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Hi jagbir and others

 

Im quite surprised that nobody offered to tell me the

state of my subtle system. Jagbir, according to you if

there was anything so wrong then you would have

instinctively known.

 

Before i continue, the Mahrani actually had more to

say..(Im really not bluffing, I just thought it seemed

out of place, thats why i kept mum about it). She said

that SM had told her that osho a.k.a Rajneesh was

Ravan in his last birth. When asked by the Maharani as

to how she knew, SM replied that she was Sita in her

last birth.

 

Coming back to my subtle system..loads is worng. But

lets keep that aside for a little bit longer. I had

been making great strides in my meditation and had

even succeeded in keeping my attention on myself for

extended durations of time (This was something

suggested by the SY doc i met at the 81st bday puja)

He said that SM said that it was like flying a kite,

the boy always has his bearings on himself, even

though his attention is on the kite) I even had a most

remarkable telepathic experience one day, when i by

some great spiritual mechanism got to know that a

friend in a distant city was thinking of me at that

very instant! I called on her cell phone immediately

to verify and it turned out to be true!

 

Well, so this mediatation has been in full swing for

some 6 months now. But i realised i was so content

with just SY that i had stopped seekign anything else

in life. Finally, i had to force myself to stop

waiting for miracles and go out and look for a job.

With gods grace, i did finally land something. Now

life is getting chaotic again, i rarely had any

tingling on the fingers, but these days there is

soemthing or the other always burning or itching on

the fingertips. My stomach is a mess as usual and

disgusting thoughts seem to weave their way into mind

without any invitation.

 

I've started drinking regularly again and though i

thought id quit smoking for good, im had a few

yesterday

Does anyone have any insights?

p.s. Spare me the SY trademark nastiness. Either you

have insights or you dont.