But why is Shri Mataji silent for so long and continues to bear witness?

December 1, 2006

>

> This incident is evidence that Shri Mataji does not talk to Sir CP

> as has been claimed by WCASY and himself. It is just not true as

> She has stopped talking due to the medication administered to Her.

>

Shri Mataji used to be a prolific talker who literally spent the

last three decades traversing and criss-crossing the globe every

year in an effort to enlighten humanity. We all know the prodigious

time and effort spent by Her in talking with fellow human beings,

sometimes for hours at end. She promised to spread Sahaja Yoga

before attaining Mahasamadhi.

Then a minor incident in April 2003 snowballed into what we have

today. Shri Mataji, then an octogenarian, had some hallucinations.

It ended with Her being given an anti-psychotic drug Risperidone.

Since being given medication She has not communicated with any

person in any meaningful way over the last three years. i thought

the medication was the cause of Her inability to talk. However today

i have realized that is NOT THE CASE! Risperidone does not silence

the patient.

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and following your doctor's dosing instructions, this side effect

may be reduced or it may go away over time.

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such as restlessness, tremors, and muscle stiffness. Some people

taking RISPERDAL have these side effects. In clinical studies, these

side effects were uncommon at lower doses, but did increase with

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Only your doctor should adjust your dose or stop your medication. "

www.risperdal.com/

So why is Shri Mataji so silent for so long? It is as if Shri

Mahamaya is playing a game with those who have boldly hijacked Her

Will and now raised and praised Sir CP to be the incarnation of Shri

Shiva. Sir Shiva, in return for such a blessing, has empowered WCASY

to act as judge, jury and executioner.

Violet has raised a very troubling point that also pricked my

conscience:

" Here then is the advice given from the person of whom Shri Mataji

wrote: " Any advice from him should not be accepted at all. "

(http://www.adishakti.org/images/sm_1998_letter.JPG) When you read

what he advised... i am sure it will become clear why Shri Mataji

told us not to listen to him:

Sir CP:

" One thing I want to mention - World Council - is that She (Shri

Mataji) desires for me to convey to you that the World Council is

the highest authority in Sahaja Yoga, representing Her will. And

this will be, the World Council, will be the final deciding

authority in Sahaja Yoga collectives. There should be no doubt about

that. That is Her will, and on behalf of Her, the World Council will

be acting. Is that clear to everyone? That is Her will and She asked

me to convey this, and I am conveying it to you. The final authority

is the World Council. Everything else emanates from the World

Council. Whatever decision is to be taken, the World Council takes,

because that is Her will. The Council represents Her will. Alright?

So there should be no confusion in future. That has been decided.

Thereafter, what happens where is a matter for the World Council to

decide. We have now to move forward, carry forward the message and

act on that basis. "

http://www.sahajayoga.org/swan/view/swan_512_2006.asp

/message/6321?threaded=1 & l=1

" The T-square formations between Moon-Mars, Venus, Jupiter and

Neptune, indicate that some of the plans of Mataji might be hindered

by obstructive activities of evil and negative forces. Also Mataji

might have to steer through conflicting loyalties and aims, of some

of her so-called followers who are enemies in disguise. But despite

all this, she will find her way to the goal of her life, viz.,

universal Self-Realization! " .

/message/6321

That brings us back to the same question: But why is Shri Mataji

silent for so long and continues to bear witness to the official

orgies of the copulating parties tightly locked in embrace in their

lust for power and self-aggrandizement?

But then She promised to spread Sahaja Yoga before attaining

Mahasamadhi. i know Her deafening silence has begun raising

outsiders who will complete that task, and continue long after She

has left. Shri Mataji has steered through the conflicting loyalties

and aims of some of her so-called followers who are enemies in

disguise. Despite all this, She has found the way to the goal of Her

life, viz., universal Self-Realization! There is nothing WCASY or

Sir Shiva can do to stop Her now. It does not matter anymore if Sir

Shiva does not agree to uphold the truth of www.adishakti.org and

www.al-qiyamah.org which Dr. B presented and made clear to him in a

lengthy letter that called for his unconditional duty towards Shri

Mataji. It is obvious that WCASY and Sir Shiva work hand in glove to

suppress Shri Mataji’s Divine Message to humanity, and both have

made clear their intentions and we have evidence. The Adi Shakti,

both within and without, knows that neither WCASY nor Sir CP is

interested in propagating Her incarnation and Message.

