Guest guest Posted June 15, 2003 Report Share Posted June 15, 2003 Jai mataji to all the sahaja yogis! As I am growing more and more frustated, I have decided to communicate with shri mataji directly via letter. The reason of frustation is that no co-sahaja yogi of mine is able to provide me with proper solution to my problem in sahaja yoga. My problem is that I lack vibratory awareness despite following standard practices taught in sahaja yoga, e.g. - part 1 1> In the morning, I begin my meditation with the mantra of shri Ganesh i.e. Om twameva sakshat shri ganesh..........................namo namah. 2> Then I enchant 3 mantras of adi shakti mentally i.e. Om twameva sakshat shri mahalaxmi..........................namo namah, Om twameva sakshat shri kalki..........................namo namah and Om twameva sakshat shri kalki sakshat shri sahastrar swamini moksha pradayni..........................namo namah. 3> Then I take bandhans & c. 4> I affirm that I had forgiven all including myself and apologise shri mataji for whatever I may have done wrongs in present life or past lives. 5> I pray to mother to remove all the undesired heat from my body via mother earth. 6> I balance myself. 7> I put palms of the hands on the ground and ask shri mataji to provide me the state of balance. 8> I enchant the mantra of thoughtlessness as Om twameva sakshat shri nirvichar..........................namo namah which never worked out. 9> occasionally I enchant mantra of chitta devata (deity of chitta or attention) as Om twameva sakshat shri chitta deveta..........................namo namah. This also never worked out. part 2 1> in the evening, I begin treating myself with salted water the mantra of shri Ganesh as Om twameva sakshat shri ganesh..........................namo namah. 2> Then I enchant 3 mantras of adi shakti mentally i.e. Om twameva sakshat shri mahalaxmi..........................namo namah, Om twameva sakshat shri kalki..........................namo namah and Om twameva sakshat shri kalki..........................namo namah. 3> Then I take bandhans & c. 4> I bow to deity of water which is supposed to be varun devata. 5> I dip both the feet in the salted water. I use 3 and half handful of salt and dissolve it into 3 and half mugful of water. The aqueous solution of salt is placed in the pot made out of steal. 6> I affirm that I had forgiven all including myself and apologise shri mataji for whatever I may have done wrongs in present life or past lives. 7> I pray to mother to remove all the impurities from my body via water. 8> I enchant the mantra of thoughtlessness as Om twameva sakshat shri nirvichar..........................namo namah which never worked out. 9> I close my eyes and try to meditate. 10> occasionally I hold a candle before my eyes, keep the eyes open and enchant the mantra of thoughtlessness as Om twameva sakshat shri nirvichar..........................namo namah which never worked out. I make all the affirmations and enchant mantra while trying to remain focussed at sahastrar. But the result bears no fruit. Whatever I do is fruitless. It seems to me shri mataji is not responding to my prayers or mantras. NOW THE ONLY WAY THAT REMAINS IS TO COMMUNICATE WITH SHRI MATAJI AT GROSS LEVEL VIA LETTER. I request to all of the sahaja yogis to provide me the POSTAL address of shri mataji if any one of them knows. I will be highly obliged. May adishakti bless you all! p.s. - I have heared from my co-sahaja yogis that I have warm vibrations. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 15, 2003 Report Share Posted June 15, 2003 Dear fellow Sahaja Yogi It is very important that you understand that we do not bother Our Holy Mother with our personal problems. Her attention is on global problems. If you have been told you have warm vibrations, this may be a liver problem and daily use of an icepack (wrapped in cloth) directly on the liver will be of use in drawing out the heat. You do not say when you were given your realisation. If you are newly realised, then please be patient and allow your own Kundalini to work it out from within. If you are an established yogi then there may be something deeper to work out. In either case please allow other Sahaja yogis to advise you. If you have patience and true surrender, then it will work out. Jai Shri Mataji! J shriadishakti , " mukeshpandit2002in " <mukeshpandit2002in> wrote: > Jai mataji to all the sahaja yogis! > As I am growing more and more frustated, I have decided to communicate with shri mataji directly via letter. The reason of frustation is that no co-sahaja yogi of mine is able to provide me with proper solution to my problem in sahaja yoga. My problem is that I lack vibratory awareness despite following standard practices taught in sahaja yoga, e.g. - > > part 1 > > 1> In the morning, I begin my meditation with the mantra of shri Ganesh i.e. Om twameva sakshat shri ganesh..........................namo namah. > 2> Then I enchant 3 mantras of adi shakti mentally i.e. Om twameva sakshat shri mahalaxmi..........................namo namah, Om twameva sakshat shri kalki..........................namo namah and Om twameva sakshat shri kalki sakshat shri sahastrar swamini moksha pradayni..........................namo namah. > 3> Then I take bandhans & c. > 4> I affirm that I had forgiven all including myself and apologise shri mataji for whatever I may have done wrongs in present life or past lives. > 5> I pray to mother to remove all the undesired heat from my body via mother earth. > 6> I balance myself. > 7> I put palms of the hands on the ground and ask shri mataji to provide me the state of balance. > 8> I enchant the mantra of thoughtlessness as Om twameva sakshat shri nirvichar..........................namo namah which never worked out. > 9> occasionally I enchant mantra of chitta devata (deity of chitta or attention) as Om twameva sakshat shri chitta deveta..........................namo namah. This also never worked out. > > part 2 > > 1> in the evening, I begin treating myself with salted water the mantra of shri Ganesh as Om twameva sakshat shri ganesh..........................namo namah. > 2> Then I enchant 3 mantras of adi shakti mentally i.e. Om twameva sakshat shri mahalaxmi..........................namo namah, Om twameva sakshat shri kalki..........................namo namah and Om twameva sakshat shri kalki..........................namo namah. > 3> Then I take bandhans & c. > 4> I bow to deity of water which is supposed to be varun devata. > 5> I dip both the feet in