Shri Mataji: For all people whom I gave Self Realization yesterday, I was meditating in the morning for them.

[Guest guest]

" For all people whom I gave Self Realization yesterday, I was

meditating in the morning for them. As you all are new and do not

understand, you are fortunate that you saw Me. "

 

Shri Mataji

 

 

Memories of our Divine Mother: 1. IT BEGAN IN INDIA

 

Introduction

 

There are many, many stories and memories of our Divine Mother,

which have not yet been recorded on video, audio or set to paper

but yet have been experienced and treasured by thousands of Her

children.

 

From this ocean of memories, until now only held in trust by each

of us, as our individual experience, some few sweet stories have

now been collected in this volume.

 

This book is our history - incomplete, fragmentary and as vulnerable

as memories are. This is our living history - a history of that

culture that we call Sahaja Yoga. It chronicles the growth of our

limited awareness of our Mother, Her Holiness Shri Mataji Nirmala. It

records our discovery of ourself. And it celebrates our relationship

with each of our brothers and sisters, whose every experience is also

our own.

 

Thank you, Shri Mataji, for allowing us to collect these beautiful

remembrances of Your care and love, of the laughter and gentle

correction, of actually being with You and experiencing first hand

Your Incarnation. From the simple way You lift a teacup, we can learn

so much.

 

Thank you for the warmth and simplicity and all the many ways in

which You shower Your Love. And thank you for the great play of Shri

Mahamaya that makes seekers love and trust You, often without yet

understanding the Truth that You are.

 

The heart of this book is to remind us of the magic of Sahaja Yoga.

The spirit of this book is to help future brothers and sisters to

know a small part of the beauty and glory of Shri Mataji as a loving,

caring Mother whose wonderful power of divine love dispels all our

uncertainties.

 

Sift now through the words that we found when we tried to remember.

What follows is our collective memory, our story together . . .

 

1. IT BEGAN IN INDIA

 

1) Raolbai said:

 

You are fortunate you saw me

 

Shri Mataji used to stay at Jeevan Jyot [in 1970] and was known as

Nirmala Srivastava. I asked some girls where did Nirmala Srivastava

stay. When I went up, I saw Shri Mataji. She opened the door and

said, " Are you looking for Me? " She held me by hand and took me

inside very politely and asked me to sit on the cot. " Where are you

coming from? " " I am coming from Dhulia and I have heard your name and

came looking for you. " " I am about to start this work and right now I

am waiting for the delivery of my daughter, Kalpana. Once I am

through with that, I will call you. Please leave your name and

address before you leave and within a month I shall call you. "

 

We all went from Bombay to Bordi in train with Shri Mataji. We were

all together. Mother would talk to all of us. We would follow Her

wherever She went. I would never leave Mother, as I wanted to see

what Mother did. I would follow Her and do as She directed, without

any question.

 

We all were in some school for the stay at night and after dinner we

all moved up in our rooms. " Look at Raolbai from Dhulia. She always

has her attention on what I am doing and not like others who are busy

wasting their attention on trifle matter. " She used to call me

Rajkunwar.

 

After dinner She would start giving Realization to people. She asked

me to keep my hands under Her Lotus Feet. [Mr.] Modi used to

understand everything. I personally never understood anything, as for

me what She said was it. If She said I was realized now, for me I was

that.

 

She worked on my back like this [raising of the kundalini]. Then

Mother looked very lovingly and sang a beautiful song, " Par Brahma

Parmeshwar. " She sang so beautifully. That face was so joyous, so

loving, happy. And like this, She gave Realization to four or five

people till midnight. Next day She used to sit alone and call each

one individually to give Self Realization.

 

While returning back in the train, She asked us whether we had

thoughts or not. I would say politely that I don't know what's

happening. Then Mother asked us to put our hands in front of Her and

whether we felt cool vibrations. Again I would reply innocently that

I do not feel anything. " Raolbai, you are from Dhulia and I want you

to come to my house tomorrow. All of you who felt vibration must

meditate every morning and evening, so as to go deep and feel the

vibrations. "

 

I used to stay with my daughter in a one room apartment and at around

4 am I was awakened naturally and I was shocked to see Mataji in

front of me in same position as when She gave Self Realization in

Bordi.

 

When next day I met Shri Mataji, She asked me, " Do you get thoughts

by putting attention on Me? "

 

I said, " No. "

 

Mataji told me that I have attained my thoughtless state. " What did

you see in the morning? "

 

" Mother, I saw you in meditating pose. "

 

" For all people whom I gave Self Realization yesterday, I was

meditating in the morning for them. As you all are new and do not

understand, you are fortunate that you saw Me. "

 

Raolbai

 

 

Shri Mataji, On Whom Do You Meditate?

 

Kash was now daily meditating with all the Heavenly Hosts, including

those Messengers who came to Earth and gave rise to the great

religions of Christianity, Islam, Hinduism, Buddhism, and Sikhism —

Shri Jesus, Radha, Krishna, Sita, Rama, Muhammad, Buddha, and Nanak.

It had already been absolutely ascertained that this Divine Unity was

meditating daily on the Great Adi Shakti Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi in

the Kingdom of the Spirit. The absolute reverence of these Divine

Messengers of God Almighty to His Spirit Shri Samanadhika-Varjita

Shri Nirmala Devi was self-evident by these observations:

 

- She was the only One who sat on the Supreme Throne while the rest

always sat on the soft clouds;

- She was the only One who always gave orders to start and end

meditation and all others matters;

- She was the only One who wore a crown on special occasions;

- She was the only One who always had the Light above Her. This Light

was never seen elsewhere;

- She was the only One to whom all mantras were attributed;

- She was the only One on whom all inhabitants in the Kingdom of God

were meditating.

 

All Sahaja Yogis on Earth were meditating on Her in their Sahasraras.

But on whom was Shri Maha Avatar Shri Nirmala Devi meditating? Since

She was also meditating, just like the Sahaja Yogis and the Divine

Unity, it became obvious that She may be meditating on a superior

power.

 

Kash's father was far from God-Realization and his mind busy trying

to fill the wide gaps and discrepancies between the dogmas of

religious institutions and the absoluteness of the Ultimate Reality

of the Spiritual Realm. Likewise, his conditioned mind could not

accept doubtlessly the concept of a Feminine Power. God had to be a

masculine force. Therefore, the Great Adi Shakti had to be meditating

on God.

 

Kash was told to verify the Truth from the Great Adi Shakti. He

meditated and reached Her in his Sahasrara, and posed this priceless

question: " Shri Mataji, on whom do You meditate? "

 

The Great Primordial One answered:

 

" I meditate on all those who meditate on Me. "

 

Shri Dhyana-Dhyatr-Dhyeya-Rupa Shri Nirmala Devi

Montreal, Canada — June 27, 1994

 

Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi replied that She meditates with all those

who meditate with Her, which includes the entire Divine Unity. This

absolutely confirmed that there is no Higher Power, that the

Universal Self is One — the Holy Spirit and the Universal Soul are

One; the Ruh and Allah are One; the Adi Shakti and Sadashiva are One;

the Mother and the Father are One. It is the Feminine Power that is

the All-Pervading Power. This is abundantly reflected in all Nature,

which creates, nourishes and sustains all. The feminine Holy Spirit

is the Power of God that creates, nourishes and sustains all. That is

why Shri Jesus exclaimed, just before being crucified: " Behold the

Mother! " That is why all the Messengers of God meditate on Her.

 

Shri Adi Shakti: The Kingdom Of God pg. 212-13

 

Samanadhika-Varjita (198th): None to equal or excel Her. She remains

Supreme.

Dhyana-Dhyatr-Dhyeya-Rupa (254th): Of the form of meditation,

meditator and meditated, i.e., Triputi.

[Guest guest]

>

> " For all people whom I gave Self Realization yesterday, I was

> meditating in the morning for them. As you all are new and do not

> understand, you are fortunate that you saw Me. "

>

> Shri Mataji

>

 

Just want to emphasize that SYs are still " new and do not understand " as to how

Shri Mataji meditates for them.

 

http://www.adishakti.org/shri_mataji/shri_mataji_for_all_people_whom_i_gave_self\

-realization_yesterday_i_was_meditating_in_the_morning_for_them_4-03-2009.htm

 

Even decades later they are still ignorant and languishing at the

kindergarten level. This pervasive poverty, despite all that Shri

Mataji has done to reveal who She really is, will never be eradicated

until and unless they acknowledge http://adishakti.org. My recent

encounters with two SYs on two different occasions have emphatically

confirmed my worst fears and views. To remain silent is absolutely

out of question. Those who do are just condoning it, and no amount of

compassion, reasoning or words can justify that lack of conscience.

 

i hope Gerlinde produces a great pamphlet that will give seekers a

panoramic view of the Blossom Time, as most truly do not know what

they are seeking. It is very difficult to realize the Self--Ye are

gods--unless the Blossom Time is thoroughly understood.

 

" Surely, " Ye are gods " is one of the strangest statements recorded in

the Bible. It is one of those verses that we simply pass over time

and time again because of its peculiarity. We do not understand it,

but we are able to live with that lack of understanding. " -Jason Dulle

 

Knowledge is the key that opens the door to the Kingdom of God within.

Only those who have entered it can give us evidence of its existence!

Only then can we begin to understand one of the strangest statements

recorded in the Bible that " Ye are gods " .......... and i mean " begin "

as it took me more than a decade to understand a mere 2%.

 

regards to all,

 

jagbir

[Guest guest]

Dear All,

 

i want to amend this paragraph for better comprehension:

 

>

> i hope Gerlinde produces a great pamphlet that will give seekers a

> panoramic view of the Blossom Time, as most truly do not know what

> they are seeking. It is very difficult to realize the Self--Ye are

> gods--unless the Blossom Time is thoroughly understood.

>

 

i hope Gerlinde produces a great pamphlet that will give seekers a

panoramic view of the Blossom Time, as most truly do not know what

they are seeking, what they _should_ be seeking and, most important,

how to attain that goal ...... whether of ignorance or enlightenment.

It is very difficult to realize the Self--Ye are gods--unless the

Blossom Time is thoroughly understood. So Gerlinde should pay extra

attention to the severe problems faced by the masses, whether they are

religious or spiritual, and give them a breathtaking view of the

Blossom Time whose eschatological details and evidence are freely

available at http://adishakti.org!

 

And Gerlinde, this is the supreme reason and truth (based on my 15

years of knowledge, experiences and enlightenment attained directly

from the MahaDevi) as to why most of humanity " truly do not know what

they are seeking, what they _should_ be seeking and, most important,

how to attain that goal " . Like Niranjan Mavinkurve, it was the

eschatological message of Lord Jesus Christ that _years_ later _ended_

my search and simple question for God Almighty. i have empasized

" years " and " ended " to confirm finality of that search and question:

 

O ek suki yaha lakoh mein.

O, only one in a hundred thousand is in bliss.

 

Ansoo hai croroh ankhoh mein.

There are tears in tens of millions of eyes.

 

Hum neh gin gin har takdir dekhi.

I have counted and seen every fate for years,

 

Ek hasta hai dush rote hai

Only one laughs while ten are in tears.

 

Kuch bhol Prabhu yeh kya Maya

O! Speak Almighty God what is this Illusion,

 

Tera khel samaj meh nah aya

Your Divine Play is all confusion and delusion.

 

http://adishakti.org/introduction.htm

 

 

3) Niranjan Mavinkurve said:

 

His search for God led us

 

I got my first Realization on 12th August 1973. The credit for this

Realization goes to my eldest brother, Maruti, who had a yearning for

getting Realization for a number of years. His search for God led us

to meet Mataji.

 

On a fine day of 12th August, we read an article written by one

Marathi newspaper editor about Shri Mataji and Sahaja Yoga and that

led us to approach him in his office. We went to see him and he

explained how things had happened to him. He told us to visit Bharata

Vidya Bhavan on that same day. We left his place and went to Bharata

Vidya Bhavan about three o'clock and, to our surprise, nobody was

there to tell us what Sahaja Yoga is. We came out of the hall and

telephoned back to his office, asking, " Where do we find Mataji? " He

said, " Oh, this is not the time. You must come after six or seven in

the evening. "

 

On the very same day in the evening we again went to Bharatiya Vidya

Bhavan, where Mataji was giving Realization to a very few people, ten

or fifteen people. We both of us sat there and, this being a very

early stage of Sahaja, Mataji was Herself working hard to give

Realization and raising our kundalinis. To my great surprise, when

She touched my fontanelle, on my head, there was a flash and I saw —

so-called — at that time I was not knowing it was the Agnya chakra —

a Christ crucified. It was for five or six seconds, just a flash. I

myself wondered why — I myself being a Hindu and a great hater of

Christianity — should get a vision of a crucified Christ. But I

didn't speak anything at that time. I started enjoying it. I just

closed my eyes and Mother said, " You got Realization at the very

first sitting. "

 

Niranjan Mavinkurve

Memories of our Divine Mother

 

 

, " jagbir singh " <adishakti_org

wrote:

>

> >

> > " For all people whom I gave Self Realization yesterday, I was

> > meditating in the morning for them. As you all are new and do not

> > understand, you are fortunate that you saw Me. "

> >

> > Shri Mataji

> >

>

> Just want to emphasize that SYs are still " new and do not understand " as to

how Shri Mataji meditates for them.

>

>

http://www.adishakti.org/shri_mataji/shri_mataji_for_all_people_whom_i_gave_self\

\

-realization_yesterday_i_was_meditating_in_the_morning_for_them_4-03-2009.htm

>

> Even decades later they are still ignorant and languishing at the

> kindergarten level. This pervasive poverty, despite all that Shri

> Mataji has done to reveal who She really is, will never be eradicated

> until and unless they acknowledge http://adishakti.org. My recent

> encounters with two SYs on two different occasions have emphatically

> confirmed my worst fears and views. To remain silent is absolutely

> out of question. Those who do are just condoning it, and no amount of

> compassion, reasoning or words can justify that lack of conscience.

>

> i hope Gerlinde produces a great pamphlet that will give seekers a

> panoramic view of the Blossom Time, as most truly do not know what

> they are seeking. It is very difficult to realize the Self--Ye are

> gods--unless the Blossom Time is thoroughly understood.

>

> " Surely, " Ye are gods " is one of the strangest statements recorded in

> the Bible. It is one of those verses that we simply pass over time

> and time again because of its peculiarity. We do not understand it,

> but we are able to live with that lack of understanding. " -Jason Dulle

>

> Knowledge is the key that opens the door to the Kingdom of God within.

> Only those who have entered it can give us evidence of its existence!

> Only then can we begin to understand one of the strangest statements

> recorded in the Bible that " Ye are gods " .......... and i mean " begin "

> as it took me more than a decade to understand a mere 2%.

>

> regards to all,

>

> jagbir

>