Best night of my life

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the self-realization finally happend for me last night. it was the

single greatist thing i have ever experinced.

 

i saw gods words and it came over me. I thanked him and cryed and

was forgivn. I decided to meditate and was succsesful for the fist

time. there was a dove in my mind and i followed it. I followed it

to a red sun that drained itself. The head of a golden snaked

slithered upwards. At somepoint i called to the mother. My forehead

burned I felt an eye opening and i could see the mother there she

hit me with the palm of her hand and cleaned me. My mind opened like

a flower i saw many flowers blooming i was left in the vast

openness of my mind it was all very scary yet i wasnt afraid. i was

there for some timetill a friend to my house and interupted me.

 

it felt as though i had died and was born again. It was simply

beautiful the best moment of my life.

 

i can not seem to get back there today. my forehead and the top of

my head itch like crazy. no amount of scrathing makes it stop i

seem to be driving myself crazy to get back there with no luck.

 

i just wanted to give thanks and to share my experince and to see if

could find advice on how to get back.

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shriadishakti , " spencercorliss "

<spencercorliss> wrote:

>

> the self-realization finally happend for me last night. it was the

> single greatist thing i have ever experinced.

>

> i saw gods words and it came over me. I thanked him and cryed and

> was forgivn. I decided to meditate and was succsesful for the fist

> time. there was a dove in my mind and i followed it. I followed it

> to a red sun that drained itself. The head of a golden snaked

> slithered upwards. At somepoint i called to the mother. My

> forehead burned I felt an eye opening and i could see the mother

> there she hit me with the palm of her hand and cleaned me. My mind

> opened like a flower i saw many flowers blooming i was left in

> the vast openness of my mind it was all very scary yet i wasnt

> afraid. i was there for some timetill a friend to my house and

> interupted me.

>

> it felt as though i had died and was born again. It was simply

> beautiful the best moment of my life.

>

> i can not seem to get back there today. my forehead and the top of

> my head itch like crazy. no amount of scrathing makes it stop i

> seem to be driving myself crazy to get back there with no luck.

>

> i just wanted to give thanks and to share my experince and to see

> if could find advice on how to get back.

>

 

Dear Spencer,

 

That was indeed a fascinating and wonderful experience and i am

happy for you. The Divine Mother sometimes blesses us with blissful

experiences to establish our faith.

 

However, you must not force yourself to experience the same. The

mind should never be forced. Please do not persist or induce your

mind. Just relax and let go of that desire. If you are supposed to

get more of such experiences they will come on their own. But do not

force because that could lead to problems. You must strive to become

thoughtless i.e., free from all thoughts or images. What you have

experienced as the best night of your life should be sufficient to

start and sustain your spiritual journey. It is the Divine Bliss of

the thoughtles state that you must always aim and stive for.

 

jagbir

 

BTW, can you tell us how you managed to get your self-realization? -

was it on-line/public program/SY meditation centre?

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shriadishakti , " jagbir singh "

<adishakti_org> wrote:

>

>

>

> shriadishakti , " spencercorliss "

> <spencercorliss> wrote:

> >

> > the self-realization finally happend for me last night. it was

the

> > single greatist thing i have ever experinced.

> >

> > i saw gods words and it came over me. I thanked him and cryed and

> > was forgivn. I decided to meditate and was succsesful for the

fist

> > time. there was a dove in my mind and i followed it. I followed

it

> > to a red sun that drained itself. The head of a golden snaked

> > slithered upwards. At somepoint i called to the mother. My

> > forehead burned I felt an eye opening and i could see the mother

> > there she hit me with the palm of her hand and cleaned me. My

mind

> > opened like a flower i saw many flowers blooming i was left in

> > the vast openness of my mind it was all very scary yet i wasnt

> > afraid. i was there for some timetill a friend to my house and

> > interupted me.

> >

> > it felt as though i had died and was born again. It was simply

> > beautiful the best moment of my life.

> >

> > i can not seem to get back there today. my forehead and the top

of

> > my head itch like crazy. no amount of scrathing makes it stop i

> > seem to be driving myself crazy to get back there with no luck.

> >

> > i just wanted to give thanks and to share my experince and to see

> > if could find advice on how to get back.

> >

>

> Dear Spencer,

>

> That was indeed a fascinating and wonderful experience and i am

> happy for you. The Divine Mother sometimes blesses us with blissful

> experiences to establish our faith.

