DURING THE S WAR, AND THEN

THEY WOULD RETREAT AGAIN. YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS THAT WILL SUSTAIN YOU, JUST AS

JESUS HAD NO PHYSICAL FRIENDS AMONG THE MALES. NOW AFTER JESUS DIED, AND THE

HOLY SPIRIT CAME UPON THE ASSEMBLY, THEN THEY DID BECOME TRUE FRIENDS, AND

CONFORMED TO THE SPIRIT OF JESUS, AND BECAME OTHER CHRISTS, AND THEY DID

TAKE UP THE CROSS AND CARRY IT, AND DIE ON IT. BUT UNTIL THE HOLY SPIRIT

CAME, THEY WERE NOT FULL-CLASS, BONA FIDE FRIENDS.

 

 

 

Rasa: What you call a 'friend' is an intimate person who loves you

unconditionally and will not run away in trouble, and will hold you up and

sustain you in your deepest need. How do I know if I have such friends when

nothing terrible has happened? Perhaps they would surprise me.

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: TO SOME DEGREE, ONE OR TWO MIGHT COME FORWARD, BUT BELIEVE YOU

ME, THE CROSS WOULD FALL ON YOU AND THEIR HELP WOULD BE PIECEMEAL.

 

 

 

Rasa: What about husbands and wives? When they marry, some of these people

do support one another in the roughest of times, like illness, mental

illness, arrests and horrible disasters, and they hold on to each other

through these things, and without such help, people might collapse and have

nervous breakdowns.

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: MY POINT TO YOU IS DO NOT SEEK INTIMATE FRIENDS RIGHT NOW, ONLY

ME. IF DISASTER BEFALLS YOU, PEOPLE, ONE OR TWO, MIGHT COME THROUGH AND

HELP, BUT HAVING AN INTIMATE FRIEND DAY BY DAY WOULD INTERFERE WITH YOUR

CLOSE MYSTICAL CONTACT WITH ME, THAT IS THE GIST OF WHAT I AM SAYING, THE

ABSOLUTE TRUTH I AM CONVEYING TO YOU. PEOPLE DO CLING TO EACH OTHER FOR

SUPPORT, I WANT YOU TO CLING TO ME ONLY, AND DO NOT WANT YOU TO HOLD ON TO

PEOPLE AS INSURANCE OR GUARANTEE AGAINST DISASTER OR GREAT WANT.

 

 

 

Rasa: I do see now. Cool it with people, heat it up only for God, my

Mother, my Source, Solace, Inspiration, Motivation and You alone are my

insurance, guarantee and Power, and leave people be, just let them go their

own way, and be abstracted as much as I can.

 

I do notice as the days go by as people are fading away in the background

and I do see, when I speak to them, how some are so totally miserable. And

why are they miserable - because of the common state of mortals, living in

the thoughts and feelings of the flesh, the world and even the devil. As

people sink into this state, much devilish content gets mixed in, and there

you have the Purgatory and Hell on earth, in various degrees. And leaving

all of this is the state of Bliss and Nirvana, where one is free, and then,

there we have Happiness. This is what you want for me and everyone, but

everyone will not pay the price. They insist on holding on to people,

things, and the things of the world, and their addictions, delusions, sex,

entertainment, and all the normal things of life. How sad the human race is,

how unhappy. And how they cling to all which makes them unhappy, and then

upon appearing in Purgatory, hahaha, they ask God to give them me as the

minister of their help, and there, I start helping them, the ones who

refused to abstract themselves on earth, who refused to pay the price.

 

MotherGod, they are also loathe to give up sex. I am almost afraid to bring

it up, because of the hysteria that comes through. Whenever I have had

articles on celibacy and the need to give up sex, I have had the strongest

backlash, and that, even from religious people professing tolive in

monasteries, practicing meditation and claiming various forms of

enlightenment. They go berserk, again, claiming sex is normal and natural,

and even though I disclaim that I am speaking of reaching the higher

mystical levels, the levels of highest vision and even seeing God face to

face, they cling to the notion they can reach the highest levels of Vision

while yet holding onto sex. Is this not laughable?

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: IT WOULD BE FUNNY WERE IT NOT SO PATHETIC.

 

TO UNDERSTAND WHERE THEY ARE AT, THESE PEOPLE WHO CLAIM ENLIGHTENMENT, JUST

LOOK AT THEIR GROUPS, WHERE THEY CHAT. HOW MANY OF THEM HAVE THE EXPERIENCES

OF GOD? THIS IS THE PROOF OF THE PUDDING. IF ONE IS IN THE ABSTRACTED, HOLY

AND SPIRITUAL PLACE, ONE HAS VISIONS AND EXPERIENCES OF A HOLY NATURE AND

ONE DWELLS UPON ORIGINAL THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, AND INTIMATIONS OF GOD. WHAT

THESE PEOPLE ARE DOING IS READING BOOKS AND MOSTLY TALKING ABOUT THEM. THEY

WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW HOW SMART THEY ARE. (THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO THE TRUE,

