Guest guest Posted May 17, 2003 Report Share Posted May 17, 2003 Hi, I had a Kundalini awakening but didn't know it. I took a lot of drugs and tried a lot of remedies to cure what I thought was chronic pain and depression. It seems that the process is over. I am no longer in any pain. I no longer feel the energy. However, I am now in a state where life is unenjoyable. I had spent 8 days in a mental hospital where they hit me with bipolar drugs. Depakote (an anti- epileptic/mood stabilizer) and Geodon (an antipsychotic). I hardly have any desire to live. Do you know if a malfunctory Kundalini awakening could cause a lifetime depression? I am 30 and have had this for almost seven months. Things change but the underlying core has not. I would appreciate any guidance you can give me. Thanks, Paul Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 17, 2003 Report Share Posted May 17, 2003 Dear Paul: Thanks for sharing. I will reply to this post from the medium that I understand most. I cant address your kundalini experience or if it is impinging our your consciousness right now and causing a depressive state of mind, because I have zero experience with that. Another ex-member has more knowledge with it. Here is her email address. Her user name is Acara atthepeacock. I am sure she would be willing to offer you some helpful suggestions. Firstly, each mind moment of depression arises and passes away immediately after is happens, so there is no such thing, IMO as life long depression. Your depression is temporary and if you want it to go away, your intention will accomplish that goal. All you have to say to your self is I don't want it anymore and I am willing to do what is necessary to rid my self from it. Everyone that I have had a dialogue with that either was depressed or had bi-polar states neglected the most important factor that might have caused their unpleasant mental states. Our bodies are food, which includes everything that entered into it's cells like nutritional elements, the air we breath, toxic elements like pesticides, drugs legal and illegal, etc. Also,If the pair of opposites are not in balance unwanted mental/emotion states arise. I will talk about that in detail after you answer the questions below. So here are my suggestions and hopefully other members will contribute from their points of view. Write to the group, me or anyone that will listen to you, exactly in great detail what is happening in your consciousness. Your thoughts about it, sensations in the body or anything you wish to say about what you call depression. Just putting down in words, what is happening will have a healing effect and the acknowledgement from the members of this group or the person you are willing to share it will also mitigate your unpleasant circumstances. Doing this daily will hasten your healing. Don't worry about boring the members here. This is exactly what this group is about. Removing that which prevents Realization or peace of mind. If anyone says anything nasty to you I will tell them to "Fuck off", but they wont because this is a very loving group of souls. Some questions before I offer other suggestions. What exactly are you eating each day? Do you take medicines right now? Do you do any meditation?: Exercises? Do you go for counseling? Which country do you live it? Anything else you wish to supply will be helpful. Aloha, Alton Hi,I had a Kundalini awakening but didn't know it. I took a lot of drugs and tried a lot of remedies to cure what I thought was chronic pain and depression. It seems that the process is over. I am no longer in any pain. I no longer feel the energy. However, I am now in a state where life is unenjoyable. I had spent 8 days in a mental hospital where they hit me with bipolar drugs. Depakote (an anti-epileptic/mood stabilizer) and Geodon (an antipsychotic). I hardly have any desire to live. Do you know if a malfunctory Kundalini awakening could cause a lifetime depression? I am 30 and have had this for almost seven months. Things change but the underlying core has not. I would appreciate any guidance you can give me.Thanks,Paul..........INFORMATION ABOUT THIS LIST..........Email addresses: Post message: Realization Un: Realization- Our web address: http://www.realization.orgBy sending a message to this list, you are givingpermission to have it reproduced as a letter onhttp://www.realization.org................................................ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 17, 2003 Report Share Posted May 17, 2003 Dear Alton, Thanks for your help. I have answered the questions below. --- No-Count Dracula <unbound wrote: > > Dear Paul: > Thanks for sharing. > > I will reply to this post from the medium that I > understand most. > I cant address your kundalini experience or if it > is impinging our your consciousness right now and > causing a depressive state of mind, because I have > zero experience with that. > Another ex-member has more knowledge with it. Here > is her email address. Her user name is Acara > atthepeacock. I am sure she would be > willing to offer you some helpful suggestions. > > Firstly, each mind moment of depression arises and > passes away immediately after is happens, so there > is no such thing, IMO as life long depression. Your > depression is temporary and if you want it to go > away, your intention will accomplish that goal. All > you have to say to your self is I don't want it > anymore and I am willing to do what is necessary to > rid my self from it. > > Everyone that I have had a dialogue with that > either was depressed or had bi-polar states > neglected the most important factor that might have > caused their unpleasant mental states. Our bodies > are food, which includes everything that entered > into it's cells like nutritional elements, the air > we breath, toxic elements like pesticides, drugs > legal and illegal, etc. Also,If the pair of > opposites are not in balance unwanted mental/emotion > states arise. I will talk about that in detail after > you answer the questions below. > > So here are my suggestions and hopefully other > members will contribute from their points of view. > > Write to the group, me or anyone that will listen > to you, exactly in great detail what is happening in > your consciousness. Your thoughts about it, > sensations in the body or anything you wish to say > about what you call depression. Just putting down > in words, what is happening will have a healing > effect and the acknowledgement from the members of > this group or the person you are willing to share it > will also mitigate your unpleasant circumstances. > Doing this daily will hasten your healing. Don't > worry about boring the members here. This is exactly > what this group is about. Removing that which > prevents Realization or peace of mind. If anyone > says anything nasty to you I will tell them to " Fuck > off " , but they wont because this is a very loving > group of souls. > > Some questions before I offer other suggestions. > What exactly are you eating each day? Breakfast- 2 bowls of either Cheerios or Corn Flakes Lunch- Cheese and crackers or turkey and cheese sandwich or grilled cheese Dinner-usually a meat or seafood dish (chicken, pork, cod) with frozen potatoes and a vegetable or salad Snacks- 2-3 times a day, usually cheese and crackers, Klondike ice cream bar, an occasional orange > Do you take medicines right now? No medicines anymore, none since I left the hospital 2 1/2 months ago. > Do you do any meditation?: No meditation. Have never done it and have no desire to do it now. > Exercises? No exercise. > Do you go for counseling? No counseling. > Which country do you live it? USA. > Anything else you wish to supply will be helpful. > > Aloha, > Alton > > > There is a lot I could say. I realize my Kundalini put into gear especially 3 years ago. I got real bad pain in my wrist and shoulder. My moods were tempestuous. I struggled in relationships with others. Last year I got desperate when the pain and sleep disturbances and emotional turmoil and paranormal experiences were driving me up the wall. I tried a lot of therapies and remedies including yoga on an on and off basis. My determination led me to be reckless and I would just try things indescriminately. I took a lot of pills after having to do another trance state (which I thought was depression) and had a tinling in my jaw that night before going out. The pills were all at once, SAMe,GABA, Vitamin B, Calcium 500mg, Magnesium 1g and Zinc 60mg. 15 minutes later my face was red as a beet and I just remember feeling totally numb. I remember saying, this is permanent. that was 11/2/02. I have not been the same since. I have been through a living hell that is now easier to handle, but has been absent of any true joy, love, motivation, desire or happiness. Thanks Paul The New Search - Faster. Easier. Bingo. http://search. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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