>

> However, you must not force yourself to experience the same. The

> mind should never be forced. Please do not persist or induce your

> mind. Just relax and let go of that desire. If you are supposed to

> get more of such experiences they will come on their own. But do

not

> force because that could lead to problems. You must strive to

become

> thoughtless i.e., free from all thoughts or images. What you have

> experienced as the best night of your life should be sufficient to

> start and sustain your spiritual journey. It is the Divine Bliss

of

> the thoughtles state that you must always aim and stive for.

>

> jagbir

>

> BTW, can you tell us how you managed to get your self-

realization? -

> was it on-line/public program/SY meditation centre?

 

 

 

i was very very depressedand was reading a msn group on prayers.

After reading sometime i started to almost feel the words of the

prayers. I read and read and the cool breeze was all over my body. I

read one last prayer labeled " The Power of Prayer " and it broke me.

I cried for sometime thanking god and forgiving every one. I was

just so overwhelmed in love and so thankful. I gave my love back to

the forgivness i was recieving. I pushed it out as hard as i could

almost like a seed breaking its shell and sprouting. i calmed down a

bit and decided to try and meditate. I felt the energy travel up my

spine and my forehead burned it was an almost uncomfterble feeling.

It opened and i litterly saw the mother there helping my sprout and

cleaning me. She was in a huge field and i saw many flowers blooming.

Then it was just the the emptyness of space where i stayed for

sometime.i felt like the guy in the picture of the all the chakras

with the rays coming out of his head. Sorry to explain again but it

was just breathtaking.

 

Here are somelinks

 

http://groups.msn.com/ChristiansWhoareHurting/_whatsnew.msnw

 

http://groups.msn.com/ChristiansWhoareHurting/yourwebpage1.msnw

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shriadishakti , " spencercorliss "

<spencercorliss> wrote:

>

> i was very very depressedand was reading a msn group on prayers.

> After reading sometime i started to almost feel the words of the

> prayers. I read and read and the cool breeze was all over my body.

I read one last prayer labeled " The Power of Prayer " and it broke

me. I cried for sometime thanking god and forgiving every one. I was

> just so overwhelmed in love and so thankful. I gave my love back

to the forgivness i was recieving. I pushed it out as hard as i

could almost like a seed breaking its shell and sprouting. i calmed

down a bit and decided to try and meditate. I felt the energy travel

up my spine and my forehead burned it was an almost uncomfterble

feeling. It opened and i litterly saw the mother there helping my

sprout and cleaning me. She was in a huge field and i saw many

flowers blooming. Then it was just the the emptyness of space where

i stayed for sometime.i felt like the guy in the picture of the all

the chakras with the rays coming out of his head. Sorry to explain

again but it was just breathtaking.

>

> Here are somelinks

>

> http://groups.msn.com/ChristiansWhoareHurting/_whatsnew.msnw

>

> http://groups.msn.com/ChristiansWhoareHurting/yourwebpage1.msnw

>

 

So just continue meditating on the Divine Mother within in the form

that is most comfortable to you. The Divine Feminine of all

religions is one and the same. You may join this Christian group if

you think you will progress but just take care not to become rigid

in your beliefs.

 

jagbir

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meditation is the only thing that will further my growth.

The mother is indeed the one nurturing us all.

 

 

shriadishakti , " jagbir singh "

<adishakti_org> wrote:

>

> shriadishakti , " spencercorliss "

> <spencercorliss> wrote:

> >

> > i was very very depressedand was reading a msn group on

prayers.

> > After reading sometime i started to almost feel the words of the

> > prayers. I read and read and the cool breeze was all over my

body.

> I read one last prayer labeled " The Power of Prayer " and it broke

> me. I cried for sometime thanking god and forgiving every one. I

was

> > just so overwhelmed in love and so thankful. I gave my love back

> to the forgivness i was recieving. I pushed it out as hard as i

> could almost like a seed breaking its shell and sprouting. i

calmed

> down a bit and decided to try and meditate. I felt the energy

travel

> up my spine and my forehead burned it was an almost uncomfterble

> feeling. It opened and i litterly saw the mother there helping my

> sprout and cleaning me. She was in a huge field and i saw many

> flowers blooming. Then it was just the the emptyness of space

where

> i stayed for sometime.i felt like the guy in the picture of the

all

> the chakras with the rays coming out of his head. Sorry to explain

> again but it was just breathtaking.

