In continuation to my Confusion....

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Dear All,

 

In continuation to my confusion....

 

What is happening today is surely not so much exciting.

Whatsoever i am writing is true and from my heart. If it hurts i am sorry for

that...

 

I joined this forum (in june or july 2005 ) Somebody had suggested me the

website www.adishakti.org when i came from Canada in 2005. At that time

I was disheartened and depressed.

 

When visited the site..I was highly impressed by the contents... and used to

read the site for almost 4 hrs/day. I had never seen such information on

Sahajyog and for the first time I realized that whatsover i was

knewing about Sahajyog was a big Zero. My horizon started to expanded

horizontally.

 

 

Then i joined the forum considering the following :

1. That i may be participating in the forum and sharing my experiences in Sahaj

Yog with others.

2. That this forum may be helpful in clearing my doubts regarding sahajyog and

growing deeper in SY.

3. That this website/forum will also help me ( as we are in remote place) and

my other SY's of city centre ( we were only 8 persons in all at our city centre)

to spread sahajyog in our city.

4. That this forum will give us the joy of reading the material about

Sahajyog....

 

 

I asked few questions and i felt that the reply were sent to me considering

that i am tooo low or typical Sahajyogi that do not fall in line with

Jagbir/Voilet ji. so i stopped asking quest.

 

during that time ( 2005 --to early 2006),

many persons were sending the emails /exp in forum... i remember...then slowly

slowly everybody stopped I dont know why... now only Jagbir/ Voilet are sending

the mails...and i try to read them...but if i get tired i delete them without

reading.

 

Then came the chapter of Danny... to be very frank till that date i was not

aware of who and what is Danny or blah blah... and the war started between Him

and Jagbir +team.

i was mute reader only.

i dont know where did the talks of SY and other vanished and what started was

the allegations and verifications of dates

and other things etc etc incident verification etc etcc

[Jagbir ji can verify ( as he must be keeping the logs and history of the forum

and emails ..etc).]

 

 

And i started getting confused....of what...?

confusion of whether did i selected the correct website ? correct forum ?

today my opinion had started to change.... i am sorry for that....

 

I had a feeling that this website is " not promoting " 100% Sahaj Yoga. there

should be something underline it - time will disclose.

 

or The language/method/approach is so high and sophisticated that the person

like me only understand 1% of it.

 

So i started thinking that I am not fit for the forum...as I think that only 2

persons in whole world knew what exactly what Sh. Mataji are and what she wants

and what she preached..... and rest are typical Yogi. Only 2 person are blessed

with capability of doing interpretation of Sh Mataji talks and underlying

message in her talks...!

 

I am a layman i need the language that i can understand SY..and my other friends

at our Centre so that we can spread SY.

 

95% efforts in forum are spent on proving that this site is the only site for

Sahaj Yoga and the work is done here is the only work matching SY requirement.

.... lot of energy and time is wasted on this. instead spent the same in

spreading the SY.

 

So from high expectation to disheartening is the story.

 

Anyway, all this are my feeling and i thought that i should put. I dont want to

hurt anyone...but request you to introspect yourself once and then decide what

you are doing... I think that will help.

 

Jai Shree Mataji.

 

-Ajay