Guest guest Posted October 29, 2004 Report Share Posted October 29, 2004 I had a question. I kind of had a revelation last night as i lay awake, drunk and high, contemplating why the hell I continue to take part in such things, hang out with such people when I know full well I don't enjoy it or want to. I was curious, why is it so hard for one to peel himself away from a lifestyle which destroys ones life, his ability to get anything done, and constantly lures him back into the fold even against ones own conscious will or desire to do so, because there is none? How does the kundalini play a part in this and what is the cause, either mental or physically for such partying, addiction and the type of company ones keeps, finding it hard to distance yourself from such people and lifestyles though your not happy in them. If you or any other member of this forum could shed some light on these issues and any others that come to mind, from the perspective of thoughtless awareness, I would be very grateful. Thank you Kyyan Why do i continue to do what i do not wan to do and knowing it is not good for me. I do not meditate right now as i haven't really gotten into it yet because i wanted to get some of my most important questions answered first, before i begin. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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