chaos, questions and answers and new question...(dan's comments)

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dan!

 

you said:" > Who are you, prior to providing> a definition of yourself and> other things?"

----- Yes, please tell me, who I am apart from my aching body, my feelins of a meaningless existence,

my extreme lonliness, my constantly unfullfilled sexual hunger, my excessive sometimes even aggressive, nervous, narcisstic personality, my chronique fatigue?!?! Who am I ???

 

> It depends on how you define "awareness"> and your perception of what it is> and isn't.

 

----- What is it??? I seem to have no clue!

 

> > Would it be important to learn lucid dreaming, as to watch as much > as> > possible what> > is going on?! > " Important for whom, to gain what?"

 

----- Important for the feeling within 'me' (what or who is 'me'!?!)

 

> So, there's a finite amount of> consciousness, which can be> increased and decreased?> And thus, there is a beginning> and an ending to it?

----- Yes, exactly that is precisely how I perceive it.

I suffer from chronique fatigue syndrome; sometimes it is so strong, I just am too tired to think, to feel.

It seems to me, as if my consciousness wants to turn totally dark, it goes 95% blank.

Hence: I loose my consciousness, but there is NO AWARENESS ARISING!

Just Blackness, Unconsciousness, Deep Sleep...!?!?!?!

 

 

> > Taking LSD to speed up the process...?> > Where are you trying to get to?

----- The land where milk and honey abounds...(Out of pain, of course, as you want as well, I bet...!)

 

 

Thanks very much for your comments...please enlighten me...!

 

fox

www.feel.ch

 

 

 

 

 

Dan