i know deep in my heart that Shri Mataji did not summoned Dr. B to

examine Her ear. In Her silence She has exposed all those who work

against Her, specifically her husband Sir Shiva. She also laid bare

the boldness and blasphemy humans are capable of, acts they would

shuddered of committing when She was in Her element. Perhaps this

was to be Her final act to expose the negativity that has

overwhelmed the Sahaja Yoga organization. Perhaps all this is a

harbinger of the trials and tribulations to be faced by the

faithful, concerend and conscientious after She departs.

Remember the supreme devotion (parabhakti) She has described? That

is your only sanctuary now ............. seek Her within!

Jagbir

Note: John Noyce, please sent a copy of this email to WCASY and Sir Shiva.

, " jagbir singh "

<adishakti_org wrote:

>

> Dear Xxxxxx,

>

> Thank you for this 'shocking' mail. i did not know Sir CP is now

> regarded as Shiva. Shri Mataji never ever even once hinted that her

> husband was in any way divine. On the contrary, She did lament that

> even Her own family (husband and children) do not recognize Her.

> How come now when Shri Mataji is old, drugged and incapacitated we

> start hearing of things She never said? i.e., words are put in Her

> mouth because She refuses to say so on Her own.

>

> So maybe we will have to wait for Sir C P to officially announce

> that he is Shiva. Perhaps then WCASY can request SYs to start

> meditating on his lotus feet too.

>

> regards,

>

> jagbir

>

> Note: i just realized that WCASY's Sir Shiva has a serious

> credibility problem that will now haunt all of them. It is as if

> Shri Mataji knew what was coming and gifted the guilty parties with

> enough rope to hang all who participated in this terrible

> transgression and blasphemy despite Shri Mataji's explicit

> instructions: " Specially my husband has no right over my body and

> any advice from him should not be accepted at all " .

>

> Why do i have this feeling that WCASY's Sir Shiva will need a lot

> of smoke and mirrors to pull this off?............. sorry, i forgot

> wool for SYs. But does Sir C P know he has been elevated to Shiva

> by WCASY, perhaps without his knowledge or consent? WCASY is more

> sinister than we think ............... and time will tell.

>

> >

> > Dear All,

> >

> > i read Shri Mataji's 1998 letter again and compared it with Her

> > previous chakra notes. Even with the brief notes i found that

> > letters " a, b, d. h. m, n, r, y " matched in both documents i.e.,

> > there is no need for a handwriting expert. By all means Shri

> > Mataji did write the letter below to all SYs and is no forgery.

> > So what did She declare to all SYs?

> >

> > To whomsoever it may concern

> >

> > I want to state that nobody has any right on my body, without my

> > permission I should not be treated by any doctor vidya or any

> > other person.

> >

> > Specially my husband and my family members should not at all have

> > any say in my sickness, no one has to admit me in any hospital.

> > Even Sahaja Yogis cannot admit me to the hospital or treat me or

> > arrange any doctor for treatment for me.

> >

> > I want to declare that my family should never never admit me in

> > the hospital. Specially my husband has no right over my body and

> > any advice from him should not be accepted at all. In short I do

> > not want to be admitted in any hospital by anyone.

> >

> > Before my death I will write what is to be done with my body.

> >

> > sg. Mataji Nirmala Devi

> > Mrs. Nirmala Srivastava

> > 10th. Dec 1998

> >

> > http://www.adishakti.org/images/sm_1998_letter.JPG

> >

>

> Dear Jagbir,

>

> Jai Shri Mataji! We're so glad to have been told about your Shri

> Adishakti website because it has been very difficult and frustrated

> of not being able to express our views in these past two years due

> to the total control of the Sahaj official website and national

> websites around the world by WCASY and their followers.

