Guest guest Posted September 11, 2007 Report Share Posted September 11, 2007 Namaste, Firstly Thank you for shareing your experience, feelings and also your affection for Amma. Every Year when I vist Kollur and I am at Amma's feet feeling like I have not one mother but Two, two different adoration, one Spiritually with whose feet is not on the earth but far beyond guiding and takeing care of us before even we attain the fruit of our deed and the other Physically close to us shares our life who is with us from the day we are born till one leaves eachother forever. This time I had a very different effect and experience and this time more than ever before i know that AMMA hears all our pain and cry and never lets one go empty handed after our visit to kollur. I donot know from where to begin because it involves my family and inlaws as well.Hope that as you do read further you will not be upset with the way i behaved as well. PLEASE CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG IN THE BELOW PERSNL EXPERIENCE. August 3rd i reached kannur. August 4th we left for Kollur at 9am reached kollur at 5:10pm. Reserved ourself rooms at Sauparnika Guest House.At 6:30 I received a friend of mine and his family at our room and as I had requested my friends to also get me an offering same as theirs which was a Sword and a Saree ( when I received, I did pay the amount back as it was an offering from my side ).Later we agreed to meet at the Temple for Dharshan and they left. At this time I got myself bussy with dressing up the little one Deepika for the Dharshan. She insited tht she wore Salwar and be a typiccal Hindu girl with flower on her head as well. Devika was also in Salwar and looked equally beautiful to her sister. Later when I was getting ready I heard a talk between my motherinlaw and her son as to why was the sword and sareee being bought did I ( Babitha ) request them to buy? and so the chat was a bit of a question and answer between me and family. I was hurt asked Vasanth what was the issue and he explained that all these years of All visiting Kollur they have never offered a Sword to AMMA and never seen anyone offering the same to AMMA before so what do we do? I told him if that is the case then I will not take it to the temple. I was hurt deeply. Next day August 5th when we where leaving back to kannur we did our last dharshan. I prayed to Amma from my heart not to be angry with me and I knew AMma knew what was happening here the night before. Morning I got ready and then suddenly Vasanth asked me "Are you not takeing the Saree & Sword?" I replied are you sure you want me too, he said take it we will ask the Poojaree there. Fine i took it , it was rainning like hell that day again but this time too much. I reached in front of AMMA asked Sree Kallidas the main poojaree there, can i offer the sword and saree to AMMA, he accepted it with full mind and heart, I told him not to return it back its for Amma. I felt somethign different after i prayed right in front of Amma it was like after AMMA its was me then the rest of the crowd. I said my last prayer and told amma goodbye sand to take care of her children till our next meet. As i left Sree Kallidas told me to wait and not to go, so i waited and at that time the Nada was closed for next Arthee so i waited after 15 minits Sree Kallidas called me to come forward front of the crowd and they opened the NADA and what do I see????????????? AMMA wearing the same saree which i had offered and the sword was placed next to AMMA. I have no words now ,,, I am full of tears this very minit. Everyone from my family was surprised and quiet nothing to say after that. Even myself I have lost words to write to you now.As it was rainning heavily my happiness was also immersed with the rain drop that flooded the banks of Sawparnika. One small adv. However we are in pain or troubles and problems, never forget that there is a Good reasson for this behind us, accept it happily for the fruit of the deed will be more sweeter thn anything. I end here. Pranam, Babitha Take the Internet to Go: Go puts the Internet in your pocket: mail, news, photos more. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 11, 2007 Report Share Posted September 11, 2007 Namaste, The below subject is something that I think one would have experience if only because you had interacted with AMMA from the bottom of your heart and AMMA felt the pain and luv you had reserved . orelse i think that you had a bad experience because you did not know the temples regulation of taking snaps, so u took a long jump instead, so as a punishment you where rewarded to not to take snaps but because you took AMMA permission thenlater , then AMMA agreed to approve of your request. SO its a lesson first ask before one takes a leap. Please do post the snaps that you have taken and please share the same with us too. Pranam, Babitha , " Ravi " <ravindra_kumarp wrote: > > Hi Babitha, > I would like to share a wonderful gesture of Love and affection that > Amma showed on me recently. > I recently bought a DSLR Camera and am learning to take pictures > with it. > Im a beginner in Photography and i go around with my camera whereever > i go in Singapore. And i visited my usual temple where there is an > Idol of