vindhyavasinidasi

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Dear friends..an interesting email here...please help him ;

 

A L <vindhyavasinidasi>

Wed Dec 15, 2004 2:58 pm

Truth behind Sahaja Yoga

 

 

I am new to this forum. I came here because I

sincerely want to know the truth about Sahaja Yoga.

 

I am a Goddess devotee. I was involved in Sahaja Yoga

for a couple of years. I must say that I am still

confused about the experience.

 

Surely I felt something. I felt the energy going

through my body, I felt the breeze. I had wonderful

meditations.

 

But in the end it wasn't good for me, I think. The

Goddess had been a liberating and empowering figure

for me, but Shri Mataji changed that picture. The

positive figure was gone, and I was left with a

Goddess that was angry, judgemental, demanding and

created fear in me.

 

I still don't know what to think. On one side there

was the energy and the meditation. On the other side

there is the bad effect Shri Mataji as a guru had on

me.

 

On one hand I lost the positive, loving, empowering

Goddess, but on the other hand maybe the loving

Goddess is just my imagination. Why should the Goddess

be nice? Maybe my experience in Sahaja Yoga just

showed me my own weakness and ego?

 

I believe that a person can be cured from a mental

condition through Sahaja Yoga. But on the other hand

there are those who don't get cured or get mental

problems after years of meditation and dedication to

Shri Mataji.

 

Dasi

.................

 

Sincerely,danny

[Guest guest]

Thanks Danny,

 

i have already sent him an invitation to discuss his problems here

but am unsure about address. Can you bring him over here?

 

jagbir

 

shriadishakti , " calugar22 " <calugar22>

wrote:

>

> Dear friends..an interesting email here...please help him ;

>

> A L <vindhyavasinidasi>

> Wed Dec 15, 2004 2:58 pm

> Truth behind Sahaja Yoga

>

[Guest guest]

Dear Dasi,

 

Jai Shri Mataji,

 

Thank you for responding and joining this forum. i will honestly

respond to your legitimate enquiry and do my best to keep your

attention on the Goddess within, not Her incarnation as Shri Mataji

Nirmala Devi. The answers may take a day or two.

 

i would appreaciate if in the meantime you read the archives at the

bottom of the homepage of this forum:

 

http://www.adishakti.org/forum/archives.htm

 

jagbir

 

 

shriadishakti , " calugar22 " <calugar22>

wrote:

>

> Dear friends..an interesting email here...please help him ;

>

> A L <vindhyavasinidasi>

> Wed Dec 15, 2004 2:58 pm

> Truth behind Sahaja Yoga

>

>

> I am new to this forum. I came here because I

> sincerely want to know the truth about Sahaja Yoga.

>

> I am a Goddess devotee. I was involved in Sahaja Yoga

> for a couple of years. I must say that I am still

> confused about the experience.

>

> Surely I felt something. I felt the energy going

> through my body, I felt the breeze. I had wonderful

> meditations.

>

> But in the end it wasn't good for me, I think. The

> Goddess had been a liberating and empowering figure

> for me, but Shri Mataji changed that picture. The

> positive figure was gone, and I was left with a

> Goddess that was angry, judgemental, demanding and

> created fear in me.

>

> I still don't know what to think. On one side there

> was the energy and the meditation. On the other side

> there is the bad effect Shri Mataji as a guru had on

> me.

>

> On one hand I lost the positive, loving, empowering

> Goddess, but on the other hand maybe the loving

> Goddess is just my imagination. Why should the Goddess

> be nice? Maybe my experience in Sahaja Yoga just

> showed me my own weakness and ego?

>

> I believe that a person can be cured from a mental

> condition through Sahaja Yoga. But on the other hand

> there are those who don't get cured or get mental

> problems after years of meditation and dedication to

> Shri Mataji.

>

> Dasi

> ................

>

> Sincerely,danny

[Guest guest]

Thank you for the welcome. This is a forum for Sahaja

Yogis, right? I must confess that I feel a bit

uncomfortable here, because I am not a Sahaja Yogi and

some of you (I mean some Sahaja Yogis, not you

personally) have hurt my feelings quite deeply.

However, looking forward to the discussions.

 

Dasi

 

ps. I am a she.

 

> Dear Dasi,

>

> Jai Shri Mataji,

>

> Thank you for responding and joining this forum. i

> will honestly

> respond to your legitimate enquiry and do my best to

> keep your

> attention on the Goddess within, not Her incarnation

> as Shri Mataji

> Nirmala Devi. The answers may take a day or two.

>

> i would appreaciate if in the meantime you read the

> archives at the

> bottom of the homepage of this forum:

>

> http://www.adishakti.org/forum/archives.htm

>

> jagbir

>

>

> shriadishakti , " calugar22 "

> <calugar22>

> wrote:

> >

> > Dear friends..an interesting email here...please

> help him ;

> >

> > A L <vindhyavasinidasi>

> > Wed Dec 15, 2004 2:58 pm

> > Truth behind Sahaja Yoga

> >

> >

> > I am new to this forum. I came here because I

> > sincerely want to know the truth about Sahaja

> Yoga.

> >

> > I am a Goddess devotee. I was involved in Sahaja

> Yoga

> > for a couple of years. I must say that I am still

> > confused about the experience.

> >

> > Surely I felt something. I felt the energy going

> > through my body, I felt the breeze. I had

> wonderful

> > meditations.

> >

> > But in the end it wasn't good for me, I think. The

> > Goddess had been a liberating and empowering

> figure

> > for me, but Shri Mataji changed that picture. The

> > positive figure was gone, and I was left with a

> > Goddess that was angry, judgemental, demanding and

> > created fear in me.

> >

> > I still don't know what to think. On one side

> there

> > was the energy and the meditation. On the other

> side

> > there is the bad effect Shri Mataji as a guru had

> on

> > me.

> >

> > On one hand I lost the positive, loving,

> empowering

> > Goddess, but on the other hand maybe the loving

> > Goddess is just my imagination. Why should the

> Goddess

> > be nice? Maybe my experience in Sahaja Yoga just

> > showed me my own weakness and ego?

> >

> > I believe that a person can be cured from a mental

> > condition through Sahaja Yoga. But on the other

> hand

> > there are those who don't get cured or get mental

> > problems after years of meditation and dedication

> to

> > Shri Mataji.

> >

> > Dasi

> > ................

> >

> > Sincerely,danny

>

>

>

>

 

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Dear Dasi,

 

i just started preparing your post and, upon checking this, have

assumed that you are no longer a SYogini. It is indeed sad that

fellow SYs have hurt you.

 

i can assure you that i have also gone through a hard time and

understand what some SYs are capable of doing to others.

 

This is a forum where you can speak freely so that SYs are forced to

look themselves in the mirror. If you can tell about these negative

SYs who hurt you it would help confirm my long-held conviction that

the negativity is within. Senior SYs/leaders are always trying to

put the blame on external forces but i know deep in my heart that it

is all within - the collectives, organization etc.

 

i also want to know if your present disillusionment is caused more

by the treatment of some SYs than the confusion with Shri Mataji.

Just want to be sure. You also mentioned that you are/were a

SYogini. Are you out/still hanging on/just not sure?

 

jagbir

 

 

shriadishakti , A L <vindhyavasinidasi>

wrote:

>

> Thank you for the welcome. This is a forum for Sahaja

> Yogis, right? I must confess that I feel a bit

> uncomfortable here, because I am not a Sahaja Yogi and

> some of you (I mean some Sahaja Yogis, not you

> personally) have hurt my feelings quite deeply.

> However, looking forward to the discussions.

>

> Dasi

>

> ps. I am a she.