>

> My husband and I, who have been in Sahaj for more than 20 years,

> truly admire you and your family for having such tremendous courage

> and inner strength to stand up for the Truth and sticking to your

> principles because we also have been subjected to similar fate as

> you have been through in the past 3 years. We also have great

> admiration for those true yogis like Sergei, Guido, Derek, Al

> Ganesh, Henry Ho, the late Dr. Harald Knobel, Avinash and several

> more of my true brothers and sisters, whose characters have been

> tarnished, vilified and defamed publicly around the world in recent

> years by WCASY and their followers. How many times have Shri Mataji

> talked of Love? It is so apparent that after all these years

> they've never felt God's love in their heart and this is why so

> many of them have fallen in the spider's web.

>

> However much they try to attack and discredit me, they can never

> ever ever destroy my spirit, my faith and my love for Shri Mataji

> which are a permanent fixture in my heart! I must say, there have

> been times when the attacks they inflicted upon me was so

> horrendous that it has posed risk to my health and danger to me

> and my family, I thought I would not be able to last any longer.

> My survival through this awful time only comes from the

> protection, guidance and love of Shri Mataji and using clearing

> and cleansing techniques which She has recommended to us on a

> regular basis. She would come into my dreams regularly before,

> during or after an attack either to forewarn, to indicate, to

> soothe, to advice, to love, to correct or to reassure me.

>

> My family and I withdrew from the collective which has nothing to

> do of how we've been treated, but it has to do of how they,

> disgustingly, have been treating our Holy Divine Mother, God

> Almighty, Shri Adi Shakti for the past 3 and a half years. Often I

> would cry my eyes out and feel so ashamed of us as human beings who

> have been giving the greatest blessing of all and look at what

> they've done in the name of God. They violate Her Divine body by

> silen(cing) Her with this anti-psychotic drug, they parade Her

> around without any respect for Her physical well being, they have

> group photos taken with Shri Mataji in order to pamper their ego,

> they totally disregard all protocols which are needed to be

> observed for Shri Adi Shakti, they anointed and pontificated Sir C

> P and claimed publicly that Shri Mataji speaks through him and

> that he is Shiva, they sanctified Kalpina and Sadna by using shri

> before their names, they show photo of Sir C P's feet in the

> official website, they praised Sir C P by chanting " Bolo, shri

> papaji qui jay! " at the last Diwali puja, and finally, the

> ultimate sin committed against Shri Mataji is that they are doing

> their utmost to destroy by politicising, organising and distorting

> the teachings and works of God Almighty!

>

> Shri Mataji has said that She is the Adi Shakti and She is the only

> Incarnation on this earth, are they deaf or what? For all the years

> we've been in Sahaj, of course we've great respect Sir C P and his

> family, we never once regarded them as SYs. The only member of the

> family who is a SY was Shri Mataji's beloved brother, BabaMama. I

> would like to ask if anybody has witnessed any members of the

> family worship, meditate and bow to Shri Mataji at pujas in all

> these years?

>

> I know that those who are now considered as 'outsiders' will

> continue carrying the divine flame of Shri Mataji's and no one on

> this earth, particularly the WCASY and their followers, can stop us

> from spreading the True Message of our Holy Divine Mother. Gregoire

> had mentioned about fear in us, but do they have fear of the wrath

> of God?

>

> Jagbir, we'll keep in touch.

>

> Love,

>

> Xxxxxxx

>

Sir CP had no right to make public Shri Mataji's medical health and

file

Dear Xxxxxxx,

i consider Sir C P's divulging of Shri Mataji's medical health and

history to all SY leaders as one of the greatest misfortune in

Sahaja Yoga history. Such matters were supposed to be strictly

confidential that, in order to be made public, required the express

permission of Shri Mataji due to the highly damaging and explosive

nature of the medical file.

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Any information about you, whether in electronic or physical form,

regarding your medical history, mental or physical condition, or

treatment is subject to California laws protecting your medical

record confidentiality.

WHAT DOES AN AUTHORIZATION FORM FOR RELEASE OF MY MEDICAL RECORDS

HAVE TO INCLUDE TO BE VALID?

To be valid, an authorization form used by health care providers,

HMOs and health care contractors must:

Be handwritten by you (or your authorized representative signing the

authorization form) or be typewritten in no smaller than 8-point

type.

Be clearly separate from any other language on the same page and

have a line for your signature that serves no purpose other than to

authorize the release of your information.

