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" The Day I Thanked Nis "

By Pete

 

 

The dismal ally stunk of sewage and garbage. As I approached the

house, a stray dog slunk away, its eyes full of fear. It was a young

emaciated dog, almost a puppy- stray dogs don't grow old in Bombay. I

gave a sigh of relief as I entered the narrow stairwell. It smelled

of dust and cheap incense. Going up, the steps groaned menacingly

under my weigh.

 

In a small second floor room sat an old man dressed in white. The

massive head with the prominent cheekbones seemed misplaced on his

frail body. The moment I entered, he opened his eyes and stared at me

without surprise, or any hint of inquiry. The eyes dwarfed the head,

as the head did the body. From then on, I only saw the piercing eyes,

as if, disembodied, they floated in the room's penumbra. After my

salutation, he gestured toward a cushion.

 

" Where do you come from? " he asked.

 

" I come from the future. "

 

He laughed, and his chest rumbled with phlegm. The laugh sputtered,

and then, exploded into a fitful cough. " I have no future, " he said

in a strangled voice.

 

" Your words do. In the future your words are read by millions. They

have liberated hundreds of people. "

 

" They are not my words, and I'm not interested in those imaginary

hundreds. Have they liberated you? "

 

" Yes, they have, and I thank you. "

 

He laughed again, but cut it short and clearing his throat with a

painful grimace, said, " If you were truly liberated, would there be

any need to thank someone who never existed? "

 

Now was my turn to laugh. " Yes, I see what you mean. That would be

the only way liberation could work. To liberate one individual at a

time is a hopeless task. Once the dreamer awakes, all the dream

characters are seen as unreal. "

 

" Nevertheless, you are still trying to awaken the characters in the

dream, " he said.

 

" Yes, I do. Does it mean that I'm not awake yet? "

 

" You are dreaming you are awake, the dream still goes on. "

 

" But wait, you're fully awake and you still teach. "

 

" I exist and teach only in your dream. "

 

" So, when will the dream end? "

 

" The day the body dies. "

 

" You mean I had no need to study and meditate all these years? I

could have had any dream I wanted? "

 

" No. There is no 'you' apart from the dream, and there is no dream,

but this one. "

 

" Well, If I am the dream, I will that you get well, and live as

long as I do. "

 

He laughed and began to cough again. " Get out, " he yelled. " You're

an idiot. Get out. Out! "

 

His cough echoed behind me as I hurried downstairs.

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:-)

 

 

 

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" seesaw1us " <seesaw1us

<Nisargadatta >

Monday, March 22, 2004 10:11 PM

The Day I thanked Nis

 

 

> " The Day I Thanked Nis "

> By Pete

>

>

> The dismal ally stunk of sewage and garbage. As I approached the

> house, a stray dog slunk away, its eyes full of fear. It was a young

> emaciated dog, almost a puppy- stray dogs don't grow old in Bombay. I

> gave a sigh of relief as I entered the narrow stairwell. It smelled

> of dust and cheap incense. Going up, the steps groaned menacingly

> under my weigh.

>

> In a small second floor room sat an old man dressed in white. The

> massive head with the prominent cheekbones seemed misplaced on his

> frail body. The moment I entered, he opened his eyes and stared at me

> without surprise, or any hint of inquiry. The eyes dwarfed the head,

> as the head did the body. From then on, I only saw the piercing eyes,

> as if, disembodied, they floated in the room's penumbra. After my

> salutation, he gestured toward a cushion.

>

> " Where do you come from? " he asked.

>

> " I come from the future. "

>

> He laughed, and his chest rumbled with phlegm. The laugh sputtered,

> and then, exploded into a fitful cough. " I have no future, " he said

> in a strangled voice.

>

> " Your words do. In the future your words are read by millions. They

> have liberated hundreds of people. "

>

> " They are not my words, and I'm not interested in those imaginary

> hundreds. Have they liberated you? "

>

> " Yes, they have, and I thank you. "

>

> He laughed again, but cut it short and clearing his throat with a

> painful grimace, said, " If you were truly liberated, would there be

> any need to thank someone who never existed? "

>

> Now was my turn to laugh. " Yes, I see what you mean. That would be

> the only way liberation could work. To liberate one individual at a

> time is a hopeless task. Once the dreamer awakes, all the dream

> characters are seen as unreal. "

>

> " Nevertheless, you are still trying to awaken the characters in the

> dream, " he said.