HOLY SCHOLARS WHO STUDY SCRIPTURE FOR TEACHING, THESE ARE SINCERE AND

BEAUTIFUL SOULS, NOT JUST TRYING TO IMPRESS OTHERS.) WHAT THE NOT SO SINCERE

BOOKWORMS ARE DOING IS READING A LOT, REGURGITATING IT BACK ONTO THESE

GROUPS, AND THEN, WANTING EVERYONE TO KNOW HOW SMART THEY ARE. BUT THEY DO

NOT HAVE THE VISIONS, THE EXPERIENCES, AND WHY? BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT DOING

THE WORK. IF YOU WANT TO BE A KARATE EXPERT, THEN YOU HAVE TO GET IN THERE

AND DO THE KICKS, YOU HAVE TO STRETCH, AND MOVE, AND WORK DAILY, SO THAT ON

THAT OCCASION OF A FIGHT WITH ANOTHER STUDENT, YOU WILL DEMONSTRATE YOUR

ABILITY. YOU CANANOT READ ABOUT MARTIAL ARTS IN A BOOK TO BECOME AN EXPERT

MARTIAL ARTIST, IT TAKES WORK, OTHERWISE YOU ARE A FORENSIC, NOT AN

AUTHENTIC FIGHTER.

 

PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO EXPERIENCES OF THE SAINTS ARE NOT SAINTS. SOONER OR

LATER, NO MATTER HOW BUSY A PERSON IS, HOW DISTRACTED, THE SAINTLY

EXPERIENCES WILL COME THROUGH.

 

 

 

Rasa: That is such a good point. Many people on groups which purport

enlightenment or spirituality are in theory, ascended souls. They want

people to believe they are, and when I present my experiences of God, these

very same people, like rabid wolves, pounce upon me, tearing me apart,

saying I am a phony and a charlatan. Is this jealousy? They judge that I am

incapable of having visitations and visions of God, that God would not deign

to honor me with such, and that they, on the contrary, are in possession of

Truth.

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: THE WORLD IS FULL OF THEM AND THEY ATTACK EVERY MYSTIC AND

PROPHET WHO EVER LIVED, THEY HATE EVERYONE WHO HAS AUTHENTIC AND TRUE

EXPERIENCES OF GOD, BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOT THESE EXPERIENCES, AND THEY WANT

TO STAND TALL AND ABOVE OTHERS, AND CANNOT HUMBLE THEMSELVES. HOW CAN GOD

GIVE EXPERIENCES TO SUCH RABID WOLVES? DID SHE GIVE EXPERIENCES TO THE

PHARISEES AND SADDUCEES WHO PERSECUTED JESUS AND TRIED TO TRAP HIM? THEY

WANT TO JUDGE YOUTHE WAY THEY JUDGED JESUS, AND THEY WANT TO DESTROY YOUR

MINISTRY, IF THEY COULD, BUT THEY CAN'T.

 

 

 

Rasa: Speak more about sex, MotherGod, and how it deters mystical vision.

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: YOU DO WANT TO START THAT RIOT, DON'T YOU, HAHAHA. YES,

ATTACHMENT TO SEX PREVENTS SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCES, AND WHY? IT IS THE MIND

AND HEART. THE MIND MUST BE FREE AND THE HEART MUST BE ALSO, TO RISE ABOVE

THE EARTH AND THE FLESH, AND TO FLY IN MYSTICAL VISION. PEOPLE CANNOT GIVE

UP SEX BECAUSE IT IS A BASIC INSTINCT AND IT GIVES THEM PLEASURE, AND AT THE

VERY LEAST, THEY WANT TO HOLD ONTO MASTURBATION. BUT WHILE ONE HAS A SEX

DRIVE, IT TIES THEM TO THE EARTH AND HOLDS THEIR ENERGY DOWN, AND SO, THEY

CANNOT FLY IN MYSTICAL POWER. PEOPLE SUCH AS YOU WHO STRUGGLED MIGHTILY

AGAINST SEX ARE REWARDED WITH THE VISION OF GOD, AND IF THE OTHERS STRUGGLED

AGAINST IT THEY WOULD LIKEWISE BE REWARDED, BUT THERE IS NO REWARD IF THEY

GIVE INTO IT.

 

 

 

Rasa: The thing about sex is that people have more power than they think

they have, but they lack courage to try. I remember how hard it was to

become celibate, one of the hardest things I had ever done, but delivering

the greatest reward once the celibacy was anchored. What was my secret? How

can I convey to others the goodness of celibacy when they are so afraid?

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: FEW WILL FOLLOW CELIBACY, MOST ARE FALSE - LOOK AT THE PRIESTS.