Be signed by one of the following:

-- you, the patient,

-- your legal representative if you are a minor or incompetent,

-- the beneficiary or personal representative of a deceased patient,

-- or your spouse or person financially responsible for you for the

sole purpose of processing an application for health care insurance

or enrollment in a health care service plan or employee benefit plan

when you are to be an enrolled spouse or dependent under the policy

or plan.

-- Specify the uses and limitations on the types of medical

information to be disclosed,

-- Specify the name or functions of the health care provider that

may disclose the information,

-- State the name or functions of the persons or entities authorized

to receive the medical information,

-- State the specific uses and limitations on the use of the medical

information by the persons or entities authorized to receive the

medical information,

-- State a specific date after which the health care provider is no

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provide you with appropriate health care. Your doctor or HMO is

required to release your medical record information, even without

your written authorization, to the following:

A court pursuant to a court order.

A board, commission, or administrative agency for purposes of

resolving a dispute pursuant to its lawful authority.

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requested by either party pursuant to a subpoena.

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None of the above conditions or reasons were met.

Yes, some SYs may wonder why am i saying it only now. Well, i was

under the impression that the 10th. Dec 1998 letter of Shri Mataji

was a forgery i.e., She never wrote it. Only lately i realized that

She did in fact write it and Her instructions were crystal clear and

unequivocal.

If WCASY had sided with Her instead of Sir CP, or at least got Her

express permission first for medical treatment and release of

information, the present crisis would not have come. After all, how

difficult was it for them to ask Shri Mataji on probably Her most

important personal desire? WCASY seems to have all the time and

luxury to ask 1001 mundane questions but not concerning Her express

written order!!!??? How many of you would want your medical file be

made public without your permission? This reeks of a most

frightening negativity and foul play!

So SYs now think that WCASY's claim that Shri Mataji speaks through

Sir CP is true and that he is Shiva? Let me tell you something to

the contrary.

Last year a SY ENT expert, Dr. B, was summoned to Genoa, Italy by

Sir CP to treat Shri Mataji's ear as She is hard of hearing. At the

appointed hour Dr. B met Sir CP and Shri Mataji. Dr. B asked Shri

Mataji if She wanted to be treated. There was no reply from Her.

Then Dr. B again asked in a louder voice if he could examine Her.

Again Shri Mataji remained silent.

It was then when Sir CP told Dr. B to go ahead as She had agreed.

Dr. B was quite shocked by Sir CP's insincerity since Shri Mataji

never gave any verbal hint or physical gesture that She can be

examined. Dr. B then silently asked Her for forgiveness as he was

about to perform an ear examination without Her permission. This

incident is evidence that Shri Mataji does not talk to Sir CP as has

been claimed by WCASY and himself. It is just not true as She has

stopped talking due to the medication administered to Her.

WCASY's claim that Sir CP is Shiva is just pure fabrication. It was

necessary for WCASY to bestow divinity on him as Sir CP holds the de

facto power in the organization, not Shri Mataji. She is now reduced

to a mere puppet involuntarily holding a rubber stamp that is used

by WCASY to endorse and bless any undertaking - from assassinating

Guido, poisoning Avinash, garroting Perezhogin to suppressing my

websites and demonizing my children. WCASY and their hired hit man

Alan Wherry is rumored to have now set the crosshair on Derek Lee.

Yes, WCASY claims that all such acts have the blessings of Shri

Mataji who 'speaks' through Sir Shiva ................. just ask

Dr. B and you will know how much Shri Mataji's talks to Sir CP, in

public or private.

But the main question is: " Did Sir CP have Shri Mataji's permission

to make public Her medical health and file " ? i have the right to ask

because WCASY and Sir CP are now putting too many words in Her

incapacitated mouth. Their outrageous claim that Sir CP is actually

Shiva is the last straw. Tens of thousands of SYs are either too

blissfully unaware or unfortunately dull to comprehend what is at

stake! It is outsiders like us who have to wake them up.

