Thrown out

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Dear Jagbir,

jai shri mataji,

My name is gaurav Tyagi.I am 21 yrs old.I dont know

why i am writing this to you? 1.5 yrs back our beloved

mother smiled on me and by her grace i received my

realisation.Before my realisation I was a wayward type

of person very egoistic and left sided .Of course

Mother made me realise how i was!!Before i came to SY

My mind was wild with questions about myself ,why i

cant be collective and enjoy those little pleasures of

life like having good friends.I had a lot of

behavioral problems.Yes Mother made me realise all

that and by her grace i came into sahaja yoga.But

Somehow i held my parents responsible for poor

upbringing.She told me it was superego but i continued

to indulge in it. " I thought i was a great yogi " .I

didnt undersdtand how i was sinning aganist god

almighty himself and oneday my vibrations were

gone.All the awareness was gone i have now become

severe leftsided person ie. useless.Its been 4 months

now.Although I have sensations on my left hand.I feel

mother has not completely left me.Please tell me what

should i do?My screen name screamer2000_98

in your group.I cant tell anybody not even my parents

! I dont know what they will do!! Please tell me if i

have been completely thrown out never to return ????

Also there is one more thing I was having liscentious

habits before coming to sahaja yoga.But I left that

habit from feb onwards.I was thrown out on may

starting . Maybe i know the truth that i am

permanently thrown out but i would like to know a

confirmation from an experienced person like

yourself.Also I was the one who had volunteered to

help mr.mukesh pandit to translate your website but i

was so lost in my very big ego that i thought that it

would affect my vishhudhi sitting in front of

computers all day.Please feel free to ignore this if u

like....

Thank you..

Gaurav...

 

 

shriadishakti , " jagbir singh

<adishakti_org> " <adishakti_org> wrote:

> shriadishakti , " Princess

<moonangelsy> "

> <moonangelsy> wrote:

> > Why do people get thrown out of Sahaja Yoga? and

how would the

> > person know if they have been thrown out or not?

IS being thrown

> out

> > of Sahaja Yoga the same thing as dropping out of

Sahaja Yoga?

> >

> > Thank you!

>

> Hi Princess,

>

> You should know that extremely few people are asked

to leave Sahaja

> Yoga, less than .0001%. Shri Mataji only request

the person to

> leave for his/her own sake and the safety of the

collective.

>

> 1. Sometimes there are mentally unbalanced

newcomers who want to

> harm or kill others. There was one famous chap Simon

Montford Dicon

> who was asked to leave in 1990 as he believed

himself to be the

> Avenging Angel about to mete justice on behalf of

God Almighty. You

> may check him out at:

www.adishakti.org/simon_d_montford.htm

>

> 2. Many year ago there was one Warren who was asked

to leave because

> of sexual misconduct.

>

> Being asked to leave Sahaja Yoga is different from

dropping out, the

> later exercising the freedom of free will. Sahaja

Yoga is like a

> revolving door. You may come in and leave whenever

you want. If

> after years you decide to visit you are most

welcome.

>

> But i have to admit that being asked to leave

sometimes results in

> very bitter feelings. They say there is no fury like

an

> 'incarnation' scorned. There has been so far only

one such scorned

> false or admitprophet - Simon Montford Dicon. He

has been bitter

> ever since, and even till today he still nurses a

badly bruised ego

> that cannot let go of the past.

>

> warmest regards,

>

>

> jagbir