In continuation to my Confusion (whose reasons may confuse me too)

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Ajay,

 

You are still not getting it despite all the explanations, articles,

quotes of Shri Mataji, scriptures, clarification of " truth " , " dharma " ,

" conscience " etc., etc.

 

So i have to repeat again, and again, and again, and again ... (x108)

that we should give Shri Mataji's advent and message in it's

entirety. Since you will not understand that, yet again, i clarify:

 

Main Entry: en·tire·ty

1 : the state of being entire or complete

2 : sum total, whole

 

Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary

 

Since the late 1970's onwards (till date) 99% of SYs have been/are

still/probably will continue to be dishonest, cowardly and

hypocritical to seekers/public as to the true nature of Shri

Mataji's advent and message. That is why the http://adishakti.org

homepage states:

 

" Over the decades the Sahaja Yoga leadership have given various

excuses and reasons to evade telling the truth. It is shocking that

even till today tens of thousands of Sahaja Yogis are still unable to

muster neither the courage, conviction nor conscience to publicly

admit even Her true identity, let alone Her Divine Message to

humanity! "

 

And to bring home the chickens to roost there is a link that states:

 

" Never in history have so many so-called 'self-realized' souls for so

many decades participated in a greater act of willful, collective

dishonesty! "

 

http://adishakti.org/forum/never_in_history_have_so_many_borne_witness_to_a_grea\

ter_act_of_untruth_hypocrisy_and_cowardice_3-30-2005.htm

 

 

But i know all this will not, again, make sense to you Ajay. So here

is the divinesahajayoga link:

 

divinesahajayoga/

 

Have some great SYSSR enlightenment there,

 

jagbir

 

 

 

, Ajay Agarwal

<ajay_msh wrote:

>

> Dear All,

>

> In continuation to my confusion....

>

> What is happening today is surely not so much exciting.

> Whatsoever i am writing is true and from my heart. If it hurts i am

sorry for that...

>

> I joined this forum (in june or july 2005 ) Somebody had suggested

me the website www.adishakti.org when i came from Canada in 2005. At

that time

> I was disheartened and depressed.

>

> When visited the site..I was highly impressed by the contents...

and used to read the site for almost 4 hrs/day. I had never seen such

information on Sahajyog and for the first time I realized that

whatsover i was

> knewing about Sahajyog was a big Zero. My horizon started to

expanded horizontally.

>

>

> Then i joined the forum considering the following :

> 1. That i may be participating in the forum and sharing my

experiences in Sahaj Yog with others.

> 2. That this forum may be helpful in clearing my doubts regarding

sahajyog and growing deeper in SY.

> 3. That this website/forum will also help me ( as we are in remote

place) and my other SY's of city centre ( we were only 8 persons in

all at our city centre) to spread sahajyog in our city.

> 4. That this forum will give us the joy of reading the material

about Sahajyog....

>

>

> I asked few questions and i felt that the reply were sent to me

considering that i am tooo low or typical Sahajyogi that do not fall

in line with Jagbir/Voilet ji. so i stopped asking quest.

>

> during that time ( 2005 --to early 2006),

> many persons were sending the emails /exp in forum... i

remember...then slowly slowly everybody stopped I dont know why...

now only Jagbir/ Voilet are sending the mails...and i try to read

them...but if i get tired i delete them without reading.

>

> Then came the chapter of Danny... to be very frank till that date i

was not aware of who and what is Danny or blah blah... and the war

started between Him and Jagbir +team.

> i was mute reader only.

> i dont know where did the talks of SY and other vanished and what

started was the allegations and verifications of dates

> and other things etc etc incident verification etc etcc

> [Jagbir ji can verify ( as he must be keeping the logs and history

of the forum and emails ..etc).]

>

>

> And i started getting confused....of what...?

> confusion of whether did i selected the correct website ? correct

forum ?

> today my opinion had started to change.... i am sorry for that....

>

> I had a feeling that this website is " not promoting " 100% Sahaj

Yoga. there should be something underline it - time will disclose.

>

> or The language/method/approach is so high and sophisticated that

the person like me only understand 1% of it.

>

> So i started thinking that I am not fit for the forum...as I think

that only 2 persons in whole world knew what exactly what Sh. Mataji

are and what she wants and what she preached..... and rest are

typical Yogi. Only 2 person are blessed with capability of doing

interpretation of Sh Mataji talks and underlying message in her

talks...!

>

> I am a layman i need the language that i can understand SY..and my

other friends at our Centre so that we can spread SY.

>

> 95% efforts in forum are spent on proving that this site is the

only site for Sahaj Yoga and the work is done here is the only work

matching SY requirement. ... lot of energy and time is wasted on

this. instead spent the same in spreading the SY.

>

> So from high expectation to disheartening is the story.

>

> Anyway, all this are my feeling and i thought that i should put. I

dont want to hurt anyone...but request you to introspect yourself

once and then decide what you are doing... I think that will help.

>

> Jai Shree Mataji.

>

> -Ajay

>