Everything will be alright one day – i am sure too that the darkest

hour comes just before dawn. Your Mother Kundalini within is

recording all during the Last Judgment! Don't be fooled by humans

who claim to be Her Will or Shiva. The Devi within has no partners

or spouse. Even Shri Shiva meditates on Her! So do all others - Shri

Ganesha, Jesus, Krishna, Radha, Rama, Sita, Brahma, Saraswati,

Prophet Muhammad, Guru Nanak, Mahavira, Buddha - and all liberated

souls in the Spirit World. So stand your sacred ground and don't

budge an inch. Gladly leave the organization to continue on your own

but don't ever sell your soul to WCASY or Sir Shiva. Your allegiance

and attention at all times must be exclusively, unconditionally and

without any question whatsoever on the Adi Shakti, the Devi within:

" Now listen attentively about the supreme devotion (parabhakti)

which I will now describe to you. He always hears my glories and

recites my name. His mind always dwells in me, like the incessant

flow of oil, and he is the receptacle of all good qualities and

gunas. But he does not have the least trace of any desire to get the

fruits of his actions (karma). Indeed, he does not want the various

levels of release (moksha), including being on the same plane as God

(salokya), nearness to God (samipya), having the form of God

(sarsti), union with God (sayujya) and other forms of release.

Devi continues noting that true worshipers abandons all concepts of

themselves, completely identify themselves with Devi, and make no

distinctions between themselves and anything else. Worshipers find

Devi in everything, including other souls:

He becomes filled with devotion for me alone, worships me only,

knows nothing higher than to serve me, and he does not even want

final release. He does not like neglecting the notions of " serving "

(sevya) and the " servant who serves " (sevaka). He always meditates

on me with a constant vigilance, actuated by a feeling of supreme

devotion. He does not think of himself as separate from me, but

rather thinks to himself, " I am the Lord (Bhagavati). " He considers

all souls (jivas) as myself, and loves me as he loves himself. He

makes no distinction between the souls and myself since he finds the

same pure consciousness (caitanya) everywhere and manifested in all.

He does not quarrel with anyone since he has abandoned all ideas of

separateness. He bows down and worships the pure consciousness and

all the souls. He becomes filled with the highest love when he sees

my place, sees my devotees, hears the scriptures, describes my

deeds, and meditates on my mantras. His hairs stand on end out of

love for me and his tears of love flow incessantly from both of his

eyes. He recites my name deeds in a voice that is choked with

feelings of love for me. With intense feeling he worships me as the

mother of this universe and the cause of all causes. " [Devi

Bhagavata Purana, 7.37]

Jai Shri Ganapathy,

jagbir

December 1, 2006

Dear All,

Shri Mataji hand-wrote a letter, in which She advised Sahaja Yogis not to listen

to " any " advice from her husband. Here is that letter:

To Whomsoever It May Concern:

" I want to state that nobody has any right on my body, without my permission. I

should not be treated by any doctor vidya or any other person. Specially my

husband and my family members should not at all have any say in my sickness. No

one has to admit me in any hospital. Even Sahaja Yogis can not admit me in the

hospital or treat me or arrange any doctor for treatment for me. I want to

declare that my family should never admit me in the hospital. Specially my

husband has no right over my body and any advice from him should not be accepted

at all. In short, I do not want to be admitted in any hospital by anyone. Before

my death I will write what is to be done with my body. "

(sg. Mataji Nirmala devi - Mrs. Nirmala Srivastava 10th Dec. 1998)

http://www.adishakti.org/images/sm_1998_letter.JPG

The letter above looks just like a letter a person would write, if they want to

be sure that they are treated... " or not treated " according to their own wishes.

Shri Mataji seems to be acknowledging in the above letter that She is already

having... or will be having 'a sickness'. i imagine a letter like that would not

be liked by any husband or family (whoever they are)... yet every individual has

exactly that right... to write such a letter, expressing their wishes... if they

so please.

