disturbing observations

[Guest guest]

Hi All,

 

Ever since 11/2/02, when I took a megadose of

supplements to " cure " stress and TMJ I have noticed

the following:

 

When I get up behind people, they don't know I am

there, not until I actually physically touch the

person or animal. I also don't feel other's presences

when they are near me, I find I often kick my cat by

accident as a result. Somehow I think I have damaged

my ability to feel and give off emf. Does anyone have

any speculation on this? Is it a reversible effect?

Or once it is lost, do I have to wait until death and

hope someday I " feel " like a normal entity again? I

must say it really sucks to be this way.

 

It is like I have lost a sense. A good way to

describe it is you know how you just " know " that

someone or something is behind you? Well I don't get

that anymore. I also remember that last summer when I

was trying to " cure " depression I would go running

everyday for an hour. What I failed to investigate

but did notice back then was that people running a

good 10-20 feet in front of me, were moving to the

side before I got to them. I used to think, " Is my

breath that loud? " Also, I would ask questions to my

friend and a stranger would answer me, even though the

stranger was sitting a good 10-20 feet away. I

remember asking my friend one time, " Why did he

answer? Am I talking too loud? " And she said, " No. "

But I didn't believe her, I was convinced I talked too

loud because I had a hard time hearing myself talk in

those days. I would be at restaurants and bars and I

wouldn't be able to hear a word people were saying

without leaning in and cupping my ear and paying

incredible attention to them. It was frustrating and

depressing. It was driving me nuts, it is partly to

blame for my reckless self-healing. However, I would

here the " din " of the places, I would hear everyone

else's conversations above me, like a cloud of 20

conversations going on at once, but I wouldn't be able

to discern particulars, and I wouldn't be able to hear

the person sitting 2 feet away from me! I had so much

stuff happening to me, I can't believe I never once

investigated things to see what was really going on.

I was so clueless and oblivious. Well, I just needed

to get this off of my chest. Thanks for listening

everyone.

 

-Paul