Piousness at Sham's feet

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If I'm not separated from

" what is " -- how can I

betray it?

 

If I think I can betray it,

I've already separated

from it.

 

If not moving toward nor away,

then how can an experience

be invited? or refused?

 

-- Dan

 

 

Realization, jill lindner <jeweljill9> wrote:

>

> Dear Ones,

>

> Were we looking for a deffinition of " kindness " , a design of the

mind? Is the truth revealed in the dramatization of what " kind " is

not, a spitting out of hidden emotion?

>

> I remain willing to invite the direct experience of

murderousness...tyrany...piggishness...hate: in unmoving stillness,

with the story wrapped it around being dropped, neither spit out nor

avoided nor ignored. I remain willing to witness the ways in which I

move from stillness, either towards, away or against you...a betrayal

of my own Self, which is a cruelty towards you.

>

> I have noticed that whenever I try to be " good " , it conceals an

imagined unlovable me, is a self betrayal, and brings some harm,

however subtle. I have noticed that whenever I try to be " bad " , as

in some pushy defiance or defence, it covers a more intrinsic and

primal fear, requires a great deal of my attention to conseal, and is

a betrayal of my own Self, which is a cruelty towards you.

>

> I remain willing to Be Still.

>

> Only Love,

>

>

> jewell

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>

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