And... Shri Mataji has such a right too. Just because She also is the

Incarnation of the Adi Shakti, does not mean others have rights over Her Body or

even over Her Will. In fact, She is clearly asserting in this letter that

neither her husband, her family, or Sahaja Yogis have any rights over her

body... without Her express permission:

" I want to state that nobody has any right on my body, without my permission. "

Therefore... in hindsight... perhaps that Drama in Italy was a Drama of Dharma

to protect our Mother. i am sure i could hear the rumbling of a Quick Exit all

the way from Down Under. i have never seen nor heard of Shri Mataji ever making

such a speedy exit... especially when Her Children from Italy and other

countries, were just wanting to make sure that Her wish (as per the above

letter) was being upheld. Therefore... it would appear, that the benefit of the

QUICK EXIT was for WCASY and Co, who of course flew at lightning speed over the

Atlantic Ocean into the Sheltering Reprieve of Alan Wherry Country... " USA " . In

their happiness at a World First, the Italians were forgotten. What the Italians

and others had to say... was dismissed. Any leaders involved... were sacked. The

media blitz made the Italians and others " at fault " and made the WCASY look like

the Heroes that Rescued Their Mother " . i am sure, according to them... if the

Letter were followed, She would not be given medications, unless She approved

them... and to WCASY et al... their Worldview appears to be that " no medication

for Shri Mataji's sickness spells bodily danger " . i really believe they

convinced themselves that they were rescuing Shri Mataji from the Italians. That

is how it came across anyway.

Here is the letter to " My dear Modi and other Sahaja Yogis " (of which the

original was handwritten by SM)... and please pay special attention to Shri

Mataji's Worldview of Her Body and what it is meant to undergo for the mission

for which it has been taken, and that therefore She is not bothered. She talks

about working under anaesthesia... folks. This is not a normal lady... lets face

it! She also says that She " never has pains " . This is an official letter which

She wanted everyone to see and read, because it gave us Her Bodily Worldview.

(However, as Shri Mataji is 'wont to do'... She again hides this information

very cleverly " right out in the open " to be discovered... if we " really look " .)

Here then is the letter, which She gave to Modi... with the request to " please

circulate this letter among all Sahaja Yogis " :

My dear Modi and other Sahaja Yogis,

Many blessings. Received your letter. I am very glad to know that

your Ida Nadi has become clean and I hope, Ida Nadis of all have

become clean at least to some extent. Here I had told all that I

would work, while under anaesthesia, to clean the Ida channels of

all. I worked for 3 days cleaning it by vomiting nearly 50 times

every day and it is nice that the cleaning has become possible.

This physical being has to be used for the mission for which it has

been taken and therefore I am not bothered by the illness and other

troubles. On the contrary all such and different experiments with

this incarnation will have to be performed.

Why are you so anxious about it? What else is the use of this body?

I never have any pains. All I want is that, in the laboratory of

this body, some work or the other must go on. Time is short while

the work to be done is very big.

You cannot do the cleaning of Ida channel only on the strength of

your realisation. I knew that it had to be cleaned from within.

In ancient days all seekers had to do this action (Kriya) constantly

right from their childhood at the residences of their gurus at

isolated places. The seekers had to do it individually in many

lives. Because, now you have attained the state of collectivity I

have done it in collective consciousness.

Although you say I have done it, the distinction of you and I should

not be there in collective consciousness. Mantras ''Twam Bhawani,

Twam Durga, Twam Ambika etc.'' are good for Ida Channel, but when

you are established in Sahaja Yoga, you will have to say 'Aham

Bhavani'. However this Mantra can be said only when your purity

becomes one with that of 'Aham Bhavani' and I tell you now itself

that this will happen.

After cleaning the Ida Channel I am awakening Pingala Nadi.

Sahaja Yogis had become rather lethargic due to the conditioning of

Ida Channel. Laziness and a tendency of avoiding the work was

dominating in them. Their attention was being frittered away on

avoiding the work. But I have now started the work of awakening

Pingala Channel. All of you should raise your right hand from right

side over your head and leave it on the left side but while doing

it, you must apply your will power so that your desires will

materialize.

With the awakening of collectivity, you will have many people to

share your work which you are doing alone.

The sphere of Sahasrara envelops your heart. When conditioning of

heart is reduced, as if the glass of a lamp becomes clean, rays of

ever resplendent Spirit awaken Sahasrara sheath and the light of

bliss spreads, which is felt in Sahasrara. This light enlightens all

sides of colourful heart and decorates it with the qualities which

can be described as pleasing, blissful etc. Gradually this state

will grow and become stable within you.

Most of the Sahaja Yogis should try this method, but there should

not be merely the mechanical movement of hands. Whatever you do, it

should be done with the faith that you have in worshipping, zeal of

a warrior and sensitivity of an artist. There should be complete

purity in the recitation of Mantras to awaken the deities and your

heart must be involved in it. Only then the awakening will take

place.

