Looking for a diary for the Dark Night of the Soul

[Guest guest]

hello all,

 

I saw answers with great pointers

to club-members toward working on

the collapsing of the myriads of

'egos' [ I call them phantom ego ]

by Dan Berkov, Sandeep Ch.. and the

bests, including how to take the

*right* first step by Gene Poole.

[ I think what I posted yesterday by

Gene has one ]

 

Alton and I know a woman; Gabrielle

Ebert, who can lead one through

Ramana's vichara successfully. She

is also deeply Catholic, and with an

insight and *understanding*she can

point it out where the Catholic

doctrine meets Advaita [ not

a mutated bigot who's brain does

not work right and makes wrong

associations]

 

I belive, that Nome and his partner

at Sat Ramana can lead you through

the tedious and vigilant work of

undermining the ego-system.

 

But I did not see any from Judi in

action, and to be an effective

'teacher'; that is needed, not

insulting oneliners [ and those

without a good timing ].

 

I wish Judi would map up and

put in words her nervous breakdown

or as Rob referred to it; her

Dark Night of the Soul, which

could lead others through this

process the way it happened to

her. Dan, who is her friend can

put it in words, if Judi can not

for us, if he knows it; I would

really appreciate that.

 

To state that she offers something

better than PapaJi did: who IN

REALITY did lead his disciples

through the process and I am sure

some of them were able to keep their

*understanding* *awareness* with

the vigilant state; is claim I

don't belive, but I am open to listen.

 

Self is only Being -

     not being this or that.

It is Simple Being.

     BE, and

There is the end of ignorance.

 

Ramana Maharshi

 

 

Love-awareness, Karta

[Guest guest]

Dear Karta,

 

> I wish Judi would map up and put in words her

> nervous breakdown or as Rob referred to it; her

> Dark Night of the Soul, which could lead others

> through this process the way it happened to her.

 

Just to clarify, I have no idea whether Judi had a

nervous breakdown or a Dark Night of the Soul or

anything of the kind.

 

I mentioned Dark Nights of the Soul as a general

phenomenon only because you said something about a

nervous breakdown. I have no idea whether Judi

experienced anything of the sort.

 

Best wishes,

 

Rob

 

-

" satkartar5 " <mi_nok

<Realization >

Saturday, April 12, 2003 7:36 AM

Looking for a diary for the Dark Night of the Soul

[Guest guest]

Realization , " Rob Sacks " <editor@r...> wrote:

> Dear Karta,

>

> > I wish Judi would map up and put in words her

> > nervous breakdown or as Rob referred to it; her

> > Dark Night of the Soul, which could lead others

> > through this process the way it happened to her.

>

> Just to clarify, I have no idea whether Judi had a

> nervous breakdown or a Dark Night of the Soul or

> anything of the kind.

>

> I mentioned Dark Nights of the Soul as a general

> phenomenon only because you said something about a

> nervous breakdown. I have no idea whether Judi

> experienced anything of the sort.

>

> Best wishes,

>

> Rob

>

 

Hi Rob,

 

I am sure it is at her web-site.

 

I think she died, could not move

 

I took care of girl-friend once to

whom this happened at a spiritual

gathering: she couldn't even walk

her face was placid for days. We

called it back than *an entity left*

her. In non-dual terminology this

would be: when the most dominating

ego dies, or more at once, what were animating the body. Christians called

it the Dark night of the Soul, and psychiatry calls it a nervous breakdown

 

Same happens through meditation, but

it is feels like lightening like

something was lifted.. it is not so drastic..

 

awareness-love, Karta

[Guest guest]

 

 

Realization , "Rob Sacks" <editor@r...> wrote:> Dear Karta,> > > I wish Judi would map up and put in words her > > nervous breakdown or as Rob referred to it; her > > Dark Night of the Soul, which could lead others > > through this process the way it happened to her. > > Just to clarify, I have no idea whether Judi had a> nervous breakdown or a Dark Night of the Soul or> anything of the kind. > > I mentioned Dark Nights of the Soul as a general> phenomenon only because you said something about a> nervous breakdown. I have no idea whether Judi > experienced anything of the sort.> > Best wishes,> > Rob> Hi Rob,I am sure it is at her web-site.I think she died, could not move I took care of girl-friend once towhom this happened at a spiritual gathering: she couldn't even walkher face was placid for days. We called it back than *an entity left*her. In non-dual terminology this would be: when the most dominating ego dies, or more at once, what were animating the body. Christians calledit the Dark night of the Soul, and psychiatry calls it a nervous breakdownSame happens through meditation, butit is feels like lightening like something was lifted.. it is not so drastic.. awareness-love, Karta

 

********* Not being able to "walk", not that I couldn't walk, I walked all over that night, but rather meaning there was no place *left* for me to go, all purposepul reasons for continued living, my existence itself were dismantled, cut at the *knees* so to speak.

I-dentity imploded into itself. I remained quite awake, clear and sober through the whole "dying" process. Voila!

 

Judi

 

 

 

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Realization , " satkartar5 " <mi_nok> wrote:

> Realization , " Rob Sacks " <editor@r...> wrote:

> > Dear Karta,

> >

> > > I wish Judi would map up and put in words her

> > > nervous breakdown or as Rob referred to it; her

> > > Dark Night of the Soul, which could lead others

> > > through this process the way it happened to her.

> >

> > Just to clarify, I have no idea whether Judi had a

> > nervous breakdown or a Dark Night of the Soul or

> > anything of the kind.

> >

> > I mentioned Dark Nights of the Soul as a general

> > phenomenon only because you said something about a

> > nervous breakdown. I have no idea whether Judi

> > experienced anything of the sort.

> >

> > Best wishes,

> >

> > Rob

> >

>

> Hi Rob,

>

> I am sure it is at her web-site.

>

> I think she died, could not move

>

> I took care of girl-friend once to

> whom this happened at a spiritual

> gathering: she couldn't even walk

> her face was placid for days. We

> called it back than *an entity left*

> her. In non-dual terminology this

> would be: when the most dominating

> ego dies, or more at once, what were animating the body. Christians called

> it the Dark night of the Soul, and psychiatry calls it a nervous breakdown

>

> Same happens through meditation, but

> it is feels like lightening like

> something was lifted.. it is not so drastic..

>

> awareness-love, Karta

 

but than what happened to Judi after

is; she pulled out of a hat several

other " working " egos: like the

Reverend Highwater, Hari jai ect ect

 

K