FEW TREAD THESE PATHS OF MYSTICAL PREPARATION, AND AGAIN, LOOK AT THE PROOF

OF THE PUDDING. THEY HAVE NO MYSTICAL EXPERIENCES, AND YOU DO; THEY DID NOT

SACRIFICE, SO, NO REWARD. YOU CANNOT ACHIEVE THE CROWN OF MARTYRDOM LEST YOU

ARE A MARTYR.

 

YOUR SECRET? NOTHING COMPLICATED, JUST INTENSE DESIRE FOR GOD. YOU READ

SAINTS LIVES, YOU KNEW THEY WERE CELIBATES, AND YOU WANTED WHAT THEY HAD, SO

THIS SPURRED YOU ON. IF THERE IS NOT ENOUGH MOTIVATION, PEOPLE WILL NEVER DO

IT.

 

 

 

Rasa: And that word suffering, what a riot it evokes. God does not want us

to suffer, they scream. But to sacrifice, there is temporary suffering. The

flesh wants to give in to sex, and hot fudge sundaes which make us fat, the

flesh wants to have a 'good time' instead of working, the flesh wants to

chat and watch television instead of being disciplined toward meditation and

spiritual reading. Is this not suffering to some degree? What about when we

are wronged and abused and we have to swallow it and forgive and forget?

What about when we have to humble ourselves to someone to ask for a favor,

to get their help toward Mission, and we have to be meek and humble because

they will not respond otherwise, that is a little suffering. Why do people

hate suffering so much, when it is absolutely necessary?

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: THAT IS THE ETERNAL QUESTION, AND THERE ARE MANY ANSWERS SUCH AS

WEAKNESS, STUBBORNESS, IMMATURITY, CONFUSION, LACK OF TRAINING AND GUIDANCE,

BAD EXAMPLES AND HABITS, DARKNESS, DELUSION, TEMPTATIONS, ETC. THERE ARE

HUNDREDS OF REASONS FOR DOING WRONG AND MANY MORE FOR DOING RIGHT. IF IT WAS

EASY GOD WOULD NOT HAVE TO SEND AVATARS AND SAINTS TO HELP.

 

 

 

Rasa: These people who are so low, of course they persecute the good, do

they not? Because the good shame them and infuriate them, the darkness

hates the Light. It is no wonder that few come forward as messengers of God,

unless they have some insulation and work within an accepted church where

they are protected.

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: THERE IS NOTHING WORSE THAN HUMANS, BE GLAD I AM TAKING YOU AWAY

FROM THEM, WANT NOTHING FROM THEM AND BE SATISFIED WITH THE LITTLE YOU GET

FOR MISSION. JUST BE HAPPY WITH THOSE FEW SOULS WHO AGREE AND BELIEVE AND

HELP OUR CAUSE, AND A COUPLE OF HOLY SOULS YOU KNOW, JUST BE GLAD WITH THAT

AND WANT LITTLE OF THE HUMAN RACE.

 

 

 

Rasa: Mother, can we end on a more positive, uplifting note? To most, this

would sound dreary. Yesterday as I gazed at the black television and

thought of having no friends, a slight fear came over me. What courage I

have, a real Joan of Arc! But it is these little sacrifices that beget those

great eventual visions, once one has held fast to them. I will hold fast

unto your disciplines, as I do expect spiritual rewards, that will make my

life Heaven. Perhaps you will grant me these things for Christmas. It would

be the first happy Christmas I have had in many years.

 

This leads me to ponder, how loathe people are to admit their sorrow, their

sufferings, loneliness, and feelings of loss, despair, isolation. It is like

admitting failure or lack and this makes people feel vulnerable, as we must

all keep up a stiff upper lip, a facade of togetherness, before a world that

would ravage us in our weakness. I am not even allowed to show 'weakness' to

my devotees, lest they fall for lack of leadership. Yet if I did not know

sorrow and loss there would be no empathy. Do you have last words of joy to

end this?

 

 

 

MOTHERGOD: WE MIGHT END WITH THE FACT THAT YOU ARE HAPPIER THAN YOU HAVE

BEEN IN MONTHS, IN SPITE OF ALL BEING SAID, AND MORE TOGETHER, AND NO

ANXIETY OR DEPRESSION OR LOSS AND THE BLISS IS INCREASING. ALL THAT ONE

GIVES UP - WHAT IS IT WORTH - A HILL OF BEANS, A PILE OF DIRT. HOLD ON TO

THE INSIDE, THE INTERIOR LIFE IS ALL, THE EXTERIOR PASSES AND FADES AWAY,

THE INTERIOR IS YOUR LIFELINE TO GOD, AND IT CONTAINS ALL GOOD. TO LIVE FOR

THE EXTERIOR IS LIKE HOLDING ONTO A RAIL IN A TSUNAMI, BOTH YOU AND THE RAIL

WILL BE SWEPT AWAY. HOLD ON TO THE ETERNAL, UNCHANING, INFINITE GOD AND THE

TRUTH AND BLISS OF GOD.

 

 

 

Rasa: Amen, MotherGod, all Glory to You forever.

 

 

 

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