the salted water. I use 3 and half handful of salt and dissolve it into 3 and half mugful of water. The aqueous solution of salt is placed in the pot made out of steal. > 6> I affirm that I had forgiven all including myself and apologise shri mataji for whatever I may have done wrongs in present life or past lives. > 7> I pray to mother to remove all the impurities from my body via water. > 8> I enchant the mantra of thoughtlessness as Om twameva sakshat shri nirvichar..........................namo namah which never worked out. > 9> I close my eyes and try to meditate. > 10> occasionally I hold a candle before my eyes, keep the eyes open and enchant the mantra of thoughtlessness as Om twameva sakshat shri nirvichar..........................namo namah which never worked out. > > I make all the affirmations and enchant mantra while trying to remain focussed at sahastrar. But the result bears no fruit. Whatever I do is fruitless. It seems to me shri mataji is not responding to my prayers or mantras. > > NOW THE ONLY WAY THAT REMAINS IS TO COMMUNICATE WITH SHRI MATAJI AT GROSS LEVEL VIA LETTER. > > I request to all of the sahaja yogis to provide me the POSTAL address of shri mataji if any one of them knows. > I will be highly obliged. > > May adishakti bless you all! > > p.s. - I have heared from my co-sahaja yogis that I have warm vibrations. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 16, 2003 Report Share Posted June 16, 2003 shriadishakti , Mukesh Pandit <mukeshpandit2002in> wrote: > > I APPEAL TO THE COLLECTIVE NOT TO WASTE THEIR TIME IN > WRITING ANYTHING OTHER THAN POSTAL ADDRESS OF SHRI > MATAJI ! > > May adishakti bless you all! > To all members, If anyone of you have the address of Cabella please give it to Mukesh Pandit. i have only this email address of Cabella: raju <raju In the meantime Mukesh may want to read an interesting article at: http://www.sahajayoga.org/sahajnews/downloads/new_york_newsletter_may _13.doc The best way would be to cut and paste it to the browser. Some SYs do have incredible experiences, others not at all. Some do have unbelievable vibrations on a 24/7 basis, a very few nothing at all. Mukesh has really been working very hard to have his vibrations established but without success. i know a SY who has felt nothing at all for more than 9 years but his dedication to Shri Mataji is unconditional and steadfast. i have seen blind humans walking with canes to houses of worship, who continue praying to God in earnest and seeking forgiveness. Even in that darkness they strive to seek His Light and Guidance. What is the permanent loss of sight compared to lack of vibrations? jagbir Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted June 16, 2003 Report Share Posted June 16, 2003 My dear brother This preoccupation with yourself tells us much about why you are not feeling vibrations. Why cannot you see? Our Holy Mother is here to change the world. And time is running out. At this stage in the world's evolution, Her attention is on global problems. If you would only realise this and surrender your individual needs to the global needs of the more than six billion human beings on this planet, every one of whom is, like you, one of Our Holy Mother's children, and of whom the vast majority have not yet even been offered the chance of self-realisation, you might be pleasantly surprised at the change in yourself. It is perfectly proper to write Our Holy Mother a letter. However it is not necessary to physically post it. Just leave it on your altar. If you are truely surrendered to the Divine will, your desires will be addressed and your problems attended to - but in the Divine time, not yours. Surrender in your heart, dear brother. It really is the only way. J Ps. I've just re-read your original post. That's an amazing amount of salt you're using in your footsoak! Wow! Actually just a few grains is fine... shriadishakti , Mukesh Pandit <mukeshpandit2002in> wrote: > Jai mataji to all of the collective including > sahajahist! > > If a mother has 10 children and the 10th one has some > serious difficulty, the mother cannot go by saying > that , " I have to take care of all the 10 children, > do not bother me by telling your personal problem! " > Believing that shri mataji is the adishakti, she is > having billions of children and if any one of her > children is suffering, she also cannot go by saying > that, " I have to take care of all the children, do > not bother me by telling your personal problem! " Since > she is the adishakti and considering that she is the > source of all the vibrations, she is potent to take > care of her children at individual level. Moreover, > if some sahaja yogi has such a serious level of > frustration, is it not rude to say not to bother shri > mataji for our personal problem? > > It seems to me that you have not read my letter > carefully, otherwise you would not have wondered > whether I am a newcomer or an established sahaja yogi. > Moreover, if I am in sahaja yoga for more than 3 and > half years despite not being vibratorily aware, it > proves my patience. > > You said that kundalini might be working at deeper > level. Fine, but what is that deeper level? You do not > know, but adishakti knows and this why I want to hear > from her directly. > > On one hand you sahaja yogis keep on telling that only > shri mataji knows your problem and on the other hand > you also keep on telling " Do not bother shri mataji by > telling your personal problem. " Is it logical? No, it > will only increase my frustration. Either you tell me > the problem with dead confidence or let me know the > postal address of mother. > > I have consulted my co-shajaja yogis regarding my > problem. None of them have suggested solution with > dead confidence. They only speculate, I might be > having this or that. Some says this, other says that. > So many sahaja yogis, so many speculations! None of > the speculations ever worked out. I am tired of these > speculations. I want to hear something for sure and > with dead confidence. > > Regarding hot liver, I am tired of putting ice pack on > it. It did not work out. > > So my dear brother, instead of giving me the postal > address of shri mataji, you only added to my > frustration. You hurted me a lot. > > I APPEAL TO THE COLLECTIVE NOT TO WASTE THEIR TIME IN > WRITING ANYTHING OTHER THAN POSTAL ADDRESS OF SHRI > MATAJI ! > > May adishakti bless you all! > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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