> >

> > Here are somelinks

> >

> > http://groups.msn.com/ChristiansWhoareHurting/_whatsnew.msnw

> >

> > http://groups.msn.com/ChristiansWhoareHurting/yourwebpage1.msnw

> >

>

> So just continue meditating on the Divine Mother within in the

form

> that is most comfortable to you. The Divine Feminine of all

> religions is one and the same. You may join this Christian group

if

> you think you will progress but just take care not to become rigid

> in your beliefs.

>

> jagbir

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>

> shriadishakti , " spencercorliss "

> <spencercorliss> wrote:

>> the self-realization finally happend for me last night. it was

>> the single greatist thing i have ever experinced.

>> i saw gods words and it came over me. I thanked him and cryed and

>> was forgivn. I decided to meditate and was succsesful for the

>> fist time.

>>

shriadishakti , " kriptodanny "

<kriptodanny> wrote:

>

> If you were succeseful for the first time,then why in the NAME OF

> GOD you give advice to people??

> Listen, you don't want to spend 10 minutes in meditation in the

> morning to save your soul,this is your problem.The SIMPLE GREATEST

> THING was not last night, but that day when you decided to just

> meditate.

> danny

 

 

Danny,

 

Sometimes you act really strange and go into that " baseball bat "

mode. For the first time Spencer had a positive experience and

already you are taking a swing for:

 

1) giving advise to people!!??

2) not spending 10 minutes in meditation in the morning!

 

What's all this chiding for? For crying out loud it was Spencer's

FIRST experience! Why do you like scolding others for no apparent

reason? Can't you give them a break? Have you forgotten what you did

when you started doing Sahaja Yoga? Why can't you just let those new

to Sahaja Yoga/meditation/self-realization take their time?

 

With an attitude like that you will help scare off people not only

from this forum but Sahaja Yoga as well. i told you before that

if you want to take a swing at anyone " reflect and then deflect the

need to react negatively. Let that positive side of yours always

prevail and you will do well. " Apparently you do not think much of

it or just can't restrain yourself.

 

jagbir

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hello danny,

 

I had widsom before last night

I used to look through my eye via other means, something i had

thought ruined me.

 

However i learned last night it was not the case and i opened it

with out an aiding substance, so to speak. It was the greatest

moment because it showed me i was now on the right path, without it

meditation would have come and gone. Thank you for your comments

though and dont let that POINT go to your head.

 

shriadishakti , " jagbir singh "

<adishakti_org> wrote:

>

> >

> > shriadishakti , " spencercorliss "

> > <spencercorliss> wrote:

> >> the self-realization finally happend for me last night. it was

> >> the single greatist thing i have ever experinced.

> >> i saw gods words and it came over me. I thanked him and cryed

and

> >> was forgivn. I decided to meditate and was succsesful for the

> >> fist time.

> >>

> shriadishakti , " kriptodanny "

> <kriptodanny> wrote:

> >

> > If you were succeseful for the first time,then why in the NAME OF

> > GOD you give advice to people??

> > Listen, you don't want to spend 10 minutes in meditation in the

> > morning to save your soul,this is your problem.The SIMPLE

GREATEST

> > THING was not last night, but that day when you decided to just

> > meditate.

> > danny

>

>

> Danny,

>

> Sometimes you act really strange and go into that " baseball bat "

> mode. For the first time Spencer had a positive experience and

> already you are taking a swing for:

>

> 1) giving advise to people!!??

> 2) not spending 10 minutes in meditation in the morning!

>

> What's all this chiding for? For crying out loud it was Spencer's

> FIRST experience! Why do you like scolding others for no apparent

> reason? Can't you give them a break? Have you forgotten what you

did

> when you started doing Sahaja Yoga? Why can't you just let those

new

> to Sahaja Yoga/meditation/self-realization take their time?

>

> With an attitude like that you will help scare off people not only

> from this forum but Sahaja Yoga as well. i told you before that

> if you want to take a swing at anyone " reflect and then deflect

the

> need to react negatively. Let that positive side of yours always

> prevail and you will do well. " Apparently you do not think much of

> it or just can't restrain yourself.

>

> jagbir