You should understand a simple principle. How can a big fire be lit

with a small match stick? Will a wick hold the flame if water is

mixed in the oil? How can those Sahaja Yogis have enlightenment who

are using Sahaja Yoga to solve only their own petty problems? And

why should God give them the enlightenment? Lighthouses do not show

light to themselves even for a moment. Therefore, they are

considered so important and are looked after.

Please circulate this letter among all Sahaja Yogis.

Your Mother - NIRMALA

So... please note especially these words:

" Why are you so anxious about it? What else is the use of this body? I never

have any pains. All I want is that, in the laboratory of this body, some work or

the other must go on. Time is short while the work to be done is very big. " (End

Quote) (Given what Shri Mataji says in these amazing words, and given what She

says in the " To Whomsoever It May Concern " letter about not wanting hospitals...

it can be seen that the Spirit in the two letters indicate a 'same personality'

with a similar 'bodily worldview'.

i believe it was not long after that the Big Announcement with the Infamous

Response of " OF COURSE! " was recorded. A dramatic Letter of Shri Mataji's that

the Italians 'surfaced'... obviously demanded an equally dramatic and

unprecedented " OF COURSE " from Shri Mataji. It was amazing how the two words of

" Of Course " ... made the world " so right " for WCASY and Co. However, the question

needs to be asked:

Did those two words of " OF COURSE " also 'make the world right' for Mother? "

Because i have a few questions:

Why did WCASY not do the right thing and get a Handwriting Expert on the spot to

clear any confusion and authenticate the Letter that the Italians claim Shri

Mataji wrote? Because as administrators of Sahaja Yoga Organisation, they owe at

least 'that much' to Sahaja Yogis worldwide. That they did not 'do so' (that is

get a handwriting expert) to verify the Letter... implicates WCASY very much...

as not doing the right thing.

Now the job of WCASY as administration, is essentially communication:

" Leaders should be very careful. They should become free of all arrogance. They

are only a communication link, like I have to put a letter in the envelope and

post it. " (Gudi Padwa - 24 March, 1993)

(Excerpt Australian Sahaja Newsletter - 10 Feb. 1996)

However, the communication severely broke down on two counts. The first count

was the failure to get a Handwriting Expert to authenticate the Letter. The

second, was to flee the country. Am i awake or am i dreaming or am i under some

illusion? Because not to get a Handwriting Expert, and to flee the country at

breakneck speed. What does that indicate? (rhetorical question)

So... 'as already given'... Shri Mataji has stated in Her (regarding her

husband) that:

" Any advice from him should not be accepted at all " .

That was probably the teensy weensy bit in the letter that WCASY hated, and

decided the better option was to get out of Italy real fast.

So... what is this advice that Shri Mataji said " should not be accepted at all " ?

Here it is:

Sir CP:

" One thing I want to mention - World Council - is that She (Shri Mataji) desires

for me to convey to you that the World Council is the highest authority in

Sahaja Yoga, representing Her will. And this will be, the World Council, will be

the final deciding authority in Sahaja Yoga collectives. There should be no

doubt about that. That is Her will, and on behalf of Her, the World Council will

be acting. Is that clear to everyone? That is Her will and She asked me to

convey this, and I am conveying it to you. "

Sir CP:

" The final authority is the World Council. Everything else emanates from the

World Council. Whatever decision is to be taken, the World Council takes,

because that is Her will. The Council represents Her will. Alright? So there

should be no confusion in future. That has been decided. Thereafter, what

happens where is a matter for the World Council to decide. We have now to move

forward, carry forward the message and act on that basis. "

(Btw... in between the two paragraphs of Sir C.P.'s was the famous alleged " OF

COURSE " from Shri Mataji.)

Now... lets remember that Shri Mataji advised us not to listen to any advice

that Sir C.P. gave. As Sir C.P. was " giving advice " to which Shri Mataji

'supposedly agreed'... this is proof that Shri Mataji did not know what She was

saying 'of course' to. If She knew what She was supposedly saying 'of course'

too, She would not have agreed with it. All you have to do is read Her Letter to

know She would not have agreed with it: