RE : One day I asked her: What about the physical Shri Mataji?

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Hi Xxxxxx,

 

Jay To Shri Adi Shakti !, to The Mother of all

mothers...

 

What a mail...!!!! So much, so much vibrations...

It seems to be the same old story... some who don't

see, don't feel, don't really have Shri Mother deep in

their hearts always think that we are bootish...,

By the grâce of Mother as I said in a previous mail,

one of my rakhis said to me : don't mix Sahaja Yoga

and sahajis..

But we have to forgive, forgive as She always

Does...and also forget...

I think Belgian collectivity is blessed to have a

leader as we have...Humble; non dominating, non

demanding...

Those kind of yogis ( gossiping, jalousing etc....) we

have no more.

We are growing in Mother's laps, and flying on Her

Wings.

We ( most of us ) are our own master and have learnt

to see everything in witness state.

Our ego has been hurt so many times, but not anymore,

we are the Spirit, and His is never hurt !!!!

The most important thing for us seekers is to be

devoted to Her... one day Our Holy Mother said :

nobody has a special relation with me...

NO, not at a human level but Yes at the subtil one...

like Jagbir's children, like many others who are

innocent ...

One evening a child was going to his room and he found

Shri Mother in the sofa.. surprised he was going to

call his parents and Mother Said

chutt.. don't tel them...This means a lot.

But if even the Deîties don't understand Shri Adi

Shakti... how can we...?

I mean some of us.Just let's enjoy this fantastic

blessing.

I would be good to tell all those wonderfull stories

to put in the miracles book of Linda Wiliams..

 

And dear Xxxxxx, don't forget GOD KNOWS HIS CHILDREN.

 

Love **Sharmila**

 

--- jagbir singh <adishakti_org a écrit :

 

> from: Xxxxxx

> to: Jagbir Singh <www.adishakti.org,

> date: Sat, Mar 8, 2008 at 5:27 PM

> subject: Can I join your forum?

>

> Dear Jagbir

>

> I contacted you about a year ago when I " discovered "

> your site. I

> have since been a regular visitor to your site and

> your forum. My

> dear friend/sister Nicole has been a member for

> quite a while now,

> and she encouraged me to sign in, but I am so weary

> of " groups " that

> I couldn't be bothered. I'm also very busy in many

> activities

> " defending " our Mother Earth (protection of the

> Environment) and I

> already spend too much time in front a computer,

> which I dislike!

>

> I share your " understanding " /vision/analysis of

> what's happened in

> Sahaja Yoga over the last 3 decades.

>

> I was an ardent seeker for years until a friend of

> my brother's

> " introduced " me to SY in November 1993. I am French

> by birth but I've

> never " felt it " . I was not impressed by the Parisian

> yogis but was

> immediately intrigued by Shri Mataji.

>

> In April 1994, I went to Australia to visit my

> sister-in-law (my

> husband is English. He's not a " yogi " ) and I met

> Shri Mataji " by

> chance " at Sydney airport!! (This " encounter " had

> been forecasted to

> me in a dream 2 or 3 years before when I dreamt of a

> baby elephant

> leading me to my " home " , in Australia.) What I

> experienced when I

> first met Shri Mataji " physically " still brings

> tears of joy to my

> eyes and bubbles of bliss in my heart.

>

> To this day, it's the most incredible and joyous

> memory I've ever

> had. I decided to stay with the Australian yogis for

> the Easter Puja

> (I didn't have a clue what a puja was!...) The

> experience was

> extremely strong (intense smell of roses, incredible

> joy and bliss,

> strong sensations of " whirlwinds " engulfing me...) I

> thought I was

> getting kind of mad. It was weird also because I

> didn't know anybody

> there but I felt so good.

>

> After my incredible " Sydney " experience, I knew Shri

> Mataji was " my

> answer " .

>

> 3 weeks later, we stopped off for a week in Hong

> Kong on our way back

> to Paris: Shri Mataji was there again!! I went to a

> public program,

> met a nice Australian yogi who invited me to the

> restaurant with the

> Hong Kong collective and Shri Mataji (Alex Henshaw

> was leader at the

> time...) and invited me to Shri Mataji's bedroom the

> next day!!!

>

> Through many interesting and amazing anecdotes that

> happened in those

> 3 or 4 days, I understood that we could have a

> special direct

> connection with Shri Mataji in our dreams, in our

> hearts. I saw how

> she behaved with people, how She gave me,

> personally, so many

> answers, so much comfort.

>

> Back to Paris, I immediately felt the huge gap

> between my own

> experience of " Sahaja Yoga " and the " Sahaja Yoga "

> advertised and

> lived by the French collective.

>

> To make a long story short: " they " (the yogis) were

> turning SY into

> a kind of cult, interpreting Shri Mataji's message

> and advent in a

> very different way from mine. For a start, a great

> majority of yogis

> didn't understand English and didn't have a clue

> about what Shri

> Mataji was saying.

>

> The leader of the time (Antonio) was a horrible

> character I didn't

> dare approaching, but was considered as a great

> " saint " by a whole

> group of " favourites " (a bit like the king Louis VIX

> and his

> " court " ). In my view, Sahaja Yoga in France was

> rather " Antonio yoga " .

> I spent 2 or 3 difficult years, feeling lonely, not

> understanding the

> situation, feeling totally estranged to the French

> collective.

>

> Then I met Nicole in Cabella. For years, she

> supported me through

> letters. We shared the same ideas, the same vision,

> the same

> understanding.

>

> At last, I was not on my own. I also met a young

> girl, Marie, who

> could meet and " see " Shri Mataji daily. That girl

> (11 at the time, in

> 1995) could see and speak to all the deities, pretty

> much like your

> children, it seems. Her father was a " fanatical "

> yogi who had divorced

> her Mum because she would not meditate. Marie, the

> daughter, was in

> great despair, and one day, Shri Mataji " appeared "

> to her and

> comforted her. When the child described Her to her

> father, he

> dismissed her experience.

>

> A few days later, she described Shri Ganesha (whom

> she had never

> heard of or seen in a book before) and her father

> had to admit that

> she was having some kind of genuine experiences.

>

> I got very fond of the girl and tried to meet her as

> much as I could,

> but she was living very far from Paris. She could

> see angels,

> and " bhoots " and deities.

>

> One day I asked her: " What about the physical Shri

> Mataji? "

> Marie told me " She's a kind of illusion. She's not

> the real one. The

> real one is everywhere and is within you. "

>

> " What about the yogis? Why are they so strange, so

> devoid of love, so

> unlike they should be? "

> (Marie) " Because they don't have Shri Mataji, the

> Goddess, in their

> hearts; they don't understand " .

>

> I asked her " Are you concerned or distressed about

> this state of

> things? "

> She answered " No, because, that's the way things

> are; it's

> not important. " .

>

> I lost touch with Marie when I lost touch with the

> SY and the

> collective. During all these troubled years, I also

> experienced

> incredible dreams and visions. Shri Mataji came in

> my dreams and my

> meditations to comfort me and give me " messages " . In

> one occasion,

> she told me " Keep in touch with the Real Yogis " .

>

> I kept doubting in myself, thinking that maybe these

> experiences were

> not genuine; especially that when I tried to talk

> about them to other

> yogis, they were dismissed as " bhootish " , I was

> caught up, and so on.

>

> What I realise now is that the collective behaviour

> was constantly

> destroying any inner personal experience. You had to

> " follow the

> leader " .

>

> When Antonio was replaced by Majid, I was relieved

> and thought things

> might change... Alas! In another " style " , it got

> worse!

>

> On the occasion of Shri Mataji's birthday, in March

> 99, I experienced

> such pains in my heart, I felt so sad, so bad

> thinking

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