Drop outs

[Guest guest]

Dear Kerry,

Like you I also had a " sabatical " from Sahaja Yoga for

a few years when things got beyond my meagre witnessing powers. I

wrote to Sri Mataji about my perceptions and She told me not to

worry about Sahaja Yoga for the time being but just to concentrate

on my family life. Not long after my aged parents suddenly became

very ill and dependant on me so I was pretty busy with family

affairs. At the same time I had a series of dreams in which I was

shown exactly what the people I had been annoyed with were doing and

then they were subsequently exposed.

I also read a book by Herman Hesse called " Journey to the East "

where the seeker falls out with his companions and goes through a

lot of illusions before discovering that the weaknessess he was

criticising them for were in him. That was a salutory thing. Not

that I was into the sort of mischief these people were but that my

ego was getting in my way considerably.

I have had a feeling lately that whereas in previous incarnations

the gross people rose up after the Deity had left and struggled for

leadership etc. This time Sri Mataji has made them all come up

during Her lifetime.

In one of Her talks from the early eighties She said " I am not

going to leave any holes this time " and something else to the

effect of it will either be perfected or everything will all be

destroyed but this incarnation is not going to result in a false

religion.

Lately it is becoming clear that the point where it might have

failed is past and Sri Adi Shakti's powere is now manifesting so

fully that nothing will preevent the perfection of Her work.

If the time was short in those days it must be almost complete now.

It feels as if we just have a last effort to make for our ascent.

with love from Lyndal

[Guest guest]

Dear all,

 

i have spent the whole day trying to answer Kerry's and Lyndal post

but just cannot. Unlike Lyndal, who is a smooth pebble after many

years of rolling and rubbing in the stream of Sahaja Yoga, i am just

like a rock with jagged ends and sharp edges. My post would have

caused pain and hurt.

 

So i will just quote from someone who left Sahaja Yoga not because

of Shri Mataji but the attitude of fellow SYs. In a nutshell it

explains all that's wrong with SY, for i have also experienced them

firsthand:

 

" I would like to say: well, than she's a fraud! No powers, no guru,

just a fraud. But I cannot.

 

I sincerely hate all those leaders in SY (with some few exceptions),

and the 'smiling people'. I have seen so many fanatics, that I

couldn't stay one minute in the collective.

 

Also I remember how my life used to be judged by some old 'aunties'

that were powerful in our collective. I couldn't bear that again.

But what happened in SY was by no means ordinary. I am able to see

now that SY collective is a mix of sincere and profound people, and

fanatics and abusive ones. Obviously there are abuses, (power

corrupts, absolute power...)

 

No clear black and white picture, though. " (ex-Sahaja Yogi)

 

 

i believe there are many newcomers who have left under similar

circumstances. They are just like seeds in a harsh environment that

will not sprout and take root. i would definitely have left for the

same reasons, never ever to come back again. (Right now my whole

family is in self-imposed exile, the only way left for us to

ascend.)

 

Leaders and coordinators should wake up and seriously address this

acute problem that plagues many collectives. Fellow SYs should not

only change their holier-than-thou attitudes but also learn

humility. All should realize that there are growing numbers of SYs

staying out of the collective because they cannot witness or put up

with over-bearing and insensitive SYs any more. This hemorrhage will

not be staunched by band-aid measures.

 

It is only Shri Mataji's physical presence that is keeping things

under control, even as the edges are getting frayed. The situation

will become far worse once She leaves Earth, unless recognized today

in order to be rectified tomorrow.

 

regards to all,

 

 

jagbir