Rising up from myself

March 30, 2006

Dear Shreeram bhai,

Please tel me that after one gets initiated into sri vidya, does mother come appear and sits and talk with her son. I've read so many books on mantra & tantra.

But the fact remains books can only give you knowledge and inspiration but its you who needs to get up and start making that effort. After three years of spiritual growth i've realised that my higher mind wants me take a step ahead and get initiated into Sri-Vidya and later start making a difference in this world by helping the one who needs HELP and rise from ME, MINE and I.

We just keep thinking about how much misery are we living in untill you see someone in a much terrible state and realise that my misery is nothing and you start thanking your parents who got you into this world with so much of Love and gave you everything, your master who initiated you and stood beside you and made things possible without you knowing that he is resposible, you devata whom you pray to and has accepted you as a child and forgave you for all you had done in the past.

Please tell me whether I'm on the right Path.... My mind is so still while i'm writing this mail as if i've reached the delta state where everthing is just ZERO... NO ATTACHMENTS, NO COMMUNICATION.., Just serine calm stillness...

I'll be always be grateful my dear brother for you have always helped me in so many phases of my life and still are... I know You are on a mission, but i dont know whc one exactly., we all are here for the reason afterall. But instead of learning the reality what have we learnt so far.

how to distrust, anger, fear, jealosy. and then you come back and back to unlearn everthing.

Anyways Take good care of your self.

Your Brother,

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