Those who try to bring in assertions and conditioning and ego are not going to grow

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> , Ravindran Nair

> <ravindran_nair2005@> wrote:

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> > Dear Jagbir,

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> > I did not get to thank you for the guidance you provided me in

> your last posts....thank you, it is indeed heartening to know that

> someone has not become a strait-jacketed ritual-following moron. I

> also want to congratulate you for the tremendous job you have done

> on the internet. I did numerous searches today for a lot of

> different information, and more often than not, i would land up at

> your adishakti website!!!

> >

> > I am looking for words of shri mataji on the subject of will-

> power/willpower. Would you have any excerpts from her on this

> matter? I would be much obliged if you could assist.

> >

> > Thank you.

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> > Ravindran

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, " Violet "

<violet.tubb wrote:

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> Dear Ravindran,

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> i don't think Shri Mataji used the word 'will power' very much,

> but i know She used the word 'desire power' quite a lot.

>

> Maybe if you do searches, using the word 'desire power', you will

> get the results you are after.

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> Kind regards,

>

> Violet

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Dear Ravindran,

 

What Violet has said is indeed true. " Will power " reminds me of

mental thoughts from the mind that disturbs the thoughtless state.

It is the " desire power' from the heart that requires little

thinking.

 

For example the will power to acquire a car will be " I need a

car " ; " I must save for a car " ; " I can work overtime to purchase a

new car " ; " I can borrow for new car down payment " and so on. It

requires constant reminder for the " will " to have power to fulfill a

future need.

 

The " desire power " is more silent. You really cannot express it much

because it is always there but does not need constant reminders. It

is a soothing silence that sustains a past need for eventual

accomplishment.

 

The best would be to remain in the present moment, the optimum state

that neither requires the past desire or future will. And there is

no need to understand how and why there is a difference between

desire and will. The most important is to remain thoughtless in the

present as the rest are all petty details that echo in your mind.

 

i have a talk of Shri Mataji regarding the Adi Kundalini that may

help new SYs never ever to resort to any external rituals. What

cleansing-obsessed SYs do not tell you about is the futility of

getting cleansing energy from external rituals. This is what Shri

Mataji has to say, though not mentioning it by name:

 

" So please remember, those who try to bring in assertions and

conditioning and ego and all that are not going to grow because they

are not getting the energy from the Kundalini but from outside which

is absolutely useless. "

 

So lemons, chillies, salt, matka, strings, candles etc., is not

going to make you grow/heal unless one learns to get energy from the

Kundalini. Thus this explains why many SYs are in daily cleansing,

and want others to be subject too to the burden of a life-long yoke.

 

And trying to understand the subtle system will not help either. You

are only falling into the trap that have ensnared most SYs by trying

to comprehend the three channels. Ask 10 SYs the same questions and

you will get different, even contradictory replies. It is so

confusing and disheartening to realize months/years later that what

you learnt is not true. Then the doubts come that the next SY may

also give you information that may later turn to be only half true.

i learnt this defect many years ago while still new and decided to

find it myself i.e,, from Shri Mataji within. It is indeed a

blessing to be able to seek the Inner Guru.

 

You will be a better balanced personality if you understand and

follow the wisdom and enlightenment of Shri Mataji's talk about the

Adi Kundalini. i am saying that your Mother Kundalini is absolutely

able to destroy all your catches and subtle system problems. She

also helps you stabilize yourself for the thoughtless state where

you need not know or read anything as the Silence will teach you.

Your own Guru within will enlighten you of whatever is desired or

need to be known. It will not bring instant results. If you are to

taught by Silence then your learning curve will be a gradual, easy

ascent. Listening to Shri Mataji's tapes help but it is the silent

introspection that accelerates growth.

 

Some may question why SYs give all these facts and knowledge here.

The main purpose is to explain Shri Mataji's Divine Message and give

evidence that She indeed is the incarnation of the Shakti within

sent to deliver it. Secondary purpose is to throw an unforgivingly

harsh spotlight on serious issues that have been nonchalantly swept

under the management carpet, diseased dirt that was not allowed to

be removed even for the sake of assured eventual good health for all

SYs. The issues include reminding SYs of their duty to TELL ALL THE

NATIONS; making newcomers realize that spiritual advancement has

nothing to do with seniority (or getting advise from them); ridding

SYs of cleansing conditionings and rituals; teaching them to become

their own masters (instead of being slaves to ignorant SYs);

emphasizing the importance of surrendering all to Mother Kundalini

within; and confirming accusations that the brahminical management

team have time and again failed to spread Shri Mataji's message, and

that it is now up to the majority sudra caste to rise and fulfill

Her Vision for humanity.

 

jagbir

 

 

 

Shri Adi Kundalini Puja

Germany , August 11 , 1991

 

This is the Puja of Adi Kundalini as well as your own Kundalini.

" Self-realization is self-knowledge, and the one who gives you self-

knowledge is your own Kundalini because when She rises She points

out the problems on your chakras. " Kundalini is pure desire, which

means that it has no lust or greed. lt is the power of your own

Mother who knows everything about you, like a tape recorder.

" Whatever chakras She touches She also knows what's wrong with that

chakra beforehand, so She's quite prepared and She adjusts

Herself fully so that you do not get a problem by Her awakening. If

any chakra is constricted She waits and goes on slowly opening that

chakra. "

 

Kundalini is the primordial power which is reflected within you like

many strands of energy twisted together-like a rope. " In a human

being these strands are 3 into 7 that is 21 raised to the power 108.

When your Kundalini rises, one or two strands out of this come up

and pierce the fontanel bone area. " It's a spiral which has to pass

through the innermost Nadi, known as the Brahma Nadi, which is also

a spiral. " The outermost Nadi is the right side and the second

innermost is the Ida Nadi. " When the Kundalini passes through the

Brahma Nadi, the sympathetic nervous system starts relaxing, and

when it goes to the Agnya chakra, then the eyes start relaxing, the

pupils dilate, and they can become very black like Shri Mataji's.

This is a way to easily see how far the Kundalini has risen in a

person.

 

The Kundalini energy is absolutely pure light of knowledge, love

compassion and attention. It is the living energy which knows how to

handle Itself and think. It is like the tip of a sprouting seed that

knows how to go around all the soft places, to encircle the stones,

then find its way to the source. " But within you is a tremendous

force of Kundalini, " ... a storehouse of love, compassion and

knowledge and ocean of forgiveness which can be enlightened by the

Spirit. " When people get realization, they do not understand that

they have to now grow, " and the reason they don't grow is they do

not ask for these energies-to be more compassionate, more loving,

more generous, and not to exploit others. " But If you do not want to

be growing in your awareness then She says, 'All right . He's a half-

baked Sahaja Yogi. Let it be.' She doesn't supply that energy which

is stored within you. " Mundane desires , such as asking for a

job or for cures for relatives, are impure because they are not

satiable.

 

" This Kundalini that is your Mother She is there to supply you,

nourish you, to look after you, to make you grow by giving you a

higher personality, wider personality, deeper personality. " But

our ideas about people who have higher personalities are wrong.

" People are higher because they are spiritually evolved; otherwise

they are not. "

 

This Puja is taking place in Germany, and " germ " actually means

Kundalini. Germs, or seeds, are usually encased in a hard shell for

protection. But the delicate germ has the capacity to break the hard

shell. " In the same way, when we become really delicate like a germ

and grow in our delicacy and in our beauty of compassion, love and

knowledge which makes you humble, then these shells will break....

So what we should ask for is that beautiful, soft, compassionate

nature and then the Kundalini will supply--because She only has

that.... All Her power is of love, nothing but love, so how can She

give you something She doesn't , have? Supposing you hate someone,

what can She , do? She can't do anything because She cannot give you

powers to hate. " If you hate someone, She gives you the power to

forgive. In order to grow, " We have to see how softly we talk,

how kindly we talk, how considerate we are. Now this is externally,

but when you start doing that externally the energy starts coming

internally..., So please remember, those who try to bring in

assertions and conditioning and ego and all that are not going to

grow because they are not getting the energy from the Kundalini but

from outside which is absolutely useless . "

 

" So the power of Kundalini is absolute purity, auspiciousness,

holiness, chastity, self-respect, pure love, detachment, concern,

enlightened attention to give you . joy " To grow, we need to

introspect. " What do l want in this , life? l should be able to love

many more people without any lust or greed or expectations. " The

Kundalini gives the witness state, She gives peace, security and

wisdom, which make us so powerful that no one can trouble us. If we

go against our Kundalini it Is very easy to jump on the left or

right side, where we can become anything uncontrollable. Whatever we

want--bhoots, diseases, filthy things-we can have them, nobody

can stop us. Discussing the bad points of others is also not going

to help us, especially the ladies.

 

" So when we talk of the light of the Kundalini we have to understand

that this light spreads in your life, outside your life and

expresses itself in a very, very beautiful manner . Everyone says

that Sahaja Yogis look very different from others. There's a glow on

their face, they look like flowers. " The simple village people of

Cabella were impressed by the collective behaviour of the Sahaja

Yogis. We have to just have " pure desire to get to that greater

personality of love and beautiful relationships. "

 

When you worship the Adi Kundalini, " the reflection in you which is

your own Kundalini feels very happy, also the Deities feel happy, In

that happy mood you can achieve a very much deeper experience,,..

But to keep it up you have to meditate; otherwise all these strands

will go back, slip down, which have come out in the Puja. Try to get

out of this every day to day nonsensical life. If you want you can

do it--it's again a question of your wanting. "

 

" So in your introspection, in your Pujas, in your meditation if you

see for yourself why are you mediating, it is for pure desire of

compassion and love to be awakened within us, You're already in the

meditation, you're already growing. The growth has started and

you'll grow so fast that this shell which is this human conditioning

and ego will break open. And then this small little thing which is

only in the triangular bone... manifests and can save the whole

world. "

 

When we sing together, clapping and feeling the joy in very simple

music, the joy we feel is because our Kundalini dances and is happy

when we ask for nothing but the enjoyment of collectivity.

" Collectivity doesn't mean we all should be stuck together with some

glue or something or we all become like rock of Gibraltar.... lt

means wherever you are, you are connected..,. The connecting line is

of love, and not of hatred.... But people will live together and

everyday break each others' heads. " Collectivity is " where there's

not the other, there's no other personality. These personalities are

separated from you because of left and right or could be both. But

you are your Self fully when you are absolutely detached and your

Kundalini's dancing. You're alone and never alone. This oneness with

the whole gives you all the security that you want, all the joy you

want, and that's why Kundalini awakening means collectivity . Unless

and until you want pure collectivity in your being, Kundalini won't

rise, " When we become so detached that we don't want anything with

anyone, the detachment becomes really enjoyable, and in that

detachment we enjoy others. " That means you enjoy the spirit of

another person through your spirit. "

 

So the relationship with the Adi Kundalini is that it is the

reflection of the Adi Kundalini. In the Turya state, the reflection

of our personality is four-dimensional. " The reflector is the desire

and the reflection is complete. " When we worship the Adi Kundalini,

what we are trying to do is to cleanse the Kundalini as well as

please the Deities. The object doesn't change but the reflection can

change. " The movement of Kundalini also depends on the temperament

of the person, what sort of a desire he has for his Kundalini to

rise. " When our desires are pure, then our desires work out. " When

it works the whole thing out you develop that faith within your

Self... [which] nobody can challenge. " It is not blind faith, but an

open eyes, experienced faith which is established within and cannot

be challenged . " If you have the faith, it will be done. "

 

" l have been telling Sahaja Yogis not to say something offhand

because you must know you are connected now. Your pure desire is now

being fulfilled and you are now connected, now you are divine, you

are realized souls, you are very different from others.... l can't

talk like this to anyone.... It is beyond their mind, but for you

all this subtle knowledge is just being absorbed because your

Kundalini is absorbing it. Now as it is, you know l always perspire

too much because l go on absorbing your heat. l absorb so

much that l perspire. So despite the fact that you people are having

a nice cool breeze and l am feeling hot. So this your Kundalini also

absorbs. Whatever you absorb is absorbed by Me.... Your Kundalini is

a barometer, and She tells you what is wrong with others, with

yourself,.,. The Kundalini is purity, is the reflector, and the more

you become a better reflector the more Kundalini shows. "

 

We all have our own separate Kundalini which is " different from

others in a way that Her awareness about us is different, but in Her

function, in Her methods She is just the same in everyone.... She

knows you very well, out and out. Remember this. You cannot cheat .

Her " We worship our Kundalini to give Her all the credit, that " Oh,

Mother, You have given us these great powers, You have given us this

subtle knowledge within ourselves, You have given us the love which

encompasses the whole world, and the more you become aware of Her

connections-very, very delicate connections then you will be

amazed. " To develop ourselves and grow, we have to ask and desire

for something very beautiful. But if our attention is moving on

nonsensical things, how will we g row'? " That's why l said we

have to meditate so we get into thoughtless awareness by which we

allow the Kundalini to grow. l hope after today's program people

will pay attention to their own Kundalini and not to the defects of

other people. First you must grow and develop a personality of that

compassion and love and everything.'. Then you will grow into " a

beautiful picture of perfection as a human being. "

 

Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi

Shri Adi Kundalini Puja, Germany , August 11 , 1991