Judi's Ghost?

April 9, 2003

Hi Alton .. thank you for emailing the files to me, I will read them tonight

with relish. They opened fine by the way.

blessings on you .. deb

> Dear Deb:

> I emailed most of the book on Word. If you cant open it I will copy

> and paste it on an email form.

April 9, 2003

Judi wrote: ********** Yes, well when you're not so " full of it " ,

perhaps then we can have a grown up conversation, but *if* and until

such time, f**k off! You do the math!

>

> Here's a clue - Socrates said, " Know Thyself " , he didn't say,

*Know Thy Other Guy " .

>

> Judi

Dear Judi: I am full of the SELF aren't you?

This is a group to tell about Realization experiences. I know that

Realization is not an experience when it transpires but after it

surely is. What are you about? Do you have a silent mind, which

Nisargadatta says, " That's all there is " ?

So wont you share what your " particular " Realization is about? while

doing so you might get some insight into your angry mental states and

become LOVE. Again do you have a silent mind or dont you?

So called Self Realized beings skirt the issue when asked to give

the details of their Realization. Probably because if they did, it

would open up a pandora's box of never ending questions, or they fear

that devotees will think that it is their ego answering.

Well my model in U.G's and I will alway share where I am at in the

never ending spiritual journey toward the light. I will go even

further than U.G, who wont let the scientist examine his brain,

because he says they will create a drug for Realization. Not a bad

idea.

There are hordes of souls claiming Realization on the Net. It seems

that when someone has one experience they think they are fully

Realized egoless beings or they glom on to some concept that

says " you are already free " and become delirious with it.

Judi: " Yes, I am smiling now.

I lost my life, but found myself.

Worth it ! The payoff comes!

And you are gonna LIKE it! "

MT: Please share the details with us hungry souls?

Love,

MT, but full of it, The Self that is. LOL.

April 9, 2003

Could you please get me off of your mailing list. I don't know how I got on

it, but my messages are filled up with your group. Thanks.