Guest guest Posted November 13, 2008 Report Share Posted November 13, 2008 Dear All, Last night was spent in some deep meditation.The wind was blowing a bit heavily here in Canada.The clime was cold outside, the water heater in my room was fighting a desperate battle to keep me warm. The warmth nevertheless was coming from within.Things can be shared too.That is why this is being shared with people who want to listen.Listening is different from plain hearing.The former happens with a heart. I had a question for my meditation--Why do I contradict myself? Am I a contradiction? I like both rigidity and non-rigidity in the search of Truth/God? I know the above is a combination of questions and not a single one.Yet the essence of questioning was just one. Brain is limited and life is terribly limted.Are my visions a mere projection of my inner self?The meditation went on for hours.My baby daughters were now snoring blissfully. There came a vacuum and I could not hear the water heaters little murmur anymore, my black formal coat which I wore to the office, neatly dry-washed and hanging in the unclosed closet, seemed to move.My eyes were closed, yet the vacuum made me feel all this. The vacuum slowly gave way to another bigger vacuum and after that I did not know what happened. Maybe that was the real vacuum! I slowly woke up and my wife said to me shyly that I had been in the padmasana position on my bed for hours and she gently tapped me to sleep and unfolded my legs.She was a bit frightened yet it was not uncommon for her. The morning passed by today fast and there seemed to be a message from Mother, the eternal feminity of God, that one must be private and yet open. Maybe this email was my first step. I did my meditation and meditative ritual before the Srichakra in the other room carefully locked it lest my baby daughter's play with it as another toy! A smile stole my lips as I typed these last lines.Is meditation a surreal experience of life or life a surreal meditation? Shreeram Balijepalli Shreeram Balijepalli Hreem Rajarajeshwari Paradevatha! Purity, Powers, Parabrahmam... Click to join Rajarajeshwari_Kalpataru Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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