>

[Guest guest]

Jai shri mataji dasi,

as ur name suggest dasi means devotee toward god/godess.this name creates a imaginary impact on ur mind.as u says ur in sy from last couple of years, and till date u cant recognise the love & power of adishakti.

I will tell u my experience to u,may be it will help u.

I am from hindu family who trust there is a 330 millions god & as my parents say our kulswamini is a first to us then shirdi ke sai baba & then other guru who is talking abt god (even they are not realised). i obey their order in my childhood,as i saw all black magics , treatments & all guru's style & but after i attend sy on 9th sept 2002,i suddenly saw thrigunatmika before mahamantra starts.its only a miracle.

but as my sanskaar,i returned again to old things.but soon i realised that i only love to my mother SM. I come back regularly to sy. After continueing it again i loss my relatives,my feel like a winner,is a my victory.I taste everything like nectar.everything got change.

but if u still not totally surrender to SY or SM,then why dont u self ask in meditation to SM that r u really a goddess adi-shakti??? Am I really a holy spirit??? as now we are holy spirit.

U will definitely get ur answer.

Jai shri mataji

 

 

 

> A L <vindhyavasinidasi>> Wed Dec 15, 2004 2:58 pm> Truth behind Sahaja Yoga> > > I am new to this forum. I came here because I> sincerely want to know the truth about Sahaja Yoga.> > I am a Goddess devotee. I was involved in Sahaja Yoga> for a couple of years. I must say that I am still> confused about the experience.> > Surely I felt something. I felt the energy going> through my body, I felt the breeze. I had wonderful> meditations.> > But in the end it wasn't good for me, I think. The> Goddess had been a liberating and empowering figure> for me, but Shri Mataji changed that picture. The> positive figure was gone, and I was left with a> Goddess that was angry, judgemental, demanding and> created fear in me.> > I still don't know what to think. On one side

there> was the energy and the meditation. On the other side> there is the bad effect Shri Mataji as a guru had on> me.> > On one hand I lost the positive, loving, empowering> Goddess, but on the other hand maybe the loving> Goddess is just my imagination. Why should the Goddess> be nice? Maybe my experience in Sahaja Yoga just> showed me my own weakness and ego?> > I believe that a person can be cured from a mental> condition through Sahaja Yoga. But on the other hand> there are those who don't get cured or get mental> problems after years of meditation and dedication to> Shri Mataji.> > Dasi> ................> > Sincerely,danny

 

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> This is a forum where you can speak freely so that

> SYs are forced to

> look themselves in the mirror. If you can tell about

> these negative

> SYs who hurt you it would help confirm my long-held

> conviction that

> the negativity is within.

 

I don't want to say anything bad about these people. I

am a very sensitive person and my feelings are easily

hurt. Let's just say that those Sahaja Yogis may be

right about me. I may have a big ego, conditionings,

my chakras may be all caught up, but it hurts when

these things are thrown at my face.

 

 

> i also want to know if your present disillusionment

> is caused more

> by the treatment of some SYs than the confusion with

> Shri Mataji.

 

I guess both. Of course it has an effect when people

make me feel bad. I also wonder why there are lots of

Sahaja Yogis who seem very hard and cold, especially

among those who are close to Shri Mataji. Shouldn't

they be the most angel-like, loving and compassionate

people on earth? But my feelings are linked with Shri

Mataji, too. I just don't see her as the loving and

compassionate mother. I always hoped that I would be

one of those who just recognize her, love her and

surrender their lives to her without any doubts or any

confusion. I don't know how many times I prayed that I

would be able to love her like that. I don't know how

many times I have asked in my meditation if she is the

Goddess. In the beginning I got no answers, nothing.

In the end I just felt some sort of a darkness or

negative feeling.

 

> Just want to be sure. You also mentioned that you

> are/were a

> SYogini. Are you out/still hanging on/just not sure?

 

I would say that I am out of Sahaja Yoga. But I am

confused and not sure if I have done the right thing.

 

Dasi

 

 

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