pranams to shri subramnayam reg chinnamastha

May 10, 2003

Dear shri balasubramanyam and shaktha family ,

I am deeply elated to recieve your affectionate maisl enlightening me about the

chniiamastha mantra , i am bledded inded to get a mail from someone who is so

greatly blessed by my mother to perform so many navavarna poojas , i dont even

know what is that and iam also ignorant about sanskrit , i even doubt whether in

this life iw ill be able to even recite her mantra fi someone can initate me ,

ia mdeeply humbled and it was really enlightening , i only pray my mahakaali

will help me in this regard , i dont know but no one ever told me to go and pray

to her but i have been praying and she is my ishta devata and also i regulary

pray to bala prathayankar and by her divine grace i had been eve nto her temple

in IYYAVADI NEAR TANJORE , she is doing everything whatever i ahve left this

life to her it was she who mademe get interest in chinnamastha mantra too , the

revered and blessed people like shri balasubramanyam and other blessed ones of

my mother if they feel pity on me kindly help me in getting initated in kaali

mantra atleast and guide me the way i shoudl groom up , caught between a time

consuming profession ,samsara and the thirst inner urge to see my divine mother

in this only birth iam literally confused how am i going to accomplish , no

great material interest in me but i have the burning flame to get her divine

blesings,so only i asked for helpkindly help me in this regard i really dont

know what to do , i take your advice as maas advice only kindly atleast initiate

me in to the preliminary mahakaali mantras so that i can groom up slowlyI thank

you from heart for taking tiem to reply back , it is true mothers blessinga nd i

have landed up in this message group and am getting help ,i sincrely pray for

all of your well being and my sincere and humble pranams but i feel i can groom

up and obtain the grace of my supreme goddess by the reverd people help and

blessings

with regards

rpbhaskaran

May 11, 2003

DEAR MR BHASKARAN,

I AM HAPPY TO SEE UR MAIL AND I COULD ABLE TO UNDERSTAND UR REAL THIRST ABOUT

THE MANTRAS.THERE ARE TWO THINGS ONE IS UR POORVA KARMA , IF U WOULD HAVE

COMPLETED ONE CIRCLE, THEN U MAY BE ABLE TO ANSWER THE QUESTION AND PHILOSOPHY

OF CHINNA MASTHA..OTHER WISE WHAT I AN TELLING IS U GO THRO STEP BY STEP U WILL

GET MANY THINGS IN EGA AND PARA SUGAM THAT IS DEFINITE,

AND I AM THE ONE OF THE EXAMPLE.WHEN I WANT TO LEARN ABOUT KALI, I WAS SHIFTED

TO CALLCUTTA. WHERE I MADE FRIEND A BENGALI WHO IS REALLY SCHOLAR. FROM HIS

UPASANA I LEARNT SOMANY THINGS.ACTUALLY MAAA ONLY

ARRANGED THE MEETING WITH HIM AND LEARNT KALI UPASANA.U WILL NOT BELIEVE, WE

USED TO SIT INFRONT OF KALI DEITY HOURS TOGETHER AND CHANT KALI MANTRAS IN

THOUSANDS IN FRONT OF THE DEITY AND I COULD FEEL THE VIBRATIONS.IN THE KALIGHAT

AND CHANT KALI SAHASRANAMAM AND LAITHA SAHASRANAM ON EVRY POORNIMA DAY. IT IS MY

LIFE TIME AMBITION, EVEN TO DAY THAT IS WORKING.IN EVERY MOVEMENT IN MY

LIFE. I WANT U TO DO LIKE THAT. AND I DONT WANT U TO JUMP INTO PRATHIANGARA AND

CHINNAMASTA, WHICH ARE REALLY POWERFULL MANTRAS.

.. SO IF U SEARCH DEFINITLE U WILL ACHIEVE IT. UR BELIEF WILL BE TAKEN CARE OF BY

HER.THE SAME WAY THE KAMKYA TEMPLE IS ALSO FANTASSTIC. SO I AM NOT AGAINST

IN WORSHIPPING EVEN IN OUR HOUSE IF WE WANT TO ACHIEVE ANYTHING WE WILL INFORM

TO MOTHER FIRST THEN TO FATHER. IT IS LIKE THAT U GO TO BALA, PANCADASI, SODASI

LIKE THAT THEN U HAVE TO DO KALI, DAKSHI KALI UPASNA U WILL ABLE TO UNDER STAND

OF UR OWN. DURING THAT TIME THERE IS NO NEED FOR ANY ASSISTANSE FROM ANYBODY.

HOPE U MAY AGREE

WITH BLEASSINGS

SWATHMANADHANATHA

rajendran bhaskaran <rpbhaskaran wrote:Dear shri balasubramanyam

and shaktha family ,