Guest guest Posted October 8, 2002 Report Share Posted October 8, 2002 Dear Ones, Were we looking for a deffinition of "kindness", a design of the mind? Is the truth revealed in the dramatization of what "kind" is not, a spitting out of hidden emotion? I remain willing to invite the direct experience of murderousness...tyrany...piggishness...hate: in unmoving stillness, with the story wrapped it around being dropped, neither spit out nor avoided nor ignored. I remain willing to witness the ways in which I move from stillness, either towards, away or against you...a betrayal of my own Self, which is a cruelty towards you. I have noticed that whenever I try to be "good", it conceals an imagined unlovable me, is a self betrayal, and brings some harm, however subtle. I have noticed that whenever I try to be "bad", as in some pushy defiance or defence, it covers a more intrinsic and primal fear, requires a great deal of my attention to conseal, and is a betrayal of my own Self, which is a cruelty towards you. I remain willing to Be Still. Only Love,jewell Faith Hill - Exclusive Performances, Videos, more faith. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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