Mariamma, that day i saw that they were having Chandi Homam > and i was very much interested in taking some pictures. > Mainly bcos i like the resplendent look in the idol. > but i was showed away by the authorities saying that pictures were > not allowed. With a dejected look, i proceeded to go away, but i > bought some offerings for her and was standing in queue to offer in > the homam. But in my heart i had a prayer, was talking to her saying > i would love to take pictures of this honour thats being > done to you, with this new camera, but these people are not allowing > me...And was sort of lost looking at the Kalash and the homam (Now > all this is happening in a shamiana outside next to the temple) by > the time i reached the homa kundam, one gentleman approached me, and > asked me if i take pictures...i said i just came for pooja, but i > would like to take pictures...then he contemplated for a moment and > asked me just one question - Will you give a copy to the temple also? > I gladly said YES! > Then i was overwhelmed by the sequence of events that followed... > He took me aside, introduced to the temple authorities and said, he > is the Temple Photographer he has volunteered to take Pics for our > temple!!! I was dumbfound at that gesture. > Immediately the whole scene changed, i was escorted like a VIP around > all the happenings, where one guard would ask people to move so that > i could take pictures. This was such a display of Love and affection > from the mother!! > Hold on the best part is yet to come. After the Homam was over, > they were taking the Kalash inside to keep it in ammas main > prakaram...i was given a seat on the floor right in front of the > mother..with just about 2 metres of seperation between us... > And was asked to take pictures...Trust me, i sat there like a > stone..they were doing alankarams, doing Abhishekam etc, and people > around me screaming Om Shakthi!! some of them went into a trance.. > and i just could not move my finger to click the shoot button! I was > probably in a trance myself overwhelmed by the opportunity and the > closeness to mother!! And then one lady came up to me, and said.. > " Looks like you are missing the best shots, pls shoot so that we can > all enjoy this occasion " > Now this was even more overwhelming..i just obeyed like a Robot and > kept firing...thats all i remember. > > To some this might sound like a matter of Pure coincidence, and might > not be a big affair. > But to me that day i felt like Amma was showering her complete love > and affection. > Look at the sequence of events - > 1. I am being asked to leave the place because i was DISTURBING them. > 2. The same people escort me around and give me such a coveted > position in front of Amma. > Im not saying this in Pride, but highlighting how she can shower her > love on you in an instant. > And on top of this, for every function, i will be asked to > participate and shoot. Isnt that heights of compassion? > > Think about it...what am i? what do i know of photography? i am just > playing with my new toy, and then she calls me and says - " Be my > Official Photographer " how will you feel? > > That day i felt like she was a Model in front of me, smiling away > giving me different poses. > > If you have a true and valid wish in your heart and place it in front > of her without any forbearance of result, she will do what is right > for you. > > - Ravi. > > , Babitha Vasanth > <babitha70@> wrote: > > > > Namaste, > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 11, 2007 Report Share Posted September 11, 2007 Namaste Babitha, A really moving experience indeed! Yet another example to prove that the divine will accept anything that's given in Love and affection. Did not Shri Krishna accept the humble offerings of Kuchela? Did not Lord Shiva accept the plucked out eyes of Kannappar? This is probably a good example of Negative thought Vs Positive thought. Maybe she wanted to test if you succumb to negative thoughts..(which you did, but no harm, its a lesson learnt) or Maybe she felt she wanted to receive on that specific day and created a small obstacle? You never know but alls well that ends well. And the end result was fantastic right? Sometimes she adds all masala to make it more lovely. Think about it...if no one commented anything, you would have just taken it over and given it to the priest and it would have been a simple offering. But now with a little bit of masala thrown in, she made it so fragrant and relishable right? Will you forget this for the rest of your life? That's the Magic! See same in my case, if i had just gone there, taken some pictures, i would have just walked off casually...but then she puts me through an insult, and then gives me what i more than deserve. Only then do we write about it here?? That reminds me, while i was walking down the road to take a bus today, i saw a wonderful board placed in front of a church, which read:- " Man's way leads to an hopeless end. God's way leads to an endless hope. " HOW TRUE!! - Ravi. , Babitha Vasanth <babitha70 wrote: > > Namaste, > > Firstly Thank you for shareing your experience, feelings and Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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