Collectivity and new seekers

[Guest guest]

Dear all,

 

i would like to clarify a point regarding collectivity. In no way am

i suggesting that SYs should try to continue on their own. On the

contrary it is very important, especially for newcomers, to

establish their self-realization with others. It is essential at the

early, fragile stage to allow the kundalinis of established SYs to

cleanse blocked chakras and other defects. i have always had more

vibrations when there are more SYs around. So new seekers must

always, and i mean always, attend collective meetings and

meditations to allow more and more threads of the Mother Kundalini

(Ambe Maa) to rise and pierce through the Sahasrara. At this early

stage of germination they are in no position to be self-nourished

from within.

 

If you are fortunate to meet a single deep soul i can assure you of

bliss that even an entire collective cannot give. i was once asked

by a very poor and impoverished SY to come and meditate with him. He

is one of the most humblest SY i have met, if not the most. (The

Japanese would be proud of him). He had hardly enough to eat but yet

he bought flowers and incense for Shri Mataji, and had erected a

beautiful altar for Her. When i reached his home he treated me like

a king, and attended to me like a slave. (i am very sure that he

would most willingly wash the feet of Shri Mataji's devotees if ask

to, such was his level of humbleness and a humility many of us have

not attained.)

 

But it was the meditation that was beyond all expectations. The

vibrations erupted and engulfed us in such a state of bliss that i

just sat for more than half-an-hour, not willing to end this Divine

Intoxication. It was just unbelievable how a destitute home of a

penniless being could bless me with one of the most enriching

spiritual experiences. My point is that one should not look for the

rich or powerful or senior SYs for ascent. Look for the pure in

heart, mind and soul.

 

The reason i had to leave the collective was because i was

constantly reminded that my website is a danger to Sahaja Yoga and

Shri Mataji. To press home this accusation they let me know

indirectly that fellow SYs regard my children to be possessed. Even

Shri Mataji's approval of Shri Adi Shakti: The Kingdom Of God in

1996 at Toronto, Canada, again in 1999 at Cabella, Italy and yet

again in 2000 at New Delhi, India has had no effect. They are just

plain unhappy, and turn hostile at any mention of the

www.adishakti.org website.

 

i do not want to go into any more details but in the end i had to

leave the collective because my heart was beginning to close and i

felt no joy or vibrations meditating with those who regard me and my

family as heretics out to destroy Sahaja Yoga. Anyone in my shoes

would have done so. To continue staying would have meant no

spiritual progress and a daily life of guilt, notwithstanding Shri

Mataji's personal commendation that i had accomplished a miraculous

task.

 

My collective's imposition of a guilty verdict on me still lingers

because i can feel that negativity. i have no idea how to convince

them that just like them, i am also an actor in Her Divine Drama and

have to act the role given ............. and unlike some of them, am

not waiting for an Emmy, or a shot at leadership, or an audience

with Shri Mataji. They should know that i am no danger to any senior

SY aspiring to be famous or a powerful leader, or have a hidden

agenda.

 

My only desire now is this presence on the internet as a faceless,

formless cell of the Adi Shakti. Nothing will make me more happier

than to be a complete unknown, like a rolling stone. Maybe all this

will help diminish the fears of those who view www.adishakti.org as

a future threat not to the world, as they want others to believe,

but to their own egos and ambitions. Every religion without fail had

power struggles after the death of their founder. Thus, again i

implore to the Great Adi Shakti Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi: " Please

don't let leaders rule us after You leave. "

 

regards to all,

 

 

jagbir