>

> " Yes, I do. Does it mean that I'm not awake yet? "

>

> " You are dreaming you are awake, the dream still goes on. "

>

> " But wait, you're fully awake and you still teach. "

>

> " I exist and teach only in your dream. "

>

> " So, when will the dream end? "

>

> " The day the body dies. "

>

> " You mean I had no need to study and meditate all these years? I

> could have had any dream I wanted? "

>

> " No. There is no 'you' apart from the dream, and there is no dream,

> but this one. "

>

> " Well, If I am the dream, I will that you get well, and live as

> long as I do. "

>

> He laughed and began to cough again. " Get out, " he yelled. " You're

> an idiot. Get out. Out! "

>

> His cough echoed behind me as I hurried downstairs.

 

 

 

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Nisargadatta , sandeep <sandeepc@b...> wrote:

>

> :-)

 

Hope that wasn't too unfair on your great city. Have you ever gone by

his home? I Hope you live in the affluent scenic distric close to

Ramesh. ;)

 

 

> -

> " seesaw1us " <seesaw1us>

> <Nisargadatta >

> Monday, March 22, 2004 10:11 PM

> The Day I thanked Nis

>

>

> > " The Day I Thanked Nis "

> > By Pete

> >

> >

> > The dismal ally stunk of sewage and garbage. As I approached the

> > house, a stray dog slunk away, its eyes full of fear. It was a

young

> > emaciated dog, almost a puppy- stray dogs don't grow old in

Bombay. I

> > gave a sigh of relief as I entered the narrow stairwell. It

smelled

> > of dust and cheap incense. Going up, the steps groaned menacingly

> > under my weigh.

> >

> > In a small second floor room sat an old man dressed in white.

The

> > massive head with the prominent cheekbones seemed misplaced on

his

> > frail body. The moment I entered, he opened his eyes and stared

at me

> > without surprise, or any hint of inquiry. The eyes dwarfed the

head,

> > as the head did the body. From then on, I only saw the piercing

eyes,

> > as if, disembodied, they floated in the room's penumbra. After my

> > salutation, he gestured toward a cushion.

> >

> > " Where do you come from? " he asked.

> >

> > " I come from the future. "

> >

> > He laughed, and his chest rumbled with phlegm. The laugh

sputtered,

> > and then, exploded into a fitful cough. " I have no future, " he

said

> > in a strangled voice.

> >

> > " Your words do. In the future your words are read by millions.

They

> > have liberated hundreds of people. "

> >

> > " They are not my words, and I'm not interested in those

imaginary

> > hundreds. Have they liberated you? "

> >

> > " Yes, they have, and I thank you. "

> >

> > He laughed again, but cut it short and clearing his throat

with a

> > painful grimace, said, " If you were truly liberated, would there

be

> > any need to thank someone who never existed? "

> >

> > Now was my turn to laugh. " Yes, I see what you mean. That would

be

> > the only way liberation could work. To liberate one individual at

a

> > time is a hopeless task. Once the dreamer awakes, all the dream

> > characters are seen as unreal. "

> >

> > " Nevertheless, you are still trying to awaken the characters in

the

> > dream, " he said.

> >

> > " Yes, I do. Does it mean that I'm not awake yet? "

> >

> > " You are dreaming you are awake, the dream still goes on. "

> >

> > " But wait, you're fully awake and you still teach. "

> >

> > " I exist and teach only in your dream. "

> >

> > " So, when will the dream end? "

> >

> > " The day the body dies. "

> >

> > " You mean I had no need to study and meditate all these years?

I

> > could have had any dream I wanted? "

> >

> > " No. There is no 'you' apart from the dream, and there is no

dream,

> > but this one. "

> >

> > " Well, If I am the dream, I will that you get well, and live as

> > long as I do. "

> >

> > He laughed and began to cough again. " Get out, " he

yelled. " You're

> > an idiot. Get out. Out! "

> >

> > His cough echoed behind me as I hurried downstairs.

>

>

>

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Nisargadatta , " seesaw1us " <seesaw1us>

wrote:

> Nisargadatta , sandeep <sandeepc@b...> wrote:

> >

> > :-)

>

> Hope that wasn't too unfair on your great city. Have you ever gone

by his home?

 

Yes.

 

 

> I Hope you live in the affluent scenic distric close to

> Ramesh. ;)

 

 

No.

I cannot afford that affluence and scenery.:-)

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Nisargadatta , " Sandeep " <sandeepc@b...> wrote:

> Nisargadatta , " seesaw1us " <seesaw1us>

> wrote:

> > Nisargadatta , sandeep <sandeepc@b...>

wrote:

> > >

> > > :-)

> >

> > Hope that wasn't too unfair on your great city. Have you ever

gone

> by his home?

>

> Yes.

>

>

> > I Hope you live in the affluent scenic distric close to

> > Ramesh. ;)

>

>

> No.

> I cannot afford that affluence and scenery.:-)

 

P:Thanks. Now I know so much more. :)

 

Nis interjecting: " What's there to know, Pete? Scenery! What garbage!

You should move to another part of your brain, if you

can afford